The Wandering Wizard
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How do you just make everything just stop?
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I dunno as I wish I could make it stop so I could learn how to live with my struggles but it doesn't sis (may I call you that?). We're all in this together and we'll be here with you through it
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bro, it's been forever since I've seen you post. How's life going for ya?
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*hugs tightly back*
Thanks sis, you're a wonderfully bright light in this dark world
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bro, it's been forever since I've seen you post. How's life going for ya?
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Yall already know I don't care about the game and it was swamped in everything else anyways
Life...life is hard but I'm trying the best I can. Honestly I just have little interest in the shard anymore.
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I forgot how much I love thunderstorms. I’ve missed them.
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YES THUNDERSTORMS ARE THE BEST!!
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I get to choreograph things for a show!
I'm really excited but also terrified.
I'm doing it with someone else but they've been sick and we have to start teaching it on Monday.
It'll work out. The student directors are obligated and all qualified to help so it'll be fine.
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Best of luck!! And it will go great
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* cue Thneedville and play through “GOOOOOD MORNINGGG”, then immediately cut to I’m Alive by SIA *
Good morrow, fair citizens. On my own behalf shall I inform you that whatever plague hast been with me o’er the most recent fortnight of our history has not departed but has greatly diminished. It is expected that I shall live. Huzzah!
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Me:
*disappears for a day cause I’m busy*
*sees 69 notifs*
Ill deal with this after church, love yall
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Love you too sis
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I wrote a poem the other night
SpoilerCrippling Depression
I stare at the ceiling,Unmoving.My mindFeels numb.I don’t evenBlink my eyes.My body tingles,My hands shake,I’m cold all over.But the realChill isInside.I feel frozen in place,Stuck in aCold, mentalMud.My eyes water and aSingle tearRollsDown myCheek.I can’t even move toWipe it away.It feels warm,Then cold,Traveling down,To drip into myEar.I blink onceAnd it brings moreTears.They sting my eyesAs they fall.I am being consumedBy this empty feeling.By the immense lonelinessThat finds meSo often these days.I can’t get warm.I can hardlyMove my chestUp andDownTo breathe.The emptinessIs joined byThe massiveWeightOf self hatred.I can feel myHeartBreaking,Even as itBeats.My eyes goUnfocused,Lights blurry.The world is softerThat way,Everything looksLike clouds.Clouds thatI can sink into,Sink intoUnmoving,Wrapped in theCold mistyBlanket.I’m shaking harder now,I can hardly feel it.I can’t see it.I try toWiggle myFingers,But it’s too hard.I am faintly awareOf a sensationOf drifting.Have I joined theClouds?Is that what I am now?Cold and damp,Floating away,To some otherPlace?Twenty-three daysI whisper in my mind,It’s too long.I can’tWait thatLong.I’m drifting.D r i f t i n g…DRIFTING~ Stick 3-21-24-
*hugs tightly*
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I've done it.
I've read everything in the Cosmere to date. Every novel and novella (and White Sand). I just finished The Sunlit Man.
I don't know what to do or feel. I guess now I just rest until SA5...
SpoilerBut wait...
SpoilerThere's annotations on some books...
SpoilerAnd WOBs...
SpoilerAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
SpoilerStill taking a break though. Maybe I should start a TBR
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Congrats!!
There's a whole ocean of books still waiting to be read
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WOW LIFE HIT ME IN THE FACE.
i'm so so sorry for being afk w/o warning the last few days have been so rough i'm sorry
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*hugs tightly*
Don't worry, and we'll support you in anything you need. Feel free to PM me if you need someone to talk to. Love you Lotus
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i’m tired
my sister is being an annoying little cremling
i should’ve stayed in europe
don’t wanna deal with this
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*joins the hugs as the friendly resident giant*
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WE DID IT!!! WE MADE FINALS!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Congrats!!!!!
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YOU GUYS
GUYS WE GOT CHARTER BUSSES THIS TIME
NOT RUSTY MUSTY CRUSTY OLD SCHOOL BUSSES
ACTUAL
REAL LIFE
CHARTER BUSSES
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH
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YAY THAT'S AWESOME!!!!! And hopefully makes the ride up better :))
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gamers im going thru it fr.
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*hugs tightly*
We love you brother
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*SIGH*
This aquaponics project is killing me...
Apparently, you can't set the floating raft with the plants inside the fish tank, you apparently need a separate fish tank for all the plants with pumps and filters and stuff in between...
I'm so tired of this, but tomorrow is project day, so...
yep
that's where I'm at...
back to research...
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Don't worry it'll be epic once you finally finish it :))
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Currently trying to draw one of @The Halcyon Girl’s new characters. It is NOT going so hot
I’ve tried like three times and none of them look like himmMmmmMmmMm
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Helloooo
Yesterday, we apparently had to get more animals, because
6 chickens, some assorted fish, 4 cats, (1 pregnant) andalltheothersican'tremebermybrainhurtsowch-
Aren't enough animals
so now we have these:
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Male hamster named Puff
Female hamster named Coco
Coco+Puff= CEREAL-
*eats animals*
IM NOT EVIL-
*cough*
Anyway,
Love Y'all
~ Stick
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AWWWWWWWWWWW HAMSTERS!!!!!!!!!
