Weaver of Shadows

Thank you, winter.

it is about storming time.

im bored

reply to this and ill guess your height and your hogwarts house

im bored

reply to this and ill guess your height and your hogwarts house

Happy birthday mate!

Happy birthday buddy!

How are you doing these days?

hggbh- i, have started to play fire emblem fates- gosh, this story is getting to me-

NO COMPRENDO ESPAÑOL

ES DEMASIADO DIFÍCIL

ESTE MUY MAL

AYÚDA ME

NO COMPRENDO ESPAÑOL

ES DEMASIADO DIFÍCIL

ESTE MUY MAL

AYÚDA ME

Hmmm how many people are left here who read my Liz things

if I wrote more Liz things, who would read them?

WRITING PROMPT

“We’re broken.”

“No. We’re just weak in places the rest of the world doesn’t understand.”

Write something and put it here!! (or somewhere else if it gets too long lol)

It's my Shardiversary! (Annoying how half of y'all are ooklified and half aren't, but whatever)

I wasn't active much for my first year, just occasional SUs. But I started RPing near the end of that and... well, that's where a lot of y'all know me from. Thanks so much for fun times on here!

My messages to you are pretty short, sure, but I'm just a very straight-to-the-point person, less words don't mean you mean less to me 

Followers:

@_Null_ Thanks for a couple funny interactions! Deku 4eva

@InfiniteInsanity We haven't talked much lately, but ily, and if you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you always.

@Just_a_Fan You are so chaotic and I love you for it.

@Lego Mistborn I don't know you very well but hi!

@Magi You're awesome girly! You're so fun to RP with! Also here for you if you need someone to talk to. (P.S. I'm listening to Weird Al rn)

@Ookla of Scars You're also a ton of fun to RP with! I know you're busy with life but whenever you're available it's awesome to interact with you.

@Ookla Rye I had a lot of fun writing interactions between Mare and the Redspine. Keep being chaotic in FanNoMagic!

@Ookla The Artsy Stick I hope things are going great with you!

@Ookla the Defenestrator HEY! HEY EVERYONE! This dude <- is the one who told me about Mistborn (against my will initially) at a marching band competition! Blame him for all the shenanigans! (On a more real note you're awesome ily and things'll get better. I'm here for you)

@Ookla the Deltahedron Thank you for always being patient and understanding. You're probably the most sane person I've RPed with besides Bookwyrm. Thanks for being sane!

@Ookla the Dragonslayer I love the concepts you come up with! They're all so interesting, and you're fun to RP with!

@Ookla the Dreamer Ah, Eddie. You're amazing, your writing's amazing, your RPing's amazing, and I know you did amazing on that ACT! We miss you here and can't wait for you to be able to be active again. Love you

@Ookla the Engaged We haven't interacted a ton, but I've enjoyed it whenever we have. Excited for your wedding!

@Ookla the Enigma It was a lot of fun RPing with you in the Cosmere Games. You're great at RPing (when you're active lol)

@oOkLa ThE fEmALe cHeEsE Haven't interacted a lot, but I can tell I like you

@Ookla the Grilled Cheese Where the heck did you go. (You're amazing ily)

@Ookla the Helicbopter Heehee helicbopter. Haven't interacted much, but you're great at RPing

@Ookla the Interdimensional Bro seriously are you dead?!??! Are you okay?! Where u go? (You're awesome and really fun to RP with, and you make such interesting characters!)

@Ookla the Invyzable We didn't interact a ton either, but it was fun when we did! Unfortunate how the Multiversal Travelling Hub died... oh well.

@Ookla the Living Merci pour le conversation en francais (I can't get the cedille to work for some reason. Désolé)! Il a aidé moi beaucoup avec mon francais

@Ookla The Loser OfThe Game You lost the game

@Ookla the Lotus Your characters are so interesting! It'd be awesome if you could RP in Free States with us!

@ookla the pastry beep boop

@Ookla the Rich Hope teaching is going well for you! Miss you here. Thanks for being my first shardbuddy!

@oOklA thE shInyYyy You're great at RPing! When you're invested your characters are really well written out, and your random one-time posts are really funny to me.

@Ookla the Stormy The character dynamics between Mare and Mark are amazing thanks for letting me improv with having her dad be killed by his gang : )

@Ookla the Storyteller Haha I copied your usual name to my signature now I can ping you HAHAHAHAHAHHAA

@Ookla the Weaver You were really fun to interact with as Addison. That was awesome. I know you're not coming back much to RP, but that really was fun.

@Ookla the Wierdest Weirdo solidarity *fist bump*

@Potato's Wit Don't think I've interacted with you at all, but thanks for following me!

@Princess Pink Goldfish are disgusting.

@Ranryu You were fun to be with in jazz band. Wish I'd found out who you were sooner

@Robin Sedai Barely ever interacted with you. Thanks for following me!

@Shining Silhouette I think you responded to some early SUs? Thanks for following me!

