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  1. started reading the fault in our stars

    wish me luck in not crying

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    2. Ranryu

      Ranryu

      But I love mayo sandwiches…

      I’ve heard that book is very emotional . Good luck.

    3. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      yes i’ve heard the same thank you

    4. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      Cry it out I say. Let the book make you feel the story in your bones that you ache when the characters are gone.

      I think I might read it soon. I need more to read :P

  2. Second Everley scene.

    @Kajsa :)

    Spoiler

    Hadley turned from the campfire, glancing towards the treeline for a second. She did a double-take, noticing a flash of blond peeking out from behind one of the trees.

    “Hadley?” Everett asked, turning towards her.

    Chills crept up Hadley’s spine as she turned towards Everett.

    Except she found herself looking at Jaeger.

    She turned back to the forest. Turner crept out from behind the tree.

    “Really?” He asked, sounding so broken, “You still chose him? After what he did to me?”

    “No..” Hadley whispered, her breathing speeding up, “No, it’s not him.”

    She turned back to Jaeger. “Hadley,” He said, a grim smile on his face, “He was in my way. You must understand, I did it for you, of course.”

    “No, you didn’t, you wanted the throne,” She said, and she turned to look back at Turner.

    He was suddenly right in front of her. She jumped back, landing on her bottom.

    “Look what he did to me!” Turner shouted, gesturing to his chest, his white tunic slowly growing more red with blood that spread outward from the center.

    Hadley screamed.

    People slowly came into view around her. Those she’d killed, in exchange for info on Jaeger from Ludwig.

    They whispered. Insults, questions, but most simply stared. They glared at her.

    Stared into her soul, drawing forth such guilt, Hadley found it difficult to think of anything else.

    It threatened to consume her.

    She couldn’t breathe. She screamed again, scrambling back further. Jaeger stood, walking over to her.

    “Get away from me!” She screamed, swatting at him.

    “You can’t escape me,” He said, “I’ll always be near you.”

    Then he faded, replaced by a very concerned looking Everett. Everyone else around her faded as well. Everett grabbed her by the shoulders, shaking her. His hands were tense, tight.

    “Hadley!” He shouted, “Snap out of it!”

    “Everett,” She said, voice breaking, “Everett.”

    She began to cry, breathing heavily.

    Everett took her into his arms as she sobbed.

    “Whatever you saw,” He said softly, “It wasn’t real. Whoever was there, they aren’t there. I won’t let them ever come near you.”

    Hadley just cried into his shoulder.

    “I let him die,” She whispered, “I watched him die.”

    “Who?”

    “Turner,” She said, her voice muffled by Everett’s shirt, “I watched him die, witnessed his murder. Why must he haunt me?”

    “It’s all in your head, Hadley,” Everett said, his arms tightening slightly.

    Hadley made a noncommittal sound of agreement.

    Everett held her. Her breathing slowed.

    Everett didn’t let go.

    Not for a while.

    When he finally did, he looked at Hadley, studying her face.

    “Doing a bit better?” He asked, brushing some of her hair out of her face.

    She nodded. “I’m sorry,” She mumbled.

    “Don’t be,” Everett said, giving her another hug, “It happens.”

    Hadley took a deep, shaky breath, allowing herself to, for the moment, feel loved.

     

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    2. InfiniteInsanity

      InfiniteInsanity

      Wait... you got him... woah.

    3. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      my brilliant work conversed him

      im so proud

    4. Morningtide

      Morningtide

      All of these are so good! How do you make me feel the feels when you write?!?!? 

  3. anything else people would want me to write Everley scenes about???

    im accepting prompts :]

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    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      @The Bookwyrm

      go down an SU on my profile and read the one i wrote last night

    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      @CalanoCorvus do a relapse one. Go crazy with it. (Just for a refresher—relapses are like PTSD of Hadley’s trauma, if you have questions ask)

    4. Going_North_cal
  4. I present...

    My first Everley scene.

    @Kajsa :) @The Wandering Wizard @Anyone Else Who Wants To Read

    Spoiler

    Everett looked over his shoulder at Hadley, pressing a finger to his lips.

    He turned forward, and slowly crept across the forest floor. He crept up behind a fallen tree trunk, and looked over it.

    Hadley crept up next to him, peeking over as well.

    “What’re we looking at?” She loudly whispered, a mischievous smile dancing across her face.

    Everett clapped a hand over her mouth instinctively. “Do you not know what,” He said, then made the shush motion with his finger again, “Means?”

    Hadley shook her head. Everett frowned. Hadley raised an eyebrow. Everett made the motion again, more emphatically, then peeked back over the log, removing his hand from over Hadley’s mouth. 

    “But seriously,” Hadley said, “What’re we looking at?”

    Everett pointed. “That.”

    Hadley squinted. The moonlight wasn’t as bright as she’d like it to be: The canopy above was rather thick, but she could faintly make out a large silhouette, a few yards away.

    “Know what that is?” Everett asked, leaning a bit closer. Hadley became acutely aware of the light warmth coming off his skin.

