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  1. how come no one's changed their pfp green for Mental Health Awareness Month?

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      XD

      I have an even older one that I'll change to when I find it again :P

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  2. Guys! On Sunday night we stoped when we saw a sign for free kittens! Here are pics!!

    :D :D ❤️ 

     

    Spoiler

    IMG_5304.jpg.310d9c0b67cfb9ecbd9b7123d39c1b23.jpg < The girl kitten! (named snowball but I would have chosen Penelope)

    IMG_5317.jpg.c525e2299d597f3b0c54ce802d46d76c.jpg < The boy kitten! (named silkie but I wanted Nightblood-)

    That's all!

    ~ Stick ❤️ 

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      KITTENSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

      @The Halcyon Girl

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  3. Oh no.

    Humans, I think I was flirting on accident.

    Spoiler

    aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

    Help I think I have done an awkward thing but maybe it was actually okay but I don’t know so now I’m way overthinking 

    gahhhhhhh

  4. Here's some rapid fire life updates: 

    Feeling somewhat agoraphobic as of late. I'm pretty sure that's the right word. 

    Tired. I am also that. 

    I'm learning piano! It's going pretty well, I'm not too bad at picking up on new pieces.

    And then the biggest one, which some of you know already: I have a girlfriend! So that's pretty great.

  5. How do you just make everything just stop? 

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      I dunno as I wish I could make it stop so I could learn how to live with my struggles but it doesn't sis (may I call you that?). We're all in this together and we'll be here with you through it ❤️

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  6. bro, it's been forever since I've seen you post. How's life going for ya? 

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *hugs tightly back*

      Thanks sis, you're a wonderfully bright light in this dark world ❤️

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  7. bro, it's been forever since I've seen you post. How's life going for ya? 

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Yall already know I don't care about the game and it was swamped in everything else anyways :P

      Life...life is hard but I'm trying the best I can. Honestly I just have little interest in the shard anymore.

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  8. I forgot how much I love thunderstorms. I’ve missed them.

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      YES THUNDERSTORMS ARE THE BEST!!

  9. I get to choreograph things for a show!

    I'm really excited but also terrified. 

    I'm doing it with someone else but they've been sick and we have to start teaching it on Monday.

    It'll work out. The student directors are obligated and all qualified to help so it'll be fine.

  10. * cue Thneedville and play through “GOOOOOD MORNINGGG”, then immediately cut to I’m Alive by SIA *

    Good morrow, fair citizens. On my own behalf shall I inform you that whatever plague hast been with me o’er the most recent fortnight of our history has not departed but has greatly diminished. It is expected that I shall live. Huzzah!

  11. Me:

    *disappears for a day cause I’m busy* 

    *sees 69 notifs*
     

    Ill deal with this after church, love yall ❤️

  12. I wrote a poem the other night :) 

     

    Spoiler

    Crippling Depression

     
    I stare at the ceiling,
    Unmoving.
    My mind
    Feels numb.
    I don’t even
    Blink my eyes.
     
    My body tingles,
    My hands shake,
    I’m cold all over.
    But the real
    Chill is
    Inside.
     
    I feel frozen in place,
    Stuck in a
    Cold, mental
    Mud.
     
    My eyes water and a
    Single tear
    Rolls
    Down my
    Cheek.
     
    I can’t even move to
    Wipe it away.
    It feels warm,
    Then cold,
    Traveling down,
    To drip into my
    Ear.
     
    I blink once
    And it brings more
    Tears.
     
    They sting my eyes
    As they fall.
    I am being consumed
    By this empty feeling.
     
    By the immense loneliness
    That finds me
    So often these days.
     
    I can’t get warm.
    I can hardly
    Move my chest
    Up and
    Down
    To breathe.
     
    The emptiness
    Is joined by
    The massive
    Weight
    Of self hatred.
     
    I can feel my
    Heart
    Breaking,
    Even as it
    Beats.
     
    My eyes go
    Unfocused,
    Lights blurry.
     
    The world is softer
    That way,
    Everything looks
    Like clouds.
     
    Clouds that
    I can sink into,
    Sink into
    Unmoving,
    Wrapped in the
    Cold misty
    Blanket.
     
    I’m shaking harder now,
    I can hardly feel it.
    I can’t see it.
    I try to
    Wiggle my
    Fingers,
    But it’s too hard.
     
    I am faintly aware
    Of a sensation
    Of drifting.
     
    Have I joined the
    Clouds?
    Is that what I am now?
    Cold and damp,
    Floating away,
    To some other
    Place?
     
    Twenty-three days
     
    I whisper in my mind,
    It’s too long.
    I can’t
    Wait that
    Long.
     
    I’m drifting.
     
    D r i f t i n g…
     
     D
        R
           I
              F
                 T
                    I
                      N
                          G
     
     
     
    ~ Stick 3-21-24
     
     
     
     
     

     

  13. I've done it.

    I've read everything in the Cosmere to date. Every novel and novella (and White Sand). I just finished The Sunlit Man.

