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strmblsd last won the day on July 21

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About strmblsd

  • Birthday 12/23/2008

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  • Member Title
    stormblessed (maybe hopefully not) stormdepressed
  • Pronouns
    he/him
  • Location
    slc utah
  • Interests
    reading and performing hemalurgy on unsuspecting people
    The one and only poem I have ever written .
    Was writing this back in english class never fully finished my editing but it was just about done



    When i listen to music

    I think about life

    I think about hardship

    I think about strife

    Laying in my bedroom

    Silent in the night

    Staring at my whitewashed walls

    Holding my subdued pillows tight

    So tight that they might break like me

    Hoping nobody walks in

    Sees me crying uncontrollably

    Hiding under a burdensome blanket

    Crushing like my hopes and dreams

    And asks if somethings wrong

    Im ok, im ok, im ok,

    I tell myself everyday

    But deep down in my chest

    My heart feels a shadowy grasp

    At home at school at work at play

    Sitting away from the group

    Always on the verge of tears

    On my friends swing alone

    Going back and forth like all thoughts go

    Hoping nobody sees the broken in me

    But through it all and ever still

    If my friends were drowning

    I would lift them up and out

    Even if it required me going under

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  1. strmblsd
    I think four(today is a good day)
  2. strmblsd
    I still staring at the sun accidentally bump into you on the water then cut limes hand off so that I could get the sandwich.. then drop it into the ocean horrified at what I had done.. then I just sink also...
  3. strmblsd
    Me too my friend.. me too
  4. strmblsd
    You had me scared
  5. strmblsd
    I stare at the sun (again)
  6. strmblsd
    Guys who else misses @Just-A-Stick
  7. strmblsd
    I shoot a bazooka at you just for fun
  8. strmblsd
    @Pineap-spider
  9. strmblsd
    Oh yeah it's a great job I make super good money. And it's 8 hours a day
  10. strmblsd
    I suddenly realize I had died.. and come back alive.. so I just say "whelp ok I guess it isn't the end of me yet.." and walk away
  11. strmblsd
    I work 3 full days a weekit's my first job.. I've been doing it for like a month
  12. strmblsd
    @BlueWildRye
  13. strmblsd
    My phone shuts off at 10 and I have to plug it in or else I would be on it late too.. because as you guys had discussed.. insomnia
  14. strmblsd
    Thank you it's been a good hour and a half since I last lost
  15. strmblsd
    Ok so last summer there was some stuff going on.. so I was pretty lost and friendless like all my friends stopped talking to me and I wasn't really part of the group and I remember at the end of each day counting the number of messages I got from them.. (keep in mind I tried texting a good 10 people a day) and I remember counting and the number going from about 15 at the start of the summer to 2 a day by the middle of end. And I almost feel like it's happening again I got like 6 yesterday and it is really hard on me.. I'm open to any advice
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