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  1. And none of their backup plans were prepared for his actual secret plan.
  2. Today I realized that I'm the Stormfather, which is what Chaos was at when I joined the site. This is mildly freaking me out. :P 

    1. The Storming Stormfather

      The Storming Stormfather

      Wait I thought I was the Stormfather. 

    2. Frustration

      Frustration

      He's goint to get God Beyond before I catch up to were he was when I joined.

  3. Thought of something I'd put on my TikTok if I had one: 

    "Sparing contest!" 

    "Okay!" *stares* 

    "I spare you! Ha, I win!" 

    "Wait, what -" 

  4. @Butt Ad Venture @Shard of Thought Legs dangling over the side of a building, Marie stared out over the field of blue. She'd ducked out of the church a minute ago for space - she really didn't want to have this conversation, but it would be had eventually, so she intended to have it on her own terms. The blue lines didn't all look the same. Some were thicker, others thinner, some quavered interestingly in an indication that they were light or movable. When you watched them closely you could see this, but if you let your vision unfocus and paid attention to the view as a whole, you saw shapes better: lumps of buildings and the darting figures of humans. (Humans. When had she started calling them that? When had she started thinking of herself as not being one? She'd known it back in her life, when she whispered behind a hand to other nobles about those monsters, those awful mist-bidden beasts with spikes for eyes, and so when she awoke blind with the pain shooting from head to toe she had no longer called herself human. But she only really took it in subconsciously after some time with the other Inquisitors, listening to how they referred to the humans, and to themselves.) She tracked the movements below idly, wishing in an abstract way that she could blink, and thought, Well, Terrisman, say what you're going to say already. You stayed, he said. You could have gone with the Survivor and you did not. "Mmhmmm," she purred, lips curling down. "Your point?" I am well aware of your feelings toward me. And I can understand how that same distaste would carry over to his methods. But you chose what is essentially imprisonment over his manipulation. The devil you know, she said shortly. He was silent for a time. She watched the flickers and flits of blue and cataloged her Feruchemical stores. A thick armband of mental speed; another of warmth; another of calories. A copper bracer and several tight copper rings and earrings. Bronze studding her tongue and ears. Anklets, bracers, rings, plenty of gold held tight to her body. Nothing she wore could be grabbed and torn away, and all of it pierced her skin, so none but the most masterful could Pull them off. The atiumminds were inside her; she didn't think about how they'd gotten there, only knew it as a blur of blood and unfinished pains. She would need to store mental speed if she kept using it. She had goldminds to spare, but it might be a good idea to keep some more health anyway. Most of her metalminds were around average levels, with bendalloy and copper being notable exceptions - nutrition was running low and she had enough memories to knock someone over. (She knew this because on occasion, they had.) You know, people who truly love the kill do not, unsurprisingly, often try so hard to show that as you. She ground her teeth. Nor have I seen many an Inquisitor cover herself with a sheet to keep from getting bloodied. Yet you did, back at the mine. He'd noticed that? For a supposed monster, you smile at small children quite regularly. Shut up. She received the impression of a man in robes raising an eyebrow. I loved my life, she sent back stubbornly. Harmony was unconvinced. What you had under Ruin was not a life, Marie. She sprawled backward, hands braced to hold her up, then pushed and sprang off the building, dropping a coin and landing on the roof across the street. Neither is this. He acquiesced to that. I did want to speak to you about this arrangement, as well. "Is it an arrangement if one party entered unwillingly into it?" she muttered, back to watching the passersby, eyes wary. It is my hope that - That I become a willing, happy pawn. A sword in your hand. I - Nᴏ, Mᴀʀɪᴇ. His voice did something weird: it seemed to twist around space and make it sound like there was nothing there at all. I ᴡɪsʜ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀs. I ᴡɪsʜ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪsʜ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴀs Aᴛɪ ᴅɪᴅ. The voice, the warping. It. It was like. It reminded her of. Marie stored as much mental speed as it was possible to store in the span of a second. Over ten seconds she recognized what the power behind that voice had called to mind. Over the next forty she made the connection that her reaction had been because ... Five heartbeats and she stopped storing zinc, then calmly stowed the last minute in a coppermind. I am sorry, Harmony said gently, and to her relief, acted as though nothing had happened. While it would be beneficial to have you work for