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Guys
57 notifs?
not today.
maybe tomorrow.
Not today guys, I just got back from the most chaotic school trip of my life.
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*hugs tightly*
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"Heard you moved out to South Carolina just like you always said we would"
This is running through my brain...
No clue why.
I'm so tired...
*sigh*
I want hugs.
Lots an lots of hugs.
*wraps self up in fuzzy blanket*
*flops on a pile of pillows on the floor*
Anyone wanna lay in da pillow pit?
'Tis fluffy an warm an lonely
*lil sister comes and steals blanket*
Uhhh...
welp
I'll be here I suppose...
(sorry about all the SUs today)
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*joins the massive hug pile and brings the blankets and ice cream*
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Uhmm...
I wrote a poem again after a longish time...
Here I guess...
60 Degree Summer
Spoiler60 Degree Summer
I’m staring out the window
Longing for summer to
Come.
I’m longing for the bright
Hazy days of my
Childhood.
I’m wishing for the simplicity
Of practically living outside
All summer.
The running barefoot through the
Tall grass in the evenings
With my siblings.
Playing all the games with my dad,
That old swing I stayed on for
Hours at a time.
The trips to the beach, waves rushing
Up around my ankles, the breeze,
Playing in the sand.
Times were so simple,
So pleasant;
Summer.
Now, it’s still winter, still cold,
Still dreary and dark,
Dark and unfamiliar.
I sat outside in 60 degree weather
Missing summer so much
That I cried.
Those tears felt so cold,
So sad and
Lonely.
I’m hoping that I can just
Hang on until
Summer.
Until school lets out, when everything
Is warm and bright and green
All over again.
Until then, I’ll cling tightly
To my only hope,
My 60 degree summer.
~ Stick 2-11-24
So... yeah.
Love Y'all
~ Stick
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*hugs fiercely*
We love you sis <333
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hi everybody.
lil update...
none of the kittens survived.
i'm so sorry
i tried to save them but it wasn't enough.
we had to put them out of their misery...
it was quick and painless, i promise.
~ stick
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*hugs fiercely*
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6 words for today:
Henna: My beautiful way to hide.
I've been getting into henna again, my mom is still WAY better at it than me, but I'm learning and I'm ridiculously proud of what I did do.
Spoiler for pics
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So, here is the side views, the henna paste is on and it's pretty thick
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Top view ^
Other side ^
Added fingertips!!! ^
Full on top view with fingertips ^
2nd day, paste washed off. ^
It'll keep getting darker for a lil while, then it'll stay, then it'll fade.
If I'm careful, it could last 1-2 weeks
And, Just for the heck of it, MY ENTIRE ARM!!!!! THIS TOOK AN HOUR AND I'M SO PROUD OF IT!!!
I USED THE REST OF THE HENNA CONE!!!
So anyway, that was really really fun, and I'm going to get more henna and keep practicing!!
For those of you who would like to try this, I got the henna paste off of Amazon, and found a few YouTube tutorials about beginner designs and such. Pinterest also has some great stuff.
It's fairly easy, but it does take practice. I like to trace my hand on a piece of paper, then put the henna on the paper to practice before I do it on my skin. It's an amazing art form, and I'll probably do some symbols from some different books and such at some point
Anyway... I have so much schoolwork to do before tomorrow... even though I just want to procrastinate and go outside cause it's freaking 66 degrees!!! (F)
*sigh*
I hate decisions....
Anyway!
Love you all!
Have a good day/rest of your day!!!
My PMs are open!!!
*hugs*
~ Stick
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Guys I'm so sorry I know this is like my 3rd SU today
BUT LOOK
I MADE A SNOWMAN THIS MORNING
AND I THINK HE'S BEAUTIFUL AND I WANT TO SHARE HIM WITH THE WORLD
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Do you wanna build a snowman?
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HI.
I'm gonna post something kind of similar to Kajsa's SU.
Also gonna be about show choir.
And the same competition.
But we go to different schools so... yeah.
First of all I saw @Kajsa's show. And she's talked it down a lot for this week. It was INCREDIBLE. If that was their vocals at like half power as she says then... Hearing them at full voice would be insane. They were awesome.
I got to watch other groups.
And then I had a panic attack and then I performed and it went pretty well. And then critique and the judge was our choreographer's wife and she was super sweet and made us all cry (in a good way).
We placed first in daytime. Which was incredible. It felt good to know that even our "bad" performances can be considered good.
Then finals. Which was fun but also we performed at 10pm. And I pushed myself to the limit. So much so that I kind of died at the very end. But I wasn't the only one. Then I was still dying and I watched the host group. And then awards and we were the grand champs. Which was insane.
I still think that the varsity group from Kajsa's school should have won. They were amazing and I love them. I owe being in show choir to someone in that group.
I'm still drained. And I'm also sick.
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That's awesome
Get well sis, we love you <33
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Guys I'm so sorry I know this is like my 3rd SU today
BUT LOOK
I MADE A SNOWMAN THIS MORNING
AND I THINK HE'S BEAUTIFUL AND I WANT TO SHARE HIM WITH THE WORLD
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SNOWMAN!!!!!!!
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