@Snapdragon Your brother is awesome. I hope you know that

@Tea Leaf Umm I know we went to the same school but that's about it. Thanks for following me.

@Thaidakar the Ghostblood You're awesome. Miss you.

@The Bookwyrm You're great, man. Thanks for getting Almond into Sanderson leading him to get me into his writing and introducing me to this community. Stay safe on your mission

@The Paradoxical Phenomenon I don't think we ever interacted? Thanks for following me though.

@The Wandering Wizard You're awesome and great at RPing

@TheGreatSnail Hi : 3

@Through The Living Glass You're great at RPing, and your ways of reintegrating yourself after being inattentive are hilarious! Ily

Shardbuddies:

@Ookla de los cuervos You are so chaotic and I love you for it. Hope Jar Man's doing well lol

@RoyalBeeMage I hope everything's going well for you! Excited for when you can RP again

Others:

@Treamayne Thanks for being understanding with me with my music ting in FGaRS, and thanks for risking your life for your country.

Also, Merry Christmas, everybody!

One year...

So much can happen in a year.

When I joined this community, I had no idea what I was getting myself into. I was shy, scared, nervous, and had no idea what I was doing. But this, and you all have been with me the whole way through this crazy, terrifying year.

      Since November 1st, 2023, I have struggled with Depression especially, and anxiety. I sit here now, alive, after 2 suicide attempts, several hospital visits, countless poems, stories, tears, therapy sessions, and well over 167 self-harm scars (lost count), and moments when pain was so strong it threatened to crush me. I've cried more tears, hidden more thoughts and feelings, and worn more sweatshirts this past year than I care to admit. I've walked through Hell, and I'm not a monster. I'm not an angel either, but that's okay. I feel different. Not just because of 3 diagnoses and 4-5 different meds. Not just because I almost died. I'm different because I'm starting to live again.

My very first friends on here, were @The Wandering Wizard, @Edema Rue, @SmilingPanda19, and a few others. I want to thank each and every one of my shardbuddies for sticking with me. Here's a lil something about each of you:

@Silver Phantom- You're always so happy, and upbeat. I love your passion for detail in painting the minifigs, and all my interactions with you have made me smile.

@The Sibling- I don't know how often you're active anymore, but the thing that I remember the most about you was that meme you made me way back when. It made me feel so special, that someone would chat with me in literally the middle of the night my time, procrastinate homework with me, and laugh. I still have that meme saved on my phone. Thank you.

@SmilingPanda19- Ohhhh where to start... I love you. You were one of the first people to  stick up for me when I didn't know the rules or what I was doing. I have never regretted that PM I sent you. Not once. I love you so much and you're such a good friend. Words are just words, and there are none for how much I love you. (platonic ofc)

@Edema Rue- Though you're not very active anymore, I still remember the goofy talks and the energy, the writing... you commented on my poems a lot, and are such an older sister person to me. I wove oo.

@Aeoryi- This is your reminder that you're not forgotten, okay? I loved roleplaying with you, even if we almost never interact anymore, I still enjoyed it. 

@shortcake- My goofy lil muffin who's gorgeous and will always be the person I look at as the goofy ball of fun in the friend group. Even if you're older than me, I'll still see you as the kind of person who I'd give piggyback rides and braid your hair.  

@InfiniteInsanity- We don't talk much on the shard anymore, but you're awesome. You're beautiful and special and an amazing kind of chaotic. I've loved roleplaying with you.

@Thaidakar the Ghostblood- Where to start? Well... storm you for getting yourself banned. But thank you for taking care of my child when I'm not there. Thank you for laughing, listening, and providing sage words way beyond your years. Thank you for being an older brother.

@Ancient Elantrian- Elan... (I'm speaking to all of you) I've enjoyed being your friend. You're goofy and upbeat and chaotic and amazing. I can't think of you and your antics without smiling. Thank you for being so friendly and improving the atmosphere on the shard.

@Canada Lover- We haven't talked for a while, but I love your enthusiasm for life. And Merp 

@The Wandering Wizard- Wizzy... you're the one who taught me what an older brother is supposed to be like. Thank you for the hugs and the talks. Thank you for being so amazing. I love you so much. You and your poems have made such an impact on me. You will always be my older brother. Thank you.

@Lotus Blossom- You've always been fun to roleplay with, and have random conversations with. You're an awesome human, and a light.

@The Paradoxical Phenomenon/ @Cataclysm- I'm sorry that things are so hard for you. I hope you find peace if you haven't already.

@Part Of The Narrative and @Radiant_Sunflower_10- You guys are my best friends. I love you ever so much more than I have words, and thank you for letting me drag you into this crazy online forum.

@Ati16- We don't have a ton of interactions, but you're an awesome person. Don't forget that.

@Roosif- My lil sibling-child. You're so awesome and I'm so happy you came back. Here's a shark: 

@The Aspiring Archivist- You're so cool and mature... thank you for checking on me and talking and offering me advice. You're just a nice person.