me, I do not plan on making you. But you already have, she sneered. Am I not here to watch this ragtag group? Not for any purpose of mine. And He sighed in a way she recognized; they'd both been burning rust for a while now, Pulling on the same coin so it went nowhere. I truly intended for you to spend time with others and not kill them, in the hopes that you might...return to yourself, as you were before gods began meddling around in your head. Ugh. He agreed with the Survivor. "Gods," Marie muttered with a short laugh. "You including yourself in that category?" A beat of silence. ...I suppose I am. Well, you do great at the meddling part. Can't speak for the divinity. Some might call you a goddess in your own right. If they're willing to start practicing human sacrifices, I can accept that, Marie said, pretending to consider. From Harmony came a noncommittal hum, and for a fleeting moment she almost smiled. If there were a viable alternative that did not require me to infringe on your rights, I would take it, he said suddenly, and her face faded to blankness. But at this time the only one I can, unfortunately, see is your passing from this Realm, which you still do not appear to want, I think. You think correctly, Terrisman. She stood up and stretched. Then I am sorry, Miss Lekal, for I cannot let you massacre countless innocents without reason. Her immediate thought was to come back with, "The reason is fun!"...but she felt no enthusiasm. She poked around her brain suspiciously, but it didn't seem to be his influence. Oh? said Harmony, sounding far away. She waited, and then paced around the flat rooftop, and then idly cursed him out internally, and finally after a time he continued, thoughtful. I have explored an idea that could be the future. Have you now. Would you like to share it with the class? I am interested to see if you can guess it on your own, actually. "Oh, spike you," she mumbled, then caught herself. She hadn't said that in a long time; she'd fallen out of the habit when there were no other Inquisitors to joke with. Fine, then, she'd try to rusting guess. Possibilities having to do with her situation, ones that Harmony liked, other than the already-dismissed death and her giving herself over to his plans entirely. A compromise? What options were there? More freedom for her. Having reign to shed blood as long as they'd threatened her companions first. Killing anybody not in this little group was probably too much to ask. Not ever being made to stop talking could be it. I had not considered the second one, but I do not think it is a terrible idea. If Ruination happens in self-defense, then it is also of Preservation. That would be just fine, I think. He hesitated slightly, then went on. I was thinking of a promise that you would not attempt to murder, in exchange for me not manipulating your thoughts. Though well-intentioned, it did not have the effect I wished for, and may have caused further damage to your mental state. She scratched her tattoos absentmindedly. That wasn't something she'd expected him to give up. You'd trust me on a promise? That hadn't gone well for him in the past. Perhaps not at first, he allowed. You would still be under orders of nonlethality. But if your efforts in obeying them and in not severely hurting others were genuine, those would be relaxed. Damn it. But if it made her mind solely her own, then not getting full physical autonomy right away was acceptable...being able to fantasize about violence and think as she wished. And how about being able to say what I like? Or will there be restrictions on that? I will speak to Adilie about not restricting your topics of conversation. She'd still be involved? Harmony did something inexplicably mental which conveyed apology. I still cannot monitor you without pause; there is a concerning...presence at the edge... He trailed off and did not continue. Oooookay then, Mr. Mysterious Godly Problems. You handle that. Being tied to the same people once again was displeasing, but if she was allowed to loudly and continually complain about it, she'd deal with it. Do you agree then? To do your best not to harm or kill anyone unless they move to first, with your thoughts untouched? She didn't really need to think about it, but she turned it over for a few seconds anyway. I agree.
  5. Not counting the water that resides in your body, of course.
  6. Oh huh, another one. Stick worshippers never slow down.
  7. He eats a Pokemon card. Huh, we moved to present tense.
  8. All discussions are welcome! Welcome to the Shard!
  9. Hi Bean! Do you and Sun have Discord, btw?

  10. Ene's DND character poked her head in and asked hopefully if they wanted to play cards.
  11. Because that's obviously the correct place to write things.
  12. It's a different form of speech, indicating tone and the like. In this case it means something akin to us joking about how much we're on the Shard and challenging each other.
  13. *waves back* There's a pretty big range; if there's anything in specific you're looking to write I might be able to recommend something. Regardless, have a nice day!
  14. when you're pretty sure you beg to differ
  15. So. Three years, huh.