    I don't know what to do or feel. I guess now I just rest until SA5...

    Spoiler

    But wait...

    Spoiler

    There's annotations on some books...

    Spoiler

    And WOBs...

    Spoiler

    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

    Spoiler

    Still taking a break though. Maybe I should start a TBR

     

     

     

     

     

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Congrats!!

      There's a whole ocean of books still waiting to be read 👀

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  14. WOW LIFE HIT ME IN THE FACE.

    i'm so so sorry for being afk w/o warning the last few days have been so rough i'm sorry

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *hugs tightly*

      Don't worry, and we'll support you in anything you need. Feel free to PM me if you need someone to talk to. Love you Lotus ❤️

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  15. i’m tired

    my sister is being an annoying little cremling

    i should’ve stayed in europe

    don’t wanna deal with this

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *joins the hugs as the friendly resident giant*

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  16. WE DID IT!!! WE MADE FINALS!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

  17. YOU GUYS

    GUYS WE GOT CHARTER BUSSES THIS TIME

    NOT RUSTY MUSTY CRUSTY OLD SCHOOL BUSSES

    ACTUAL

    REAL LIFE

    CHARTER BUSSES

    AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      YAY THAT'S AWESOME!!!!! And hopefully makes the ride up better :))

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  18. gamers im going thru it fr.

  19. *SIGH*

    This aquaponics project is killing me...

    Apparently, you can't set the floating raft with the plants inside the fish tank, you apparently need a  separate fish tank for all the plants with pumps and filters and stuff in between...

              <_< 

    I'm so tired of this, but tomorrow is project day, so...

    yep

    that's where I'm at...

    back to research... 

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Don't worry it'll be epic once you finally finish it :))

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  20. Currently trying to draw one of @The Halcyon Girl’s new characters. It is NOT going so hot 😭😂 I’ve tried like three times and none of them look like himmMmmmMmmMm

    Spoiler

    IMG_2306.thumb.jpeg.c9d38c5ab0e8a937e8c8fd494a527be3.jpeg

     

  21. Helloooo

    Yesterday, we apparently had to get more animals, because 

    6 chickens, some assorted fish, 4 cats, (1 pregnant) andalltheothersican'tremebermybrainhurtsowch-

    Aren't enough animals

    so now we have these:

    Spoiler

    image0.jpeg.9c455005419dfafe5d5bfa3a54b5e454.jpegMale hamster named Puff 

    image1.jpeg.df39a237cfa17dd3d20cf26a3b5e5e93.jpeg Female hamster named Coco

    Coco+Puff= CEREAL- 

    *eats animals*

    IM NOT EVIL-

    *cough*

    Anyway,

    Love Y'all

    ~ Stick ❤️ 

  22. Guys 

    57 notifs?

    not today.

    maybe tomorrow.

    Not today guys, I just got back from the most chaotic school trip of my life.

  23.  "Heard you moved out to South Carolina just like you always said we would"

    This is running through my brain...

    No clue why.

    I'm so tired...

    *sigh*

    I want hugs.

    Lots an lots of hugs.

    -_- 

    *wraps self up in fuzzy blanket*

    *flops on a pile of pillows on the floor*

    Anyone wanna lay in da pillow pit?

    'Tis fluffy an warm an lonely 

     

    *lil sister comes and steals blanket*

     

    Uhhh...

    welp

    I'll be here I suppose...

    (sorry about all the SUs today)

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      *joins the massive hug pile and brings the blankets and ice cream*

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  24. Uhmm...

    I wrote a poem again after a longish time...

    Here I guess...

     

    60 Degree Summer

    Spoiler

    60 Degree Summer

     

     

    I’m staring out the window

    Longing for summer to 

    Come.

     

     I’m longing for the bright

    Hazy days of my

     Childhood.

     

    I’m wishing for the simplicity

    Of practically living outside

     All summer.

     

    The running barefoot through the

    Tall grass in the evenings

    With my siblings.

     

    Playing all the games with my dad,

    That old swing I stayed on for

    Hours at a time.

     

    The trips to the beach, waves rushing

    Up around my ankles, the breeze,

    Playing in the sand.

     

    Times were so simple,

    So pleasant;

    Summer. 

     

    Now, it’s still winter, still cold,

    Still dreary and dark,

    Dark and unfamiliar. 

     

    I sat outside in 60 degree weather

    Missing summer so much

    That I cried.

     

     

    Those tears felt so cold,

    So sad and 

    Lonely. 

     

    I’m hoping that I can just

    Hang on until

    Summer.

     

    Until school lets out, when everything

    Is warm and bright and green

    All over again.

     

    Until then, I’ll cling tightly

    To my only hope,

    My 60 degree summer.

     

    ~ Stick 2-11-24




     

    So... yeah.

    Love Y'all

    ~ Stick ❤️ 

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