SmilingPanda19

Hey everyone, it’s been a really long time. Just back here for life update times. There’s a few things that have been really big in my life.

1. My mother moved out (My parents may be getting a divorce)

2. I started a podcast! It’s out on YouTube and Spotify, it’s called The Adorned, go check it out! (by Broke Bard Productions)

3. Thaid and I broke up. It was a really good year of my life and I am eternally grateful for the time I had, but for now we both need to focus on ourselves. I love him very much, but I am glad there is a break. 
 

4. I came out at genderfluid! Yay! 

5. I got a car! I named him Valentino, he’s very nice.

I love you all very much. Please feel free to message me on my discord, I’d love to hear from yall, I’m on there ALL THE TIME so please reach out. If you want to be new friends, do that too!

If you would be interested in helping write the podcast I’d love to have you! Dm me and I can talk about it with you! The cast is really fun and script writing is awesome.

all my love,

Panda

Hey all!!! I’m checking in, I know it’s been a while and I can’t promise I’ll be more active but I did wanna say hello! So let’s see a little life update. Musical is going well, I’m excited for spring break next week but right after that we jump into tech week stuff so… little daunting. I’ve been working hard on my company and a lot of stuff!!! I have officially come out to my family as bisexual and that’s really exciting! Thaid and I have been dating for over 9 months and wow these have been the best 9 months with anyone ever. Life has been rough sometimes though, my parents might get a divorce and I’m not in a great relationship with my dad, but things will be okay. I also have to decide where I want to go to school next year and I dunno what to do so that’s rough. Anywho.

love you all so much!!!

Me getting on for the first time in a while and everything is Ookla season:

………I don’t know who anyone is……..

Sorry ive been like MIA for a while

im kinda sorta ish back

but uhm

LOOKIE I POSTED A NEW COMIC EPISODE

https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/gray/list?title_no=954590

I LOVE YOU ROOTIE PATOOTIE

Okay guys, I need to show yall my favorite website ever

its called Suno

You can put in lyrics and stuff and make music and its so good

Its a beat

Ill link my best ones here, usually for venting lol

HAPPY BIRFDAY

*throws confetti*

Do you happen to like Epic the musical?

do you like epic the musical?

You by chance like Epic the musical?

THE WISDOM SAGA JUST OBLITERATED MY SOUL HEART AND MIND AND I DONT KNOW IF I WILL EVER RECOVER FROM THIS

@Edema Rue @LightRinger @Wittles @Spark of Hope @Pineap-spider @J. Magi @InfiniteInsanity @Kajsa @Cinnamon @RoyalBeeMage @Use the Falchion @Experience @Medium @Lightspen of the Glass Sea @shortcake @Silver Phantom @Ancient Elantrian @The Aspiring Archivist @The Wandering Wizard

HEY IN EXACTLY ONE HOUR  Epic's seventh saga the wisdom saga comes out! Many of you aren't in our production of Epic the musical (genderswapped) but we still want you to be invited to our watch party of the livestream tonight! Its going to be on discord starting at 10pm, my discord is Smilingpanda19 (smilingpanda19_59259) If you friend me and message me I'll add you to the party! So please consider joining us!

Hey everyone! As the wisdom saga releases we will be casting even more roles! So please respond if you aren’t already a part of us creating epic the musical, the gender swapped version. We always need more people for ensemble, roles, instruments, advertising, etc. 

THE WISDOM SAGA COMES OUT IN AN HOUR EVERYONE

EVERYONE I REPEAT

THIS IS NOT A DRILL

BUT I WANNA BE LEGENDARY-

RADIANT WASSUP DUUUUDE

.... I know I posted earlier

I also know that I'm about to start my you know what

and I also know its 1:34 in the morning...

but...

Oh my gosh...

I love this man and I want to squeal about it to someone rn I cant contain myself

About to go sobbing to my manz cause ladies...

and im sitting here eating ramen, a nutella sandwich, milk, sprite, and sour cream and onion pringles. I wanna cry. and laugh. and im slurping it all up while watching the Last Kids on Earth cause I remember reading some of the books as a kid.... T-T

Just a reminder for all my friends who like EPIC the musical but couldnt make it in time, that new roles will be coming out for Epic soon enough and we will need people to fill those! So if you join general ensemble or instrumentals you get first dibbs on those parts! Love you all! 