    I've been here from ninth grade, from age fifteen. And now I'll be graduating soon and I'm eighteen and life is crazy, man. You guys have shaped me in countless ways into the girl I am now, and I really, seriously can't thank you enough for it. The Shard has been everything to me, especially in times of low mental health (so all the time :P). But we'll get sappy at the end. For now, it's statistics recap time! :P

    Looking at my previous Shardiversaries, this time last year I had 54 followers. That number...doubled. 112 of you are now following me. That's insane to think about for someone who's never really used social media, and I've gotta say thank you ahead of schedule. I've also won almost 100 days and am the Stormfather at 6,600+ rep - placing me in the top ten Sharders on the reputation leaderboard, above Brandon Sanderson and Peter Ahlstrom themselves. :blink:

    Uhh, what are other dumb number accomplishments that don't really mean anything but monkey brain is stupidly happy about them anyway...? My profile's got over fifty thousand views, that's cool. I've posted 8,000+ times not counting forum games. I'm in nearly four hundred PMs with you awesome people! I started and joined Yet More RPs Oh Gosh Will She Ever Stop and freaked out about Rhythm of War with everyone.

    Oh, and I got spiked into the mod team. That was a thing that happened. I'm perpetually joyous yet panicking about the fact that I get to help make the Shard, well, the Shard. It's an honor that I hope I've done well with so far. I love you people so much, and getting to help make this a place where others can find friends too? Storms, it's crazy. 

    As always, I'll try to mention as many of you as I possibly can, but please don't feel bad if I don't - to shamelessly reuse my explanation from last year: I can’t list all of you because I will literally run out of original compliments, and it’ll end up as something like “you’re cool! And you can write! I like what you write and how you talk!” for everyone and that’s not very nice of me, so to everyone I didn’t mention - that does not mean I don’t enjoy talking with you, laugh when I read your RP, or overanalyze your member titles. It just means I’m running out of ways to say those things without saying the same thing to all of you and feeling guilty about it. 

    We'll start the lovefest off with Truth, of course. TRUTHIE. You're adorable and cool and you send me funny things and it's actually hard to think of specific moments because there's just a vague blob labeled 'love girlfriend' in the brain. :wacko: I don't know what to say. I love you. :wub:;):):D:rolleyes:B) (@theTruthshaper)

    Let's quickly go over people I gushed about last time next. @Sorana is still fantastic and I love everything you've sent me (that bookmark!!!) and Max is freaking adorable! @MetaTerminal continues to help me out of mental health doom and is just great to talk to, thanks as always for that. @Doomstick hasn't stopped being fun and awesome and having a million inside jokes, and also he makes THE BEST CHOCOLATES THAT HAVE EVER BEEN. @Wyndlerunner is, as always, a presence of light in the world. @The Awakened Salad will literally always be #relatable and amazing. I've chatted a little more with @Jaywalk since last year and he's still a great guy.

    @xinoehp512 - I actually got to know you better over the course of this year and I'm very glad I did; tired Xino is great and your simple platformer is oddly addicting. Also thanks for being cool in JAM. Star, you're also someone who I've talked with more, and same goes - you're a fun person! Thanks for the incredible Deteca and Marie art :wub: and for your song recs hehe I love Au/Ra now. (@Shard of Thought) @Butt Ad Venture, too; you're a really cool fanfiction writer, and very sweet.

    Another congrats on Clara to @ZincAboutIt. And it's been nice to get to know you more, Lessie!! (@Truthless of Shinovar)

    Oh boy, now we get into new names. *rubs hands together* Aright, here we go. 

    The Sharder Lair is most definitely a group I treasure, and will probably remember for the rest of my life. You guys are so fun to hang out with and so loving when someone feels down. Watching movies, playing games, just hanging out together, it's all so great. Thanks for that.

    @Mist! I know everyone jokes about you being the adult of our little group but like...seriously you're so responsible. I'm a little happy that you don't have to practically run the server on your own anymore. You're so kind and smart and thoughtful and A Good Human.

