Going_North_cal
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Good night, good night, sweet dreams for now.
Drift off to sleep on your pillow of clouds.
Good night, good night, my sweet little one.
The moons watching over you in your dreams.
Good night, good night, my sweet little friend.
Tomorrows adventures will soon begin.
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field trip is tomorrow
excited to vlog it :)))
very very excited.
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“hm one year with bae is coming up… i’ll write a letter”
*writes letter after prom*
”cool that’s that done”
*feels more feels about what i wrote*
”okay i’ll write a second letter why not.”
*writes second thousand word mega poem/letter*
”okay now im done for sure”
*feels more feels about her in general*
”third letter. then i’m done.”
*writes third letter*
”okay we’re good now im not writing anymore i’ve written down everything i want now.”
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Boys. Not ONLY boys, but... Boys.
Going_North_cal replied to Channelknight Fadran's topic in Social Groups, Clans, & Guilds
dubiously here now. tehe gemderfluid woo -
okay last su for the bight
one: how did i go from serious topic to “haha silly gay”
two: woo fifty followers. probably because of my immense gayness.
thanks y’all gn :3
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i can serenade you i’ll be a good lil gremlin thing i’ll be in my best behavior >:) illnplay my silly lil songs and write my silly lil things
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may i come to the girls only sleepover???? im a trustworthy lil gay gender-fluid gremlin thingy who writes sad stuff and plays guitar and i’ll bring popcorn and snacks and also i will bring my switch and we can play mario kart
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i’m gender fluid so what temperature do i have to be to be gender solid
yes this is how i’m coming out to you all.
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why is it so hard to tell people about the things you’ve done.
i had to step outside for a moment at work because my mind was running rampant with anxious scenarios because of what i’m about to tell some people.
i’m so nervous, what i did was pretty bad, and i don’t know how people will think of me after they know.
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Calano, change isn't immediate. With my own struggles, that has been something that has comforted me. Just because we want to change, doesn't mean it will happen the second we want ti t to. It's a process. There are people here for you, irl and on here. I wish you luck in telling people. That, in and of itself, is really good to do.
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Sea Of Pure Light Calano heard Bookwyrms voice say Keep going. Then he felt Bookwyrms soul grow dark. ”No!” He shouted, faltering in his vortex. He steadied himself, the process stalling. ”Creator.” He said, voice eerily calm. ”If I finish this, will I be able to save him? Will I be able to save them? And stop it?” That depends. Is that what you wish to happen? ”Yes,” Calano said, “More than anything.” Continue down the path. Concentrate on your Identity. Concentrate on your Intent. Calano closed his eyes, concentrating, and felt a deep hum appear all around him. The vortex of light spun faster and faster, and the burning spread upward towards Calanos heart. @The Bookwyrm
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Part IX:
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Sneak peek at the mega poem letter thing I wrote for my love!
I share it in full after May 12th, after she’s seen the full thing, but for now, a look at the piece I’m most proud of ever.
SpoilerAnd she says that it is my hands, my words that should be adored. While the words I write, the words I speak, are beautiful, they are not beautiful without a subject. Without a reader. Without a listener.
She is that subject.
She is that reader.
She is that listener.
With every day that went by this year, and every day that passes by now, and with every day that will go by in the future, I have, do, and will love her.
I will love her without requisite. I will love her without judgement. I will love her for as long as she will let me, and even after that.
I will run away with her, if I have to. I will shield her from the world, if it comes down to it.
I will make sure she is loved, I will make certain she knows that.
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Certified Gay Disasters
Going_North_cal replied to Delightful's topic in Social Groups, Clans, & Guilds
idk tbh bae is in texas so are friends.. crab land tf?? you on the east coast? dw my gf or best friend can take me on a thrift shopping date i KNOW my gf would love to. -
Certified Gay Disasters
Going_North_cal replied to Delightful's topic in Social Groups, Clans, & Guilds
Sooo might be gender-fluid. I don’t really care what pronouns people hee fit me as long as I know they’re referring to me… and sometimes i feel like presenting feminine even though i have no feminine presenting clothes. Feeljng silly and gender-fluid yippee!! -
hehe voidbringer im cool now >:)
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big soft blanket and big encompassing beanbag. raaaaain. thunderstoooooorm. being up at 1 am, holding my love asleep in my arms (i’m a romantic what can i say)
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Considering it’s been a year almost, I really shouldn’t be having butterflies when I think about her.
