The Wandering Wizard

Oh no...

I forgot that you left.

This is saddening.

We miss you, muffin cat!

Oh no...

I forgot that you left.

This is saddening.

We miss you, muffin cat!

Heh.

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I’ve been exchanging memes with my writer friends. 

Most aren’t about writing. 

But…

hEeEeeLpppPp

Show choir comp day!! It’s gonna be awesome, even though the rules make it so we can’t make finals, and we’re only competing against one other group in our division. But what can ya do lol?

Also sadly, I won’t be performing because I threw my rib out and it storming hurts to move, and I also got about less than three hours of sleep last night cuz my sister had a comp, which they won. I’ll probably be backstage, singing with the band. Which kinda sucks cuz I can’t dance and also my makeup looks rlly good this time but whatever lol. 

hope y’all have an amazing Saturday

Greetings my buddies broskis and pals I'M BAAACCCCKKKKKKKKK!

friend on discord is extremely sad and lonely and depressed, threatening to commit toaster bath.

im in class right now, and am not supposed to be on my tablet, which is the only way i have access to discord at the moment

what do i do?!

friend on discord is extremely sad and lonely and depressed, threatening to commit toaster bath.

im in class right now, and am not supposed to be on my tablet, which is the only way i have access to discord at the moment

what do i do?!

Ugh, Jerkface. He did NOT have to do Spensa like that. 

Also there’s a girl at my school who literally looks exactly like how I imagine Kimmalyn

Ugh, Jerkface. He did NOT have to do Spensa like that. 

Also there’s a girl at my school who literally looks exactly like how I imagine Kimmalyn

Ugh, Jerkface. He did NOT have to do Spensa like that. 

Also there’s a girl at my school who literally looks exactly like how I imagine Kimmalyn

Happy Valentine’s Day, people! 

Woah you're a cat O.o

I swear, there is NOTHING better than aging papers while listening to Sleeping At Last in an otherwise quiet house with your two cats watching. Seriously. Also these papers have turned out so pretty so far! They’re not completely dry cuz I didn’t want them to get too crunchy in the oven so they’re mostly air drying now. 

 

"Sometimes you need the rain, to know you miss the sun,

Sometimes you need the pain, to know it isn't love,

Sometimes the one you hold, you gotta let 'em go,

You gotta let 'em gooo...."

~ LET EM GO by Matt Hansen

If you ever need a song about getting rid of a toxic relationship, here you go.

To bad it's impossible for me..

 

And, we love two hour delays! (this isn't sarcastic) 

BUT! (this is sarcastic) DON'T WE LOVE IT WHEN WE WAKE UP PANICKING AT 6 FREAKING 30 BC WE THINK WE HAVE TO LEAVE IN 10 MINUTES!?!?!?

*CUE PANICKED RUNNING*

ONLY TO FIND OUT AFTER GOING DOWNSTAIRS, THAT I HAVE 2 STORMING HOURS TO DO AWAY WITH FIRST???? 2 HOURS WHEN I COULD HAVE BEEN SLEEEEPING!

*ScReAmS oF rAgE*

But, at least I get sNoW!

 

*exasperated flop*

so, that's where I am...

Love Y'all

~ Stick  

I am holding on for someday.

I am holding on for a person I've never met.

I am holding on for places I've never been.

I am holding on for all that will be.

And it will be.

It will.

And I am hoping for all that it will be.

Because without hope for tomorrow, today is pretty scudding painful.

But there is hope for tomorrow.

So I can smile, even though I am alone and forgotten.

I hope you can find reasons to smile too, my friends.

One family.

I am holding on for someday.

I am holding on for a person I've never met.

I am holding on for places I've never been.

I am holding on for all that will be.

And it will be.

It will.

And I am hoping for all that it will be.

Because without hope for tomorrow, today is pretty scudding painful.

But there is hope for tomorrow.

So I can smile, even though I am alone and forgotten.

I hope you can find reasons to smile too, my friends.

One family.

You know... I just got something very interesting said to me. 

My little sister said.

"You know, (my name) I wish I could be like you... you always know how to disappear... You leave a room and no one notices... I try to do that and I get called back right away... but with you, no one ever notices that your gone. It's like you weren't there in the first place. I wish I could do that."

I... I guess that's me... the person who goes unnoticed... the one who no one would notice if I was just... gone. I'm not exactly sure how to process everything... I don't know if I can...

I could use some hugs.  

*sigh*

I hate it when I suddenly have loneliness crash over me like a wave...

I miss my IRL friends...  

The wonderful people who can hug me for real...

I love them all... I miss them all... But they aren't here... 

   

Alright, if we are talking about fun things to do with a Sunday afternoon,

This is FOR SURE up there!!!

I LOVE MY FLOOFY BOI!!!  

Um does the shard not save mesaage drafts?

*inhale*

Hello!

I'm sorry about yesterday, I was/am a mess, but it's cool...

Umm... I'm better, at least a little...

I still DON'T DESERVE THE DAY WINS!!!! xD

But thank you anyway  

*hugs everyone*

Thank you all for the hugs and support....

They really mean a lot...

*more hugs cause hugs*

 

Love you all!

~ Stick  

Alright, if we are talking about fun things to do with a Sunday afternoon,

This is FOR SURE up there!!!

I LOVE MY FLOOFY BOI!!!  

Wait wait wait did I never update you guys on my region theatre piece

I don't remember

Well.

It's a contemporary scene with me and a guy. It's from a play called Love/Sick, and it's the scene called What?! If you actually do your research (don't, it takes scudding forever to find it) but yes, it is originally a scene between two gay guys. And yes, I'm still a straight girl. But our director cut a few lines and changed a character's name from Ben to Beth, so it works. 

Anyway, it's such a sweet, funny, awkward scene.

And the guy I'm doing it with is also doing it awesome, and we're both almost memorized, which is great. But it's so funny because it's going from us having spoken never, maybe once, to...ok so I say the words "I love you" six times. I say "I think you're really great." I say "I want to get somewhere. With you." And so many other things just like that (yes, this scene is less than 10 minutes) and it's so funny.

Anyway...I'm excited to perform it, and even practicing it is just so fun. 

In other news, I finished The Will of the Many at about 2am (I think it was recommended in one of Thaid's SU's, I don't remember who though...) It was good, I liked it. Musical theatre is going lovely, our choreo and vocals are all super hard, but they're coming. I had a debate tournament Friday, and while I didn't place, I was also in a round with the 3 people who got the podium, and it was my first time doing open oratory and not novice, and I gave my speech better than I have before.

Hmm what else...oh yeah, I also had an hour long discussion about semicolons with someone that was weirdly fun, we also started discussing our favorite torture methods, genocides, character traumas, and made bets on how long it'll take before our search histories get us arrested. 

I'm good.

Life is crazy, but I'm good.

OH OH OH OH OH AND OUR CONCERT WAS FANTASTIC WE HAD HUGE AUDIENCES BOTH NIGHTS AND EVERYONE DID AWESOME. The soloists are all so good, but one of them completely stole the show, he was singing I am Aldopho from The Drowsy Chaperone, and he was literally wearing a black jacket with roses embroidered on it (his jacket that he's also worn to school because he can) and a red cape. He's one of the best actors at our school, and like...top 10 guy singers, maybe top 5. All the music was so good though and I'm so glad I got to be a part of it, even though it added a lot of stress.

Aaaaand yeah there's a really unnecessary update on my life. How are you guys doing?

One family.

Don't you love when you've been singing a song wrong for a month and you have one day to fix it for your audition tomorrow?  Lol. That's about where I'm at rn.