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  1. Going_North_cal

    i dont want to get out of bed.

    i’m lovesick, melancholy, and downright depressed.

    i miss my love, i always miss her, but because she’s a thousand miles away, i miss her more: more than i’d like to admit.

    and i’m tired. it’s been a long week.

    i know usually i’m all chipper and happy and what not, sorry.

    not today. at least, not right now. maybe later.

    1. EmulatonStromenkiin

      EmulatonStromenkiin

      Oh, cousin. The burning darkness is. And yet, fear not. See the stars. There is yet hope.

    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      Hence why I slept on the floor. 

    3. Cash67

      Cash67

      I know exactly how you feel… it’s rough. I don’t have any advice but I will sit with you if you’d like. 

  2. Going_North_cal

    its been a long day..

    i’m in a bit of a mood rn, remembering a lot of past traumas, not of my own free will

    could i get some kind comments please?

    and also..

    why can’t i cry? why do i always have to smile why can’t i just break for a bit sometimes you know? i can’t cry my body won’t let me but i want to cry so so bad

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    2. The Aspiring Archivist

      The Aspiring Archivist

      crying is hard

    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

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      why can’t i cry? why do i always have to smile why can’t i just break for a bit sometimes you know? i can’t cry my body won’t let me but i want to cry so so bad

      Dude I feel this in my BONES. I think a big part of it is drinking enough water, yk? I actually set some alarms on my phone today to set me up for a better hydration journey… haha. Sorry, that’s not relevant. I think if you really really just want/need to cry, what helps me is putting on some really sad songs (I’ll post some down below) and then thinking about everything sad that’s happened to me and just really really wallow in it. That usually makes me cry. OR you could start the tears going with some onions—that way you can cry and make dinner at the same time :)

      sad/emotional songs: 

      Spoiler

      In the Stars by Benson Boone

      Lost Without You by Freya Ridings

      pretty much anything by Lewis Capaldi

      Trying My Best by Anson Seabra

      Happier Than Ever by Billie Eilish (swear warning) 

      TV by Billie Eilish (love this song smch)

      7th Grade by Sophie Pecora

      I hope this helps you Calano <333

    4. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      well i’ve just made a spotify playlist..

      idk if i’ll use it.

      we’ll see. still in a bit of a mood this morning. 

      …it’s probably because luna’s out of town to be honest

  3. Going_North_cal

    it’s cold tonight..

    thoughts of you warm me up,

    but your arms around me would make me warmer.

  4. Going_North_cal

    okay this is a three-in-one post:

    first: me in a cardigan. also take note of my hairstyle, which is my normal hairstyle.

    Spoiler

    IMG_5393.HEIC

    second/third: me after swimming. see the fun new different hair style that i was actually digging.

    Spoiler

    IMG_9725.HEIC

     

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    2. The Aspiring Archivist

      The Aspiring Archivist

      Microsoft photos wants me to get some sort of extension to see the pictures

    3. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      why are you using microsoft photos :skull:

      (on a completely unrelated note i wish the shard let you use emojis)

    4. The Aspiring Archivist

      The Aspiring Archivist

      I don't know what else to use

  5. Going_North_cal

    update on me texting my boss:

    like the top g he is, he said he’d give me some shorter shifts

    and i did the math:

    i’ll still be making 600-800 dollars per paycheck, give or take, which is more than enough to pay for everything i need lol.

  6. Going_North_cal
    yes good for you fadran lol
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  8. Going_North_cal

    just texted my boss

    bc 9 hour shifts SUCK

    i can do long shifts, for sure, but 9 hours is a lot

    6-7, maybe 8, is much more bearable

    1. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      9 hours? 
      dang. 

    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      yep

    3. Cash67

      Cash67

      As you should  Hope that it turns out in your favor

  9. Going_North_cal

    i’ve said it before, i’ll say it again

    waiting for a future with luna is AGONIZING

    hnggghghggggg my brain always gets so down when she leaves

    1. That1Cellist

      That1Cellist

      It must be exciting

      To look forward to a future

      Blood is beautiful until it dries.

      And my futures

      Do not last

    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      that’s a tad concerning there, cellist

      u good?

    3. That1Cellist

      That1Cellist

      Mmmmmmmm

      I… I don’t know

  10. Going_North_cal

    every time you post an SU i get excited because i hope it’ll be my commission lmao

    i’m just excited for it

    1. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      …:sweat:

      Soon, Calano. Soon. 
      *nervous laugh*

    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      lol it’s fine take ur time :P

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  12. Going_North_cal
    that’s what i did
  13. Going_North_cal
    wizard i love you thank you i will employ this tactic tonight after work i can see it working in my head
  14. Going_North_cal
    likewise for me!! because it’s thanksgiving break, i can go and not worry about missing school. i’ve convinced my parents to go to utah that week for thanksgiving so we don’t have to pay exorbitant amounts to fly me and my mother for dragonsteel. excited to go :))
  15. Going_North_cal
    um if anyone has tips for this thing in tears of the kingdom please help me
  16. Going_North_cal

    petition for lucky charms to do a gay themed box…

    all the marshmallows are different pride flags :]

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    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      …

      you know what, that’s not super bad. i was worried for a sec, but i guess that’s just past experience. you’ve got opinions, and while i don’t agree with ‘em, i know you’re a good person.

      that politics comment i can get behind tho :/

      i don’t think less of ya

    3. The Paradoxical Phenomenon

      The Paradoxical Phenomenon

      Nice :)

      we still chill?

    4. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      yeah we still chill

  17. Going_North_cal
    *spins around in joy* it’s my one month of validation woo!!!
  18. Going_North_cal
    one can wonder and hope
  19. Going_North_cal
    MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 28 DAYS ITS DURING GAY MONTH WOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE GAY MONTH
  20. Going_North_cal
    HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVE HOW MY FELLOW GAYS DOIN CALL OUT WHO YOU ARE IM GENDER-FLUID, OMNI, AND DEMI
  21. Going_North_cal

    put the decals i got for christmas on my car

    finally

    i also got a car wash

    observe the stickers

    Spoiler

    IMG_5390.thumb.jpeg.51bfc89908aec34ae383c524269d7f2b.jpeg

     

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    2. Szeth Pancakes

      Szeth Pancakes

      Don’t you mean a ko!los?

    3. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      i got ‘em for christmas from my parents

      they’re on the sandershop tho

    4. Lotus Blossom

      Lotus Blossom

      thank you!!

  22. Going_North_cal
    My decisions have infinitely more power than yours, weak human. Your pathetic Choices have led you to your predicament of anxiety and stress. The Navigator does not approve of such coarse language in The Experience. Please, let’s all be civil here. I would hate to see another person in your life replaced.
  23. Going_North_cal
    The Navigator wishes to see what humanity does when presented with sub optimal opportunities to choose. And I wish to see you all suffer. Therefore, our business arrangement is successful.
  24. Going_North_cal
    The Navigator navigates. You only choose. I am the bridge between the two. It is not he that is in charge.
  25. Going_North_cal
    Thank you for your question, @The Bookwyrm. The Navigator navigates many, many things. Countless worlds. He knows many things because of his navigation.
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