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  1. Does anyone have any audiobook recommendations?

    Either books that have specifically pretty good audiobooks or just books you think I should read.

  2. OH MY GOSH SO

    I ORDERED A BUNCH OF PIRATE STUFF LAST WEEK AND ITS ALL SUPPOSED TO GET HERE TODAY AND IM SO EXCITED

    ILL POST PICTURES WHEN IT ALL GETS HERE 😁😁😁

    that reminds me I have to fix my pirate hat… phooie. 

  3. Do you all just ever have a day where you can't stop crying because you miss someone who is gone?

  4. *appears*

    *whispers*

    Where did you go?

    We miss you...

    *disappears* 

     

  5. GUYS HELP!!!!!!!!!

    MY LITTLE SISTER JUST ASKED ME IF WHO I WOULD RATHER HAVE DIE!!

    BRANDON, OR MY GRANDMOTHER AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

  6. Okay so at young woman’s last night, we were painting Book of Mormon’s. And mine turned out so cute, I love it so much!!

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    @The Wandering Wizard 👀

    Um yeah that’s all I have to say :)

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Awwwwww that's amazing!! :wub:

      Hehe and for those of you that don't know that quote is from Blessings by Laura Story

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  7. I’m drawing my new OC

    Captain Henry Wilks

    he’s a pirate ofc (yeah Ik none of u are surprised)

    I’ll post here when I’m done :)

  8. Stars

    Spoiler

    Stars

     

    Is it true?

    I heard it said

    That when I look up

    I

    See the same

    Stars

    That you do

     

    Everything

    That comes in between us

    Wrong words

    Lack of focus

    (because of each other)

    It all doesn’t really matter

     

    Doesn’t it make you

    Feel small?

    The fact

    That I

    Could be standing

    Outside

    At the same time as you

    And we’d be looking

    At the same stars

     

    It makes you feel 

    Closer

    And so far away

    At the same time

     

    Are you sure they’re the same?

    I’m still a little doubtful

    It seems too easy

    Is there a different sky where you are?

    Are the stars different?

     

    Are you different?

     

    Would I be?

     

    If I traveled there

    What if Artemis picked me up in her carriage tonight?

    If Selene lent me some moonlight?

    If Zephyr sent me a current?

    Would the journey

    Change me? 

     

    Hang on

    I'm coming 

     

    So when I arrive

    And we are looking at the same stars

    It’s still different

     

    I realized something on the way over

    The stars didn’t change

    They really are the same in your world

    It’s us

    We change

    We

    Make

    The difference

     

    So

    When you see the stars

    Remember 

    They stay the same

    It’s just 

    Our perception

    That changes

     

    I’ll be waiting

    When your perception changes

    I’ll still be here

    Don’t worry

     

    I’ll wait here for you

     

    Under

    The stars


     

    hehe 🤭

  9. Stars

    Spoiler

    Stars

     

    Is it true?

    I heard it said

    That when I look up

    I

    See the same

    Stars

    That you do

     

    Everything

    That comes in between us

    Wrong words

    Lack of focus

    (because of each other)

    It all doesn’t really matter

     

    Doesn’t it make you

    Feel small?

    The fact

    That I

    Could be standing

    Outside

    At the same time as you

    And we’d be looking

    At the same stars

     

    It makes you feel 

    Closer

    And so far away

    At the same time

     

    Are you sure they’re the same?

    I’m still a little doubtful

    It seems too easy

    Is there a different sky where you are?

    Are the stars different?

     

    Are you different?

     

    Would I be?

     

    If I traveled there

    What if Artemis picked me up in her carriage tonight?

    If Selene lent me some moonlight?

    If Zephyr sent me a current?

    Would the journey

    Change me? 

     

    Hang on

    I'm coming 

     

    So when I arrive

    And we are looking at the same stars

    It’s still different

     

    I realized something on the way over

    The stars didn’t change

    They really are the same in your world

    It’s us

    We change

    We

    Make

    The difference

     

    So

    When you see the stars

    Remember 

    They stay the same

    It’s just 

    Our perception

    That changes

     

    I’ll be waiting

    When your perception changes

    I’ll still be here

    Don’t worry

     

    I’ll wait here for you

     

    Under

    The stars


     

    hehe 🤭

  10. I’m drawing my new OC

    Captain Henry Wilks

    he’s a pirate ofc (yeah Ik none of u are surprised)

    I’ll post here when I’m done :)

  11. Me: I've been sleep deprived all week and need to get to bed early.

    Also me: *Stays at the church after activities for almost an hour playing Volleyball*

  12. "My religious belief teaches me to feel as safe in battle as in bed. God has fixed the time for my death. I do not concern myself about that, but to be always ready, no matter when it may overtake me." ~ Stonewall Jackson.

     

    Spoiler

    Do y'all know how hard it is to smile when your heart is breaking?

    I'll give you a hint.

    It's pretty damn hard.

    :( -_- 

    *lonely sigh*

     

  13. *inhales*

    Hi everyone...

    I'm better than yesterday, which is nice...

    Spoiler

    But, I is getting some fairly strong urges to do thingz... :( 

    I'm still under a lot of stress, but I'm managing it (I think?)

    I love you all, and thanks for the support

    ❤️‍🩹

    ~ Stick

    ( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)

  14. Guys... I'ma be honest, I'm not doing very good...

    I'm being strangled/eaten alive by the stress-fairy... :( 

    I'm having a few relational issues and got my lil heart broke the other day...

    It's mostly my fault, and it only added to my trauma...

    I feel like crying, but the tears won't come.

    I want to scream, but I can't.

    I want to be held, but I'm alone.