    Hen, you're fun and funny and nice, and you're also like the first person I ever met who liked the Host without me introducing it to them so that's a point in your favor :P (@Hentient)

    Fritz, your perspective is...idk how to word this. I like the way your thoughts interlock; they're tasty. Thank Truth and Salad! You're also a Good Human, making Mittens very adorable. (@FriarFritz)

    Rev, your art is almost as incredible as your awesomeness. All the praise and hugs. (@revelryintheart)

    Goatyyyy I have no idea why I latched onto your ie name over your regular one but it happened...anyway, Two Sides of the Same Coin has been fun to GM with you. I'm so glad you're happy. (@Chasmgoat)

    Many hugs to Dark and Vapor. I love you both, you're wonderful, interesting, sweet, pretty girls who deserve love. You can't argue with me, it's my Shardiversary. Same goes for Emi - also :o your art and Vapor's is so cool! (@Darkfinder, @Vapor, @Emi) I hope you're okay, Wind, safe and happy. We're here for you. (@Ookla the Hemalurgic Pinto

    @Teshhhh! I'm so glad to be talking with you again; you're just as awesome as I remembered from the olden days of 2018. From being TUBA buds to now, I have always enjoyed talking with you. And @DramaQueen ace priiiide ;) 

    Feather and Nymyyrriq, I haven't spoken with you much lately but I don't think I mentioned you in my last Shardiversary update and you're both really nice and cool. (@SingingMosaic) (I hope your screenreader has a fast-forward function if you don't want to read this whole wall of text...sorry, if not...) 

    Oh no I've reached the 'running out of unique words' part @Channelknight Fadran! You are scintillating and one day I want a signed copy of your series! :D @Matrim's Dice! It was nice modding with you and I hope your life is going well! @Ghanderflaffle! You have cute animals and you're fun on the Shard! @Condensation, ayyy someone else who actually liked Twilight, lol. @Rosharan A.C.! You...have a nice face! And are cool! And okay I think I need to start using broader strokes, focusing on individuals can only take you so far lol. 

    All the frens on the Just Around Messing SMP are way cool! That was an adventure, @AmazingGoob. @Spock is still and will always be Best Shard Dad (I know you're not that old but you give off dad vibes ngl). Thanks for rescuing me multiple times, everyone @Knight of Iron, and for Bean! And thanks for making the server, @Scarletfox. Sorry for rotating your books. 

    Thank you to AAAG for being there. You know who you are. 

    @Kingsdaughter613, @mathiau, @Random Bystander, @Omi the Counselor, @Kings_way, and@The Unknown Order, RPing with you on Scadrial has been a blast.

    Fish, Kindness, Flying, Twig, Taken, Jester, probably a thousand people I'm forgetting, I don't know you that well yet but you all seem like cool folks. Keep doing you. 

    Being a moderator has carried a lot of anxiety with it - fearing that I'm too young or weird or random to fit into the friend group, just not being as experienced with dealing with things. But you've tried to include me and have reassured me when I'm being dumb. I really appreciate you guys for that and for just being such fantastic people in general; it's not only an honor working with you all but a delight.

    Extra :wub: to Grey, Jess, and Feather for answering my stupid questions and being Cool Peeps. And extra apologies ha I'll never stop apologizing to Chaos for anything I'm forgetting. Pickles are delicious though :P 

    You guys are all...a lot. I don't have many close friends where I live, so y'all are basically my social circle, and that means you're a sizable chunk of my life. Last time I went all cheesy and said "I don’t love you to death. I love you to life, because that’s what your love did for me." And that's still true! But I don't think it encapsulates what the lot of you mean to me. I've tried to think of fancy ways to say this, and nothing is really better than simply saying it.

    You're my home.

    *nods and raises a glass of water with lemon juice in it* To another year, homies.

    right that sounded terrible I'm never calling you that again ugh

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    2. ZincAboutIt

      ZincAboutIt

      You’re too sweet! :wub: Every good thing to you, Ene!

    3. AonEne

      AonEne

      Thank you guys a ton ^_^ haha imagine planning on going to college within the next year

    4. Honorless

      Honorless

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  16. No, actually, that all happened through Discord Thanks for the tip!
  17. Google. Shard emails are not promotions. Or spam. Stick them in social and be DONE WITH IT
  18. That's all it does. For when you want something less than pinning but more than a regular thread, I guess.
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