2000 posts! 

(shoutout to Thaid cause he is the one who noticed XD)

Yall....

I just...

I love Thaid so much...

I know we've only been 'not' dating for a month

but it feels like forever.

I've known him for about 3 years. 

And every piece I've come to love. 

It's hard telling people where I met him... because so many people judge

So I don't know whether to tell them the truth and be told over and over how I should run my life or be judged

or should I just lie for a bit till they warm up to him and then tell them with some consequences... I could say he used to live where I used to live then we both moved... it would be an easy cover... too easy... but... but...

ugh... I dunno I need some advice.

If anyone has some advice... please do tell.

I've never really truly done this relationship thing... especially LDR yuh know 

(We are soooo not together hahaha.... we totally are i literally say ily every day-)

*cough*

ARCANE SEASON 2 COMES OUT SOON

*cough*

“Hey, y’all, it’s me! Thaidakar! 
It’s been so long… I love you guys. Idk what else really to say beyond that. That’s really why I’m writing this. 
Since it’s me writing this, there’s only one thing I can do. And that’s type up a bunch of things with several different endings. *passes around jars of Root* this is gonna be a long one.

I’m proud of you, I’m proud of how far you’ve come.I wish I could’ve been there to help out. You’re amazing. All of you are amazing and just wonderful people who I’ve had the pleasure of being among before. I’m lucky to have even come in contact with all of you (yes, even you.) I want to see you grow and change into the best version of yourself you can be, but I can’t. The world is rough and it’s hard and we can’t always have what we want. When it’s all said and done, I hope that you can raise your glass and say, like the song, “I lived.” Through all the pains, through all the joys, be yourself. Follow who you are.
Oh I love you guys… I want to talk to y’all, jokes around, share the rough times and the good times. It all boils down to that, I guess.

A couple things about my life. I’m still working on my book. It’s gone in a couple revolutions, and I’m still figuring out how the heck one does this writing thing. It’s been fun to figure out. I went to Trek and High Adventure. I learned a lot at those. I changed clubs. I reorganized my bookshelves a couple times. I missed y’all. OH IM ALSO ANGRY AT BRANDON FOR MAKING THE BALL EIGHTEEN PLUS. WHYYYY.

Mods, I just want to say… thank you. Thank you for dealing with my stupidity over the past few years. I don’t think anyone could’ve done much better than what y’all have done. I respect y’all immensely.

Y’all are awesome people, all of you on the Shard. I miss you guys. I’ll see you around, I guess. Maybe I’ll stop by Dragonsteel one of these years. Get to say hi. 

A few specific messages. 

@Edema Rue whatever her username me is, you lost the game. Officially. And you’re a nerd. So take that!

@Aeoryiyou’re pretty cool. We’ve argued before, but you’re a cool person. You got this, even if you don’t think so.

@Archie I can’t begin to say how much our conversations have helped me change how I look at the world for the better. You’ve helped me so much in ways you haven’t seen. You’re an awesome guy and I hope you have a great life.

@Chaos I want to punch you. Not because of what you might think. No, cause you’ve hyped me up so much for Ba Ado Mishram on shard cast that im almost definitely gonna be disappointed that WaT isn’t like a sole pov full flashback story about her and Shallan. Know that it’s your fault when I send an angry letter ti Brandon asking for more Mishram.

@Kajsa you’re super good at singing and drawing and like everything. You’re awesome. Just know that. K? 

@missionary sharders whether on the shard or not, Y’all are my people. When y’all finish y’all’s missions  and have conveted whole cities, I ain’t gonna be surprised.

tlt you’re like my child. @The Nameless Oneyou better take care of my plot child. XD you’re also awesome, btw. You’re an amazing writer who I’ve had the pleasure of writing with for the past few years. I love our characters interactions. We both understand the lore and it’s fun to see how they all play off around.

@Just-A-Stick whatever. I win btw. You’re pretty cool I guess… YOU DO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY TOO REMEMBER THAT.