    I'm shaking, I'm gonna melt down, I'm anxious because I'm starting a new partial school thing tomorrow, and, once again, I'm the new person... once again, I don't have friends there.

    I'm on the edge of panic.

    💔

     

    so, I'm an emotional wreck.

     

    Love you all.

    ❤️ 

    ~ Stick 

     

    ( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01

  15. MORE FUSE BEADS!

    :D 

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    I'm having way to much fun...

    :D 

    I love being a lil kid :P 

  16. ACK-

    IVE BEEN SHOT!

    IN THE HEAD-

    *dies*

  17. ACK-

    IVE BEEN SHOT!

    IN THE HEAD-

    *dies*

  18. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

    *coughs*

    @The Wandering Wizard @Just-A-Stick @The Halcyon Girl @Lightweaver2 @Part Of The Narrative

    All together now...

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU-

  19. GUYS!

    WE LOVE IT WHEN THE ARTS AND DOODLES ARE ARTING AND DOODLING!

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    *scribbles with purple marker*

    Spoiler

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    *scribbles with many markers*

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    FUSE BEADS!!!!

    YES!

    AND MY MOM GOT ME ✨FINGER PAINT✨

    :D 

  20. The girl stood at the base of another mountain.

    Heartbroken.

    Too tired to try again, and too afraid not to.

    She took a long look behind her, at a land of warm sun and deep streams and laughter and light. Beauty trapped between a pair of hard rocks, huge rocks, mountains that would kill her if she wasn’t careful.

    She sat on the stump of a long dead tree and let a tear fall.

    Then another,

    And,

    Another.

    She’d climbed mountains before. Gone into the dark and the cold, muscles burning, heart aching.

    She’d always done it.

    But just for a moment, she hadn’t had to.

    Just for a moment, she’d found a place to rest.

    And now it was starting all over again.

    Time to be afraid again.

    Time to be tired again.

    Time to be confused again.

    Time to be lost again.

    Time to keep moving, again; if she tried to stay, she’d only be a witness to the destruction of her precarious home.

    Keep moving.

    Keep walking. 

    Never rest.

    The girl saw this new mountain, and she cried, not because she couldn’t climb it but because she could.

    Because she knew she’d get past it.

    But because she wasn’t sure she wanted to.

    Because success meant more mountains, more difficulty, and more pain. 

    And giving up meant rest.

    She tried to remind herself that wasn’t true.

    Tried to remind herself that without the last mountain, she’d never have made it to this valley. Tried to smile at the thought of another sanctuary.

    But her smiles fell flat, and another tear fell.

    Still, the girl stood up.

    She shook her fist at the mountain, and mourned the loss of the warm sun, but she stood.

    Every mountain has hidden treasures.

    Ancient mines, filled with gold. 

    Little flowers that press their way through the hard stones.

    Frozen waterfalls in the shadow.

    Deep green moss, soft under her tired feet.

    So the girl stood up, and swore to find each precious secret.

    She stood up, vowing that she would be home someday.

    She stood up as a home she’d journeyed for eons just to find collapsed behind her, a paper clutched in her hand, its promise engraved into her heart.

    Our home is your home. Every struggle brings you closer to us. We are waiting for you. We want you. Keep working, Weary Daughter, for there is a place for you.

    So the girl moved forward, strength in her soul and hope in her heart.

    Spoiler

    I'm okay.

    I'm okay.

    I'm okay.

    Not really.

    But mostly.

    I'm better than I was.

    And...I'll get up tomorrow. This is not the end. It is only end, and so it is also a beginning.

    And even though I can't help but want to just stop, I think I see some shred of hope in tomorrow. Not enough to weave a banner with, but enough to keep me alive.

    Also, I made myself a musical theatre playlist to sob to, I'll link it here tomorrow.

     

  21. Ahh yes...

    we just love it when our computers get left lay by younger siblings, then get sat on, then gets cracked...

    It's the best feeling in the world, and it makes us definitely not want to see how their face reacts to our fist...

    <_<

  22. Alone

     

    Spoiler

    Alone

     
     
    Once again
    Here I am
    Alone.
     
    I knew,
    It wouldn’t last,
    I knew,
    It was just to
    Good to be
    True.
     
    And yet,
    I trusted
    That I wouldn’t be
    Hurt
    Left
    Forgotten.
     
    Here I am,
    Alone.
     
    I was held,
    I was loved,
    I thought-
    Not anymore.
     
    Now I’m just here
    Now I’m just crying
    Now I’m just trying
    To hold together
    my breaking heart,
    Pretending that
    I’m fine,
    That we are fine,
    Because nobody cared
    In the first place.
     
    It was all teasing,
    All a joke.
    And I lied
    To myself.
    I said I wouldn’t be hurt again
    Or left, again
    But I was.
     
    It was a stupid decision.
    I should’ve known.
    I won’t be so
    Stupid next time.
     
    I’ll never be
    That naive again.
    I just have to rebuild
    My walls.
    Thicker and stronger
    Than ever.
     
    I have to protect my heart.
    I need those walls up.
    I can’t be broken again.
    I’ll never be that easy to
    Hurt again.
     
    Good luck,
    Trying to break them.
    I’m fine,
    I’m just breaking.
    I’m just hurt,
    I’m just adding
    To my walls
    I’m just adding to
    My trauma.
     
    No big deal,
    It’s normal,
    I saw it coming,
    But I lied to myself.
    It’s my fault anyway,
    I wouldn’t want me if I was him
    Either.
     
    I’m fine.
    Just broken.
    Just abandoned.
    Just alone.
     
    ~ Stick 1-29-24

    ( @Part Of The Narrative, @Shardwatcher01)

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