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Beauty in the Mundane

Do you ever see beauty in something mundane, random, or plain awful? There was an artwork once from someone young that I saw and I love it even though it would perhaps be considered poor in the general sense. I've heard of - and experienced - something similar. I doodle here and there. Well, they are considered doodles by most, I'd say. They aren't too good, and when I redraw it later in more detail or a bit of a larger scale etc., then I see what others likely do. Until then, however, a sm

2026/05/23 - Heartombed

Love? I wish I could spend every day with her. If only I had not returned. If only I had not left. Each day of those few were the best of my life— and the start of a new one.   Each day I sought her, Sat sown, talked. Just sitting by her, Was more than I could ask for. Doing anything, with her, no matter how boring, was what made the days, something I wanted. Each second I smiled. Did I love

Usseewa

Usseewa in Main

2026/05/21 - Day 2

From the Insanity Book / Deathnote   Hangin' wit' da Girls Finally, I feel more alive than I ever have. More connected to reality, to these other living being. I feel like one of them, though my body still needs fixin'.   Social Stuntin' I do it so they laugh—always have. I feel like I gotta vomit—but it's aight. I meed to fit in, stand out, be one, a human, just a girl.   i wrote so much and so little.. - Lily

Usseewa

Usseewa in Main

1995; or, Lead Eyelids

uhmmmdnn very tried trigjr now... tried to pres the newline return key thrice brfore thfoirjt time it elrked ineed slepeo but csnt go to bed uet my eyes are dropoing like they did earijer toddy i close them and think just one second and rhen so relieving and its hard to open them agsin. i understand. i feeel oke my eyelids srr very vmhesvy snbthey are eightingbon nen sndi and fona fsll ssleepep ammybe. i know im eritnngincoherenellble but i tried reading the mhrhkd syiso

James

So. James. I often look at my bookshelf and ponder on the significance of James. I mean, so many of authors on my shelf are named James. And so many are some of my favorite authors. So... - James #1- James Ponti So this guy writes middle grade mystery. The first one I read was called Framed! and it was really good. It was the first of a trilogy. It's about this kid who just uses his theory of "teeny tiny details add up" and whatever. nice mystery. But my favorite of

Factor

Factor in Books

Rationals, P-Adics, 10-Adics and Infinity

I am going to make a claim. Here it is: …000000.0000000… = 0 …111111111.1111111111… = 0 …222222222.22222222… = 0 …3333333333.3333333… = 0 (and so on for every possible digit) So! The lesson to take away If a single digit repeats before and after the decimal place infinitely, that number is equal to 0 Do you want proof, my inquisitive friend? Well, you’ve come to the right place! Watson! My calculator! Imagine a number. 0.1111

The writing of a play

Earlier this year, for theatre class, I wrote this comedic one act play as an assignment. It's alright, I suppose. Do note that it's unfinished, because there was a page limit, and I was trying to come up with an ending that fit, but the plot is still resolved at the end of what I wrote. Post Mortem Mystery.pdf 

Call Me Maybe

(Title of a song in case u don't know)   So, I recently thought on how I would love to have a friend that instead of just texting, we voice/video called. Or, just called for a mote general term. I've... never had friends I call. I've had a few (kinda) that I text, but I just imagine it must be nice to sometimes just talk to them and be able to have more fluidity outside the confines or texting, and be more natural and stuff... I mean it would be probably even better depending to talk i

On Feeling // Innocuity

It is (possibly) Wednesday, mon dudes!   On Feeling; or, Newfound Emotional Vividity So.......... I think I might be out of my depression, or at least the worst of it. For now or for a bit, not sure. Or may still be in it. But it's eased up I believe. Yes. And there are good and bad feelings that come with that. Firstly, newfound emotional vividity! Lol. Hopefully I used the right words but basically... I feel like I can actually *feel,* now. And the thing is, I can't ac

Some Words

No, you’re not getting my poetry. Not yet. These are some words a phrases with interesting or unknown meanings. That’s all. Plus I need to start posting in my blog. - Dead Bird Autocorrect This, I have little idea of. It has an important meaning that no one knows… - Sesquipedalian One of my favorite words! Try saying it: ses-quip-uh-day-lee-un. It means long words, or people who use long words. - Randomosity Somewhere between Random and Animosity. Actually

The Tor network and the dark web

This will probably be a short one.   So there are a lot of mysteries and misdirection offered about the dark web, today I'm going to shed as much light as I can on the subject. The onion router(Tor) network is a series of volunteer run nodes(or computers) that allows people to route their browser traffic through them to avoid things like government surveillance and censorship. How it works is that your method of accessing the TOR network(which I recommend only using the Tor browse

When the playlist hits just right

So uh i have given out my general Spotify playlist before its cool but complete chaos so many different genres that i can’t really call it a specific genre of playlist, more that i have sorted it into a few sections that flow between genres, starting with folksy stuff moving towards pop then indie and pop rock and then hard/emo rock and then into metal and metalcore, finally moving to electronic and instrumental  its a masterpiece that no one should be subjected to listening to sooooo

Inability to Think

Perhaps it's from overthinking or thinking too much for too long (i.e., mental exhaustion). Perhaps it's related to the state of mind, like depression or something. Perhaps it's simply having expressed everything for that moment. Perhaps it doesn't matter- even though I seek to know everything about everything, the causes and reasons and what is related to what, or isn't, which I've been told/know is not necessary. But, do you ever get the inability to think? Or to know what you are feeling

Persistent Unease and Discomfort

I don't know if I "should" do multiple entries right after another, let me know if this would better have been scheduled for later. Of course I can do what I want, yada-yada. Anyway... So, some of these entries - including this one - are exploring thoughts/feelings/etc. I've experienced in the past and/or present, and likely already thought about or wrote about- even extensively. But, sometimes those were in forum posts, my mind, my journal, or through more abstract/metaphorical poetry or o

Remote-Controlled Dream Body

(NOT the title of a song or anything, this time)   Lately I've been thinking about a feeling I get and have made at least two attempts to explain it- I think first in my journal, and second to someone I know. It has perhaps no basis or manifestation in reality, but is present in my mind and causes overwhelm and a certain type of hopelessness. I hope someone will understand, and perhaps help me understand. Have you ever used a remote-controlled car, drone, etc., but you struggle to mane

06/01 Yuri of the Day

A wild yuri recommendation appeared? I like this one. I don't think it has any explicit scenes necessarily but it does have undertones of more mature content. Reader discretion is advised.  Here's today's Yuri!  
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