And yet, here we are. Love is strange, guys.
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Pool of Pure Light Calano sat in awe, the burning in his chest steady and sure. The Creators light… I’ve found it. He thought. Welcome. A gentle, yet powerful and booming voice said through the silence. You have journeyed far, and your journey is almost over. Not many make it this far. It is commendable that you have. For this, I congratulate you. Calano looked around, searching for a source to the voice. “Who are you?” He asked. A memory. I am but a sliver of the Creator before. This is My Light. And you have journeyed far, and suffered much, and have been deemed worthy for one final trial: The Path of Body. The Path Of Body will change you. It will prepare you physically for near-omnipotent godhood. Tears sprang to Calanos eyes. He was at a loss for words. Step into the Sea. Step into the Sea and be Changed. Calano stood, then slowly stepped into the sea. The Light was warm, lapping gently against his shins. Then it began to spin, around him, and be absorbed by his body. It burned, but in a slightly comforting way. Still, the burning was distracting, and Calano flinched. Concentrate. It will make the experience better, it will give you your own personal Connection to the Light, bonded through your Intent. Calano closed his eyes, concentrating on how far he’d come. And who he was doing this for. Wizard. Emma. Layra. Bookwyrm, Insa, Telrao, so many more. He had to save them, he had to stop the Kaos. This was the only way to stand against the Dark. Calano began to rise, slowly absorbing the Sea of Light as he rose on a vortex of Liquid Light, becoming something more than a man.
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Being able to put such emotion and wonder into it, and crafting worlds and telling stories, and sharing love, sharing sadness and pain, sharing happiness and joy, and being able to show my work to the world. Yes. Absolutely. Tragic, broken villains are more relatable to the viewer, if at least a little bit. For me, that’s huge. It always hits different when the villain is just broken. No… it’s on my bucket list to do with my girlfriend though!!! TOM HIDDLESTON!!!!!! Either him… or… um… yeah tom hiddleston. The Girl Who Drank The Moon, by Kelly Barnhill. It was absolutely an amazing read and I HIGHLY recommend it. … you expect me to pick???? Oh geez… hmm… I’m gonna go with the scene at the end of Oathbringer where Dalinar denies Odium his pain. For me, it’s very powerful, because I’ve done bad things and am turning away from them; i’m denying Satan power over me, similar to what Dalinar did. So, it’s very very much so a powerful scene for me.
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Mysterious Forest Path Calano stared ahead. He felt… a feeling. Coming from far away. In this realm, but far away. From Bookwyrm. Encouragement. Hope. Pride. Assurance. Calano stood, grunting, and looked around. The forest seemed to be watching him. He frowned, a burning in his chest beginning to form. He glared at the forest. ”I’m not afraid of you,” He muttered. He clenched his fists. ”I’m not afraid of you!” He shouted, “I’ve seen death! I’ve tasted it’s sting, looked into it’s eyes! I’ve watched my own love die yet still live, and then kill her and what possessed her!” He turned to look down the path in front of him. ”I am not afraid! I have power over my mind!” He shouted again. The burning in his chest crescendoed, and a small portal appeared. He stepped through, and found himself on a small stone platform, deep underground, surrounded by a sea of Light. The Purest Light he had ever seen. ”Gods above…” He whispered in awe. ”I’ve done it.” @The Wandering Wizard @The Bookwyrm
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Happy birthday silhouette!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
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just bought a turntable and an AJR neotheater vinyl
gosh i’m gonna spend so much on vinyls
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um~ a tv show…? i’m not sure i’m sorry do enlighten me tho i’m curious
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Lol. Excited to respond to that.
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you gotta give some love to the oldies lol