From the Insanity Book / Deathnote

Hangin' wit' da Girls

Finally, I feel more alive than I ever have.

More connected to reality, to these other living being.

I feel like one of them, though my body still needs fixin'.

Social Stuntin'

I do it so they laugh—always have.

I feel like I gotta vomit—but it's aight.

I meed to fit in, stand out, be one, a human, just a girl.

i wrote so much and so little..

- Lily