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YES GO SEQUENCE WOO WOO GO YOU WOO also im 10 days away from 1 year with my girl :))) -
i just took
a reaaaaally long nap in my philosophy class.
im less tired now tho woo!!!
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I think it’s so funny,
That you can just go through your life,
And then bam!
Someone bursts into your life,
And changes it for the better.
That’s you, my love.
I look into your eyes,
Which, I might add,
Sparkle and shine like dew on grass:
A gentle, iridescent and piercing green,
And I see,
A future.
I see eternity.
I see a love so deep. So, so deep.
My heart belongs to you.
My heart has belonged to you the second you smiled at me.
The second you laughed where I could hear.
The second you took my hand in yours for the first time.
The second my heart belonged to you, was the second my life became something amazing.
Because now you were in it.
I promise I’m yours.
Always and forever, through the good and the bad.
For worse and for better.
I wanna be with you for the rest of my days.
I promise I love you,
Forever and ever and always.
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Calanos grin faded. ”I’m afraid I’m going in blind,” Calano said, “Blinded by love, grief, and hope. Poetic as it may sound, that’s the truth. I don’t know how I’ll defeat her. I don’t want her dead, I want her to come back to me, back to the light.” Calano sat down. “But I don’t know how to do that,” He whispered.
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Today I discovered the song
Forever And Ever And Always by Ryan Mack.
Today I discovered
Theres a song that encapsulates how I feel about Luna so, so perfectly.
Today I discovered
I can’t wait to tell her this promise.
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Calano shook his head. ”Anything my predecessor had as plans is gone..” He said, “But I do have his knowledge.” Calano walked a short distance away and raised his hands. His hands began to glow brilliantly white, and the rocks and moss began to quiver, then they rolled together, constructing themselves into hulking figures of stone. Calano made a couple battalions worth of soldiers, then turned back to the group. ”Well, there’s a couple thousand soldiers for you.” He said, wiping his brow. ”Is that it?” He asked
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ballad of songbirds and snakes trailer is out
im so
excited for this it’s gonna be so good
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tired
and permanently lovesick and romantic
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Hey so a couple of days ago my friends gave me a good idea.
If I wrote a story…
Of a future between me and Luna, like a legitimate life together, if I wrote that as a story,
Would y’all read it? Would I be mocked for such a thing?
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Calano considered. ”I’d need a medium,” He said, “My power only extends so far.” He looked around, wondering what would suffice to form troops to fight literal darkness. “I could use rocks and moss..” He said, “Create hardy soldiers that can take and dish a hit.”
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“Thaidakar!” Calano said, and put a hand on his shoulder, “Aristotle’s second toe on the right. Wake up, old friend.” ”It’s time.” @Thaidakar the Ghostblood
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Sibling.
SpoilerFrom first glances,
To quick conversations,
To friends,
To siblings.
I care about you more than a lot of things in my life. And that’s saying something, because I care about a lot of things.
But, dearest sibling, dearest best friend,
I’m so sorry.
As much as I care about you, there’s only so much I can do.
I’m not leaving. I would never leave; you don’t need or deserve that. I’m with you till the end.
But I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I can only do so much.
I’m sorry you go through so much crem dung.
I’m sorry you have a mother who doesn’t care about you as a mother should.
I’m sorry your boyfriend moved.
I’m sorry about what happened last July.
I’m sorry I can’t do more.
I’m sorry your life is so hard.
I’m sorry you don’t have it better: you deserve it.
I’m sorry you can’t go anywhere else, when you need to, and definitely should.
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I can’t be there for you like I want to be.
If I could wrap you up in a brotherly hug, and protect you from the world in the way only an elder brother can, I would do it without hesitation or care for what happened to me.
If I could take you away from this, and keep you safe, and happy, and loved, I would.
I’m sorry.
I promise I’m here, even if it’s only through a screen.
I’m not the best example for an older sibling: not after the sins I’ve committed. But I’m getting better.
I’m doing it for you. For you and for others.
I’m sorry.
I love you, sibling.
I know these are just words on a screen, and that in the end, they won’t fix anything.
I’m sorry.
But I love you. Only as a brother can.
Things will get better. I promise.
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Calano paused. Then closed his eyes, bracing himself to return there, even if in mind. And then he delved into that realm. And sensed Kaos. But also, yes, all the Corrupted were there. He opened his eyes. ”There you are.” He said. “Everyone,” He said, “I’ve found them. Prepare. Soon, we fight.” Calano began to glow, his hair and lab coat fluttering softly. He looked.. godly. Deadly. The Wrath of a God, even one of Light, would be swift, sure, and sharp. Calano had lost everything, and gained everything, all his life. Now it was time to balance everything.