@Weaver of Lies- Another of my older brothers... I know we don't talk as much as we used to, but I love you. You are one of my brothers. Thank you for answering the endless questions about everything from mountains to mental things, to writing... You're such a good writer.

@Kajsa- Yes, it took me well over 10 months to learn how to pronounce your username. (Kay-SHja) But you're an amazing person! You're gorgeous and great at writing and SO GOOD at art and makeup things and I love your SUs and you're funny and chaotic and I was be as cool as you someday. (P.S.. stop cheating on Haly!)

@The Halcyon Girl- I have almost no interaction with you actually oN the shard  but the texts and email chaos and the goofy memes! I love you and YOU. ARE. GORGEOUS. I wanna come eat your popcorn sometime.  (P.S. stop cheating on Kajsa!)

@Immortal Platypus- You're such a goofy guy and by far my favorite platypus who just lost the game.  

@Little j- Thank you for letting me make your awesome pfp and for being such a cool guy.

@Wit is the best- (Someone summon him pleaaaase I'm not a smart enough person ) Wit, you're awesome. I've had a bunch of great interactions and you're a cool person. Yes, Greek letters are now the bane of my existence, but it's an awesome strategy to keep you from losing the game. (until now *cackles*)

@Shardwatcher01- Sup? How're the questions going? You're a car nerd and goofy and I've had some goofy interactions. 

@Faerie Braids- You're a really cool person, and the reason I actually looked up what a semicolon means. Thank you for making the world a better place.

@Pineap-spider- I'll always remember how you were in the group that signed my card. Thank you for being a great, kind, awesome person. 

@The Bookwyrm- I have to options here... one is to cause you great pain with my skibidi rizzin' looksmaxing and mogging skilz, and 2, to compliment your love for outer space and talk about how cool a person you are and your love for good grammar and punctuation and neatness. I'm undecided, so you're an alpha with impeccable taste. 

@Mat- I don't really know you, but you were my 28th shardbuddie, and you're a nice person.

@strmblsd- You're a cool guy and I've loved all our interactions. Thank you for talking and listening. Never forget how important you are to so many.

@WhyEverNot_8- You're a really coo, goofy guy. I consider you a brother, and encourager, and someone who helps make this forum as goofy and fun as it is. You're a young'n yet, and I'm glad to be your friend. 

@Through The Living Glass- You are such a fun, brilliant, chaotic, kind person and my life wouldn't be the same without you. Thank you for joining the shard. Thank you for being you. Thank you for all the interaction and the mentions in this thread. I love you (platonically) and think you're just SO awesome.  You have that contagious energy the world needs more of.

@Block- You're a cool person and a great person to be in a cult* with.  
(* just look through here and you'll understand)

@Wierdo- An awesome adopted child, a goofy lil guy, a funny ginger. *lots of hugs*

@Vyzkel- You're super cool and I've enjoyed having you around. You lost the game.  

And finally, to my unofficial sharbuddie, my relationship with who goes deep, @The Isochronism- Tomorrow is going to be beautiful.

To end... I'm still alive. I'm still holding on. Trying my best to thrive and notice the little things. Every flower, cloud, smile... I try to smile at everyone, now. I don't shrink down and hide anymore. I look people in the eyes, shake their hand firmly, smile wide... I'm learning to be a light.

I am scared... And that is okay.

Courage is walking through fear;

not in it.

I just have to keep walking, eyes towards Heaven, living in His love, thriving, helping, serving.

My deeds are my monuments. People will remember me by what I do. 

Live like it's your last day. Live for the small moments, notice the details, love people. Maybe, they just need a smile today.

I am going to change the world.

~ Stick

Would any epic saga fans be interested in helping create a genderswapped version of the epic sagas so far?

If you have a role you'd love to play please do tell, if you don't just send me a recording via disc (smilingpanda19_59259) or email ([email protected]) and I can help place you where you fit best

You must be willing to have your voice heard by others, possibly posted on an online platform such as disc or youtube and you have to be willing to record yourself singing.

There are no special requirements! Just keep the mental note of your range in mind, whats the best mic in your house, and the fact that its just a bunch of friends of mine (all from online) making this!

Some people that come to mind or participating are @Kajsa @The Aspiring Archivist @Lotus Blossom @SymphonianBookworm @Edema Rue @Cinnamon

HERES THE DOC: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1BDE5wlSv-zWspNNtWd2Aa9S75S5iKbjfAcfK6TmzLtg/edit?usp=sharing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Hope it’s been a good one!

Happy birthday man, hope you're doing good!

Happy birthday man, hope you're doing good!

BIRFDAY.

DAY OF BIRF.

BIRFDAY HAPPY.

Happy birthday man, hope you're doing good!

Hey you!

Happy Birthday!

(By the way, you share a birthday with my brother...)

Happy birthday!

BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy birthday Weaver!

Happy early birthday!!