It's like trying to describe a dog to someone who's never seen one and then asking them to draw it.

— Clark, Backrooms

Ok so idk if that quote is accurate to what I'm gunna be sayin', and i might e messed up a few words idk but anyway.......

Sometimes i feel like I'm trying to describe something to someone in an overly-complicated roundabout way when in reality it should be or is a simple/well-known/common concept or feeling or experience, but either I am Lacking [the] Vocabulary for that or jst dont think of it in the moment.

It kinda sucks because i feel like everyjing is so unique to me and so depth-ey that no one could possibly understand, at least not until i explain every detail of it. Imagine if you'd never known the word for an emotion, like sadness or depression or something, and couldn't really describe it but it was like so intense or it was there and you didn't know how to tell people..

so yeah i guess that's how i feel 

then i read reddit or something or engage in group therapy and like... sometimes i just feel so validated and seen and all that, and am like "whoa what, do people *actually* feel this way too? Is it really a common thing?" and.. yeh idk. soemtimes i dont like it, sometimes i do..

idk

im stil figuring everythin out..