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“What mental weaknesses do we know of with TAAron and Lark?” Calano asked, still searching realm after realm.
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Calano pinched the bridge of his nose. Despite being a literal god, he felt lost. Very lost. ”Do we know where they are? Or like a general area?” Calano asked, and his body began to glow a bit brighter as he searched through realms mentally, looking for Kaos signatures.
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Calano watched as she faded away. ”I will free you,” He said as she finally vanished. He began to glow himself, reappearing in front of everyone else on earth. ”I’ve spoken with Kaos. With… Emma,” He said, “She is completely under its control. Leave her to me, the rest of you must free Layra, Bookwyrm, Lark, and whoever else you can.” He looked around at everyone. “What have you guys discussed?”
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“Emma,” Calano said, “It was always your choice. It always is. Nothing it says can make your choice for you. Yes, there are people and beings that choose to hurt…” Calano looked down, at his wife. ”But there are also those,” He said, “Who choose to heal. The way of existence is life and death, harming and healing, light and dark. You have to take the sour with the sweet. Yes, the Kaos would take away the choice of people to hurt other people… but it would also take away people’s choices to help, to heal, and to be human. Emotion would not exist. Sympathy, empathy, gone. Order would reign supreme, but feelings would be scarce.” Calano looked Emma in the eyes. ”Is that really a future you want?” He asked quietly.
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Oh!!! I wanted to share smth here. So the past few years I’ve been struggling with a pretty nasty sin… I’m not proud of it. But, i’ve been clean of exposure to it for almost two weeks now, and I’m talking about it with my bishop tomorrow. I just want to say, No matter how long it takes, no matter what you’ve done, Christ is there to help you. Always. I can say this with 100% bonafide confidence and faith, because i reached out, and He grabbed my hand firmly, and pulled me out of the dark. Its been a while since I felt His warmth, and it’s so, so liberating to feel. I’m leaving this sin behind, and moving forward.
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“Emma,” Calano said, pulling her close and cupping her cheek, ”I’m sorry. I belong to the Light. I’ve fused my Intent with that of the Light. We are one and the same. I can save you from the Kaos, and show you the Light. Just hold on a bit longer.” Calano paused. ”I thought you were dead,” He said, heartbroken, “It… broke me, what I did, and I’m so tired. Please, resist the Kaos, let me lead you back to the Light.” ”Come home,” He said, looking into her eyes, “Let me help you come home to me. We can run away, leave everything behind. It’ll just be me and you. Please, Emma, this isn’t right, what you’re doing; it’s manipulation, control. The Light let’s you make your own choices.” Calano began to cry quietly. ”I miss you,” He said, “I miss my wife. I miss your smile and your love and your laughter.”
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Guidelines make it more easy to justify dates with my girlfriend Also I’m just not stupid :3
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Calano looked back down at Emma. He looked in her eyes. They said that eyes were a pathway to the soul, and Calano had looked into Emma’s eyes many, many times. If anything would say that this being in front of him was Emma, it would be the eyes. And when he looked into her eyes, he saw just that. Emma. His wife. ”Emma,” He whispered, “It is you.” And his heart broke.
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Hey, do I really have to leave?
Or can I stay for an eternity?
Cause nothing less ain’t long enough.
It’s way too hard to give this up.
When all our flaws and memories, will always be a part of me.
Yeah, nothing less ain’t long enough.
I’m praying for eternity is all you want.
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Calano did feel something. But it was small, and he would not allow himself to hope: His Intent was to suade all to the Light. But… wasn’t hope part of the Light? Calano wanted so desperately to believe that the being in front of him was his wife, but… the still present humanity in him couldn’t accept that. ”I want to,” He whispered, “I wish it was you. I wish with every fiber of my being that it was you.” Calano looked down at her. ”But I don’t know. I have no way of knowing if you’re her, or just another trick.” He said.
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Calano reached out, grabbing her wrist. Despite his hatred for this being, he was gentle. “Do not use her mannerisms,” He said, his voice a low growl, “I do not and will not believe you: you are a force of evil and death. You are Kaos. And Emma is dead. Now you are left to deal with me, a newly Ascended god, who has yet to exact revenge for his wife.”
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