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Story: Lightchosen

*Note* This is the story I have been working on for the longest time, and the reason I haven't been posting on here for a while. It is my best story. If you want to read the rest of it, PM me! And happy 1000 views on my blog!!! *End Note*    Lightchosen Prologue The Light was gone   That was the worst thing about this Saints-Forsaken prison. Kasse couldn’t feel the light anymore. Everything was numb. At the start, it had ached, a pain that she couldn’t quell, but no

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Normal, Fear, etc.

Ado I just need to write this even if it's not all of it. I feel like I've restricted myself for many years out of fear of being abnormal or of not doing what is expected (which maybe is just the same thing?). Like, I don't know what to think sometimes or what's right or wrong WaT Like, I think I should do/say something, then think oh wait no I should do the other thing, then realize darn it I should've just done the first one or the one I wanted and Ado I hate this. And uhm...

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Yuri of the Day Discontinued - Advance Notice

Unfortunately, there will no longer be a daily yuri for the foreseeable future. It's not easy to find this all the time and well its draining and that isn't really enjoyable I have more yuri yes but like its not easy to do all the blog stuff long story short yuri is discontinued yeah   there may be yuri still though less frequently  i promise

2026/06/12 - A Start

Summer Storm O summer storm, I hear your howls. Your cries for help that I hide from. Your tears fall and blow, Through the light, To pelt my window, alert me of your fright.   O, summer storm, your tears and cries subside. I imagine you like me—silently crying slowly in bed, Depressed and [illegible word].   O, summer storm, don't leave me now. I need your company, you soothe me, you know? I still hear your sniffles, from under yo

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Eyes (Vision)

So... Hath thy ever stared at your page doodling unblinking for a bit , a few minutes or so or less? It was an interesting experience. I didn't quite realize I was not blinking at first, but then I did but found it easy to continue. My eyes did not burn or anything, but my vision got funky like it usually does when I do that. It was harder and harder to see the page before me, yet i kept on doodling those hearts... My vision moved and blurred and had colors and patterns, though not that intensel

Short Story: Hunting

*Note* So,  uh, I realize I haven't posted in a while. I keep starting stories and not finishing them. This one is an idea that has been growing in my mind for a  while, and finally I just wrote it out. Obviously it makes sense to me, and all that, but I don't know how it sounds to other people, so comments would be greatly appreciated. *End Note*  Hunting “855, this is Saka speaking, how may I help you?”  “Yes, hello,” Ensha said slowly, drumming his fingers on the table as he ta

2026/06/11 - ...Are Closer Than They Appear

(S. Cheduled)   Name What's my name? I don't know. Who am I? Ibid, ditto. Why don't I know my name? Why is it so hard To understand my heart? I am so lost. I'm confused, sos. I don't know anymore... Please can you help me? Understand, Help me, Find my name again.   Note that in that last line, the word "name" may have been something else, perhaps "way" or something. I can't always read my handwriting 😭 

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2026/06/10 - Figures of Past...

(Sch. Eduled)   Uncertain;Fluid I fluctuate between Wanting and knowing and Asking and telling And doubting and The colors I like and The name I am, and Me, Am I a she or a he, Both, or an enby? Lily or Ash or Something else?   How can I be me when I see me as wrong, bad?   - ∆

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Brain Spill

I love looking back at my old random notes i recently just found one that says, “living in constant fear of swallowing a glass piano(?)” That’s it do with that what you will and don’t try to get me to explain, that’s a fruitless endeavor (as I don’t remember what I was on/thinking about)

2026/06/07 - Boop

(Schduled)   Shorts At last, I want to wear them, the cute shorts I got yesterday.   Shorts for the summer— legs won't be hot. I'm wearing a t-shirt, too, no longer hiding, or am I?   At Home I feel at home—the first time in a while, or life. Sitting on my bed in these bicolor linens and fingerless gloves, surrounded by journals, Devil Town on repeat.   I feel at home, sitting

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2026/06/02 - Randomosity

Scheduled   The  I now listen, to the song not heard— not played. The song from Her.   Reading this next one ("Like Atlas") again, it kinda sucks. I definitely coulda done better... Like Atlas I feel sometimes an Immense burden— That of humanity. It weighs on me, And I feel guilty, And helpless.   Doomsday "If the world ended tomorrow, and it could." "If I died, I'd be fine." But what did She

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2026/06/01 - Slow Descent HAHA NOTTTTEEJJDJ

Scheduled   Paralysis I am not me— I cannot breathe, Nor can I think, For every thought thought Is two more worries wrought.   Faded Bliss I can't remember her, Not how I'd like. Our brief friendship, The possibility for more.   I try to remember, I don't want to forget— Despite the pain of regret.   See Her I wish I could see her, gain. I wish I could be with her, once more.

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A Lonely Prologue

A little while ago, I wrote a prologue for a story idea I had. I never even started the rest of the story, but I kinda like it on its own, even if most of the ideas for the story aren't there yet. Part of the reason I stopped writing for it was because I created two really interesting characters for the prologue... and then killed off both of them. And then the 'real' protagonist didn't seem as fun. Clearly I need to learn from Brandon, and make my Cenn character not as interesting as my Kaladin

2026/05/31 - No Memory About This

(Scheduled)   Purpose of Hiding I see clearer when— I take this veil from my eyes. So then ehy do I hide? For style or from fear?   Music Why do I deny myself the ever-soothing pleasure I was without for so long?   When will I allow my life to return to normal?   Will it—or I—ever?   Buzz The world has been so quiet, In these past weeks. No buzzing, no phone—[illegible word], Time for pe

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2026/05/30 - No One Knows

(This was scheduled, yesterday, to automatically post today. So it doesn't mean I'm active, necessarily.)   Framework of Perception How should we think about—and see—things? People, the world—our thoughts. What is the right way—and what is seen as right? How will that change?   If views change—modify, improve?— Then how are we to know if What society believes, Is not wrong—waiting for change? If what everyone believes—even me— Is i

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2026/05/29 - An Idiot's Thoughts

Uhh... stuff about gender. If you don't agree with me then... idk. Yeah.   False Dichotomy We have taught ourselves that To be human is to fit into the binary— Moreso to be constrained within that box. But this is a false dichotomy— An unnecessary binary—who gives a storm if You want to wear suits or skirts—or both, or neither? Ehy do they assign is to one— Something we have no choice in—[illegible word] And reluctantly follow along with all

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I Don't Know...

Oh, sigh. My life is a sigh, a sigh extending until no breath is left. A constant sigh. Disappointment, sadness, exhaustion. I lose breath constantly, and lose more perhaps sometimes—breath I can never regain. I am tired, having slept but a mere 9 hours. I am tired, despite having slept longer than the previous days. I am tired, sad, uncomfortable, and I do not know what to say but I must say something. I cannot waste precious breath that could be used for words. I am confused, I am up

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