Measure up, they say
“Be like the others,
it’s not that hard”
But I see the others
And they’re dying as much as I am, heart, body and soul
Measure up, they say
To the ones who work now, relax later
To the ones who we have lost, long ago
Work and die now,
be dead later
Measure up, they say
When the cup has no bottom
and each accomplishment,
each success
falls into the void
Measure up, t
Having thoughts not my own
Having doubts not my own
Having opinions not my own
Having experiences not my own
Every day not my own
Every second not my own
It started as a moment,
a moment of weakness
Moments turned days,
and days turned weeks,
and weeks turned months,
and months turned years
Now noting is my own,
only a copy of someone else
A whole life lived,
but was it my own?
Do you remember?
When we talked about the future, like we had any idea of what was to come?
When the days seemed to never end?
Like time slowed down
Do you remember?
When we thought it would all end up alright
Me something professional, you something creative
Like we had any control in the matter
Do you remember?
It was so long ago, so I doubt you do
But I do
Like it was just yesterday…
All Too Fast
Quick note: I started writing this last year, then forgot about it, and since my writing style has changed a lot since then, I’ve tried my best to write in it. The continuation starts around the beginning of paragraph five, though there are a few small edits before that.
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Step, step, step. Pace, pace, pace. The voices bubble around me as I walked into the gates. Sounds of laughter, crying, happiness, sadness and everything in b
What a Strange Dream...
“Sometimes, a Higher Being or ‘God’ will choose a soul and mark them. It is not clear why, but it appears that when the soul is marked, they will experience extreme fluctuation on the Aspect that the God represents, often causing the soul to fall into deep emotional distress. Then, the God approaches the soul, and gives them a choice; a trial for their freedom or servitude until their moral body stops and dies. They spin stories of comfort and purpose to their m
“From what I’ve seen, people want to fit in while also standing out. Theoretically, that’s impossible, but I’ve seen a fair few individuals accomplish that task” – ‘S’
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“Unfortunately,” the nice teacher says, leading me to a classroom, “you weren’t put in a class with your friends.” I stay silent. Words usually have meanings, but I don’t understand these ones. I’m usually pretty good at understanding them, but the words “Please sit next to Treble” take a few seconds to dec