Going_North_cal
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Ope- Thats a bit of a dilemma. Speakin of… when does she catch up to Calano in the forest?
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Mmm world building. I’ve been ignoring mine… :/
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Interesting. Tell me when that books out I’ll buy a copy.
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You might’ve in someone else’s AMA.. or just a similarly structured question in mine and that’s why.
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That you’ve asked this question before.
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okay so here’s the thing:
yes i know i said i wanted to record lyrics today i know
but
my voice is a bit dead from prom last night soooooo
uhhhhhhh yeaaaaah
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HAHA THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL WHEN I'M DOING COMMISSIONS xD
Speaking of...
SpoilerI promise I'm not putting your commissions off, but I've been insanely busy with homework and musical practice and all that stuff... and also Mom put a different passcode on my drawing tablet, so I can't just get on it to draw anymore. Now I have to ask, and then do whatever she tells me until she's satisfied (which usually takes 45-60 minutes of wasted drawing time) before she unlocks it and lets me draw for, like... an hour. Which is never long enough. I'm trying to get your first one (wedding reflections one) done by the end of this week, as rehearsals for musical only go to 5 and I don't have any of them on Wed or Thurs. I currently have 3/4 of the sketch down, and the background is fully rendered. I'm trying to have the first one done by Sunday, but no promises. Many apologies.
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Mysterious Forest Path Calano couldn’t breathe. He sprinted forwards, every step amplifying his fear of this dark forest. He tripped on a weed, and fell to the ground, sliding to a stop. ”Ow..” He groaned, “Ow…” He lay there for a moment, encompassed by fear, anxiety, and a hollow emptiness where his brother once was. Wizard… how… He lay for a moment, then felt a powerful presence enter this realm. He looked up. ”Bookwyrm?” He whispered. What was Bookwyrm doing here? And where was he?
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Okay. SU time, now that I’m well rested and good to go.
Last night was probably the best night of my life. My heart aches that it ended. But, I have wonderful memories and beautiful photos to take with me.
Ill put some of my favorite pictures from last night here. They are posted with permission from DoomslugLuna as well, don’t worry.
SpoilerThese 4 are my favorite photos from last night. She was stunning, in every conceivable way.
I was so lucky to dance with her many many times, and feel so happy that I was able to hold her so close. It was wonderful. I’m kind of ranting at this point, but I’ll tell some stories now.
There were cats at the venue!!! And they were super nice, they didn’t mind us petting them at all, they were so cute ahdhdhehshe.
The venue itself was absolutely incredible (as you can see), and there were hundreds of kids and it was so alive and active and bustling and just awesome.
It started raining right as we were leaving, like right after the last dance. Luna made me leave during Harry Styles (they were playing As It Was) and I was a bit sad. But!!! It was raining, and so I was able to cross one thing off my romance bucket list;
Kiss her in the rain. Which was wonderful.
The drive home was like 45 minutes, but I had a playlist >:) so I was singing along and having fun and so was she (but she was rly tired which is valid).
Also after last night, I came to a realization, and I won’t share it because I’m holding this close for now. But soon, I’ll share it. Don’t worry.
But that was my night, and it was… a blast.
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time? 11:24
feelings? all over the place my gosh
percent fatigued? 87%
plan? shower, write my feelings down in the form of lovesick, hopelessly romantic poetry, maybe watch some smii7y, then sleep.
will post a more detailed SU tmrw morning, with photos (!!!) about how prom went.
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yes.
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Good morning, fellow sharders.
I have been counting down to this day for many days.
In an hour, I leave for my five hour work shift. After that, I come home, shower, and then chill.
Then I change, go pick up my girlfriend, (which is a whole mini event by itself), and then,
PROM
Dinner first, at lupe tortilla, THEN it’s prom. I’m sooooo excited.
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Likewise, my friend. I enjoyed writing and envisioning it.
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Scene #109: Rain
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getting cool ideas for the vlog everyone
gonna have fun filming and editing
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hey if i made a vlog of my field trip next week would y’all watch it?
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Mysterious Forest Path Calano frowned as Death vanished, then sank to the ground, breathing heavily. What had that mean- Oh no. Calano felt it. Felt Wizard die. Again. No, no no no. Not again, please not again. The edges of his vision went dark, and his breathing sped up. Who… who killed him? His demons? Surely he should be fine. This had to be part of the test. Calano just had to power through; he just had to push forward. He struggled to his feet, feeling like a piece of himself was missing, and trudged forward.
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starship launch starship launch
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Yeah! A good start. Just let's not blow up anything with a person inside :))
@Szeth's Facepalm they launched a starship thingy but it blew up
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Spoiler
Who am I
To say what any of this means?
I have been sleepwalking
Since I was fourteen
Now as I write my song
I retrace my steps
Honestly, it's easier
To let myself forgetStill, I check my vital signs
Choked up, I realize
I've been less than half myself
For more than half my lifeWake up
Fall in love again
Wage war on gravity
There's so much
Worth fighting for
You'll see
Another domino falls
Either wayIt looks like empathy
To understand all sides
But I'm just trying to find myself
Through someone else's eyesSo show me what to do
To restart this heart of mine
How do I forgive myself
For losing so much time?Wake up
Roll up your sleeves
There's a chain reaction
In your heart
Muscle memory
Remembering who you areStand up
And fall in love again and again and again
Wage war on gravity
There's so much
Worth fighting for
You'll see
Another domino falls
And another domino fallsA little at a time
I feel more alive
I let the scale tip and feel all of it
It's uncomfortable but rightWe were born to try
To see each other through
To know and love ourselves and others well
Is the most difficult and meaningful
Work we'll ever doYesterday I was given the most blessed opportunity.
A very, very, very lucky opportunity that I am insanely grateful to both my friend for providing me, and to Heavenly Father for helping her get it to me.
Now begins the end of a 5-6 year struggle within my soul.
Never have I felt the peace, relief, and hope, than I do now through the light of the Lord and His blessings.
Its wonderful. It’s so, so wonderful, to be able to finally begin to move on from this, and to be able to feel my Savior there by my side as I do.
I have struggled with this for so, so long, and now that I’m able to begin the journey to leave it behind, and become a better person, is a glorious, God-given opportunity that I am going to take.
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life update 2:
ive written things today.
i’ve listened to music today that is kinda sad.
a decent amount of my friends are in various stages of sadness or anxiety or whatever.
i would like a hug.
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yeah lol we’re fun like that
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@The Wandering Wizard
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life update:
worried for best friend they just told me they’re considering the aliven’t.
aaaaaaand trauma flashbacks go!
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Thank you :)))) I love being able to share all this and get nice comments.
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Scene #108: Love/Turning Out
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Thanks Altonic Always means a lot, seeing your guys’ positive messages about my work.
it sounds like you two had so much fun!
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