@Robin Sedaiyou’re like amazing. You have my vote for president even though you’re not in the US. I win btw. Calvin and Hobbes is frickin amazing.

@Ancient Elantrianyou’ve lost the game, I’m afraid.

@Shardwatcher01you’re a good person, really cool and awesome. Do me a favor and remember that. *hugs*

@TwinSoulsI lied btw. Take that as you will. *winks* you’re awesome.

@Mediumyou’re really cool. Btw you’re going to the same school as my cousin so if a rando comes up to you and says that some guy says hi, it isn’t the Italian mafia. It’s the Ghostbloods. Also you’re music is actually great.

@Boomerang Guy*chortles waffles* mate, start that up again- it’s golden.

@emulationstromenkin QUARK

And, to settle an old score…
Pineapple on pizza is oookaaaaayyy I guuuueeeeesssssss. Harrumph.
XD

I should, before I say goodbye, mention something. I’m not in a relationship ish thing. Not at all. I’m not in love. That’s impossible, after all. And, most of all, I definitely have never said “I love you” to one person in specific. And, even if I did, I wouldn’t have said it like every day. Pfft, I’d never do that. (I love you too Mr. Black Sock, Mr. Almost Boyfriend - Panda) 

And now… it’s time to say goodbye again. I’ve changed so much, and so have y’all. When things start to go rough, remember there’s a twisted writer who knows you can get through, even if you don’t.
Y’all are amazing.
It’s time to go.
*tips overly large hat* (don’t think I forgot you, @Mr Misting 
Goodbye
Don’t die without me
From the one, the only, the ridiculous, the Ghostblood, 
Thaidakar the moth-(this program has been interrupted for a brief message from our sponsor. Root. When life gets you down, Root gets you flying! Try Root today for the quick price of imagination. And your kidneys. And your liver. It’s the quenchiest!)-ra kaiju! 

P.S. if you hacked me, and you know who you are, then realize that doing that is kinda illegal. Just putting that out there.

P.P.S. Hoid for president

P.P.P.S. I swear this is the last one. You are amazing, whoever you are reading this.”
 

As many of you know we are putting together the

GENDERSWAPPED EPIC THE MUSICAL

Which so far has been so exciting and fun! We have so much talent and fun together. Now that we have our cast we have decided we want to make this musical our own. In addition to changing the lyrics to fit the gender swapped idea. We are going to make the music/instrumental ourselves!

And the reason I am here is because I need all you talented musicians to pitch in. 

If you have ANY kind of musical instrument or skills with working with online audio technology such as sound effects please respond to this or contact me personally.

IF YOU ARE AT ALL INTERESTED IN PLAY AN INSTRUMENT FOR THIS FANTASTIC PRODUCTION

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

Fill this out and put it either in a PM to me or in the replies below.

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Thats all from me folks! I will be chasing a few people down to do this, but other than that please volunteer! I know it seems like some work but it will be worth it, whether you know the musical or not.

@Cash67 is my assistant director and musical director who will be in charge of running this side of production so please keep him in mind as I will be directing him to you for further instructions. Thanks everyone!

(Also please do not wait, reply to this as soon as humanly possible because sign ups may close within 48 hours)

People who need to read all of this: @The Sibling @The Honorable One @Edema Rue @Weaver of Lies @Mat @InfiniteInsanity @Kaymyth (PLEASE DONT KILL ME I JUST WANNA HAVE FUN HERE AND I SAW YOU LIKED MUSIIIIC)  @That1Cellist @The Wandering Wizard @Immortal Platypus @Lotus Blossom @Kajsa @Lego Mistborn @Sequence @Wittles @Experience @Koloss17 @Medium PLEASE GET OVER HERE BRO @Cinnamon @DramaQueen @Aeoryi 

*slides into profile*

HELLO WOULD YOU BE INTERESTED IN SINGING?

*twists neck 360*

HOW WOULD YOU FEEL ABOUT PARTICIPATING IN A GENDER SWAPPED MUSICAL???

*eye twitch*
 

*reaches through screen*
 

I NEED MORE PEOPLE OF THE MALE SPECIMEN