    “No…” She said.

    “That’s the biggest buck I’ve ever seen,” He said, eyes alight with wonder.

    “Are we gonna kill it?” Hadley asked.

    Everett looked at her and blinked.

    “...No?” She asked.

    Everett turned back to looking at the silhouette. “How can you see that far?” Hadley asked, “It’s so dark out.”

    “I’ve got good night vision,” Everett said simply.

    Hadley frowned. “It is a very pretty silhouette,” She said.

    Everett grinned.

    “Yes,” He said, “It is.”

    He sat back against the log, facing the way they’d come, and sighed, looking up at the canopy.

    Hadley sat next to him.

    “Something on your mind?” She asked simply, looking at him with wide eyes.

    Everett turned to look at her. “Do you ever not read emotions so well?”

    Hadley grinned, “Yes,” She said, “Occasionally.”

    Everett looked at her for a second.

    “You’re lying,” He said softly, “I can tell.”

    “Oh, can you?” Hadley asked.

    Everett just looked at her.

    Hadley felt red slowly creeping up into her cheeks.

    “What’re you looking at me like that for?” She asked.

    “Just admiring another pretty silhouette,” He said quietly, and rather quickly. It was glaringly obvious he was incredibly nervous.

    The red in Hadley’s cheeks blazed to crimson.

    She was suddenly both very aware of all the little details in Everett’s face, as well being very grateful that little light was getting through the thick canopy above them.

    “Was there… a reason you brought us out here?” She asked.

    “Yes,” Everett said, eyes darting down to her lips and then back up again, “I just have a simple question.”

    Hadley raised an eyebrow, her heart rate reaching a nervous crescendo.
    “And it is…” She said, gesturing with her hand for him to continue.

    “Do you have feelings for anybody?”

    Hadley blinked, slightly taken aback. Slowly, she said, “Yes…”

    “Is it… me?” Everett asked, a small grin spreading across his face, his wheat colored eyes gleaming in the subtle moonlight.

    By the stars, he was cute.

    “No…” Hadley said, eyes darting to the side.

    Everett grinned wider, and leaned in a bit.

    “You’re lying,” He whispered, “I can tell.” Then he pressed his lips to Hadley’s, only for a second, before backing away slightly.

    Hadley blinked, then grabbed Everett by the shirt, dragging him into another kiss.

    He wrapped his arms around her, holding her close, as if he would never let go.

    She fell into him, not ever wanting to break off this kiss.

    But, as a human, she had to breathe. Air was rather important.

    So, it broke off.

    “That was… absolutely adorable,” Hadley said, “You dork.”

    Everett laughed, peeking over the trunk. “He’s looking our way,” He said.

    “And you’re not looking my way,” Hadley said, pulling him down into another kiss.

    Everett leaned closer into this kiss, hands roaming down to Hadley’s hips, dragging her closer, as if she was still too far. Hadley held his face, kissing him deeply.

    They broke off, looking at each other.

    “You’re prettier than any buck,” Everett said, and Hadley realized how she’d longed to hear words like those from him.

    “We’d better get back,” She whispered, “Wouldn’t want to get in trouble too much.”

    “We’ll still have to keep up appearances,” Everett said, “You’ll still have to be an… enemy.”

    “You’ll know I don’t mean it,” She said, looking at him, “Not one bit.”

    With that, they stood, and walked back towards camp.

    Feedback (or gleeful shouts) are appreciated.

    1. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW CALANOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT :loudly-crying: :wub: you just made my day i'm going to go cry out of happies now 

    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      thank youuuuuu :))))

      it was WAYY too much fun to write.

      feels nice to flex my fingers again, write smth romantic.

    3. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      I agree. Twas a lovely scene that made me happy though more melancholy as well xD

  5. @Kajsa :) 

    Boutta do a warm-up Everley scene...

    Finally getting around to it.

    Sorry it took so long my maybe-depression-idrk-whatever-it-is has been interfering with motivation to do things.

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    2. The Wandering Wizard
    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      SJLKADJFLKAHFS I'M SO FRICKING EXCITED 

    4. Morningtide

      Morningtide

      we love the not-depression-probably-but-who-knows-i-just-don't-care-at-the-moment days. 

  6. Scene #118: Backstory for my new DND character, Ekron Sirreus, Paladin/Bard Multiclass.
  7. shapeshifting. but it's only famous endangered species and you can't change back for a week. think about it for a moment. see why it sucks?
  8. my brother has a railroad spike he brought from utah…..

    guys he’s gonna try and make a hemalurgic construct i’m scared.

    IMG_5608.HEIC

    1. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      Hehe he absolutely better.

    2. Potato's Wit
  9. just went and saw Hairspray with Luna.

    twas a good show.

    also my lightsabers here.

    AND ITS SOOOO WORTH THE EXTRA 100 DOLLARS

    1. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Lightsaber pictures, noooow

    2. Morningtide

      Morningtide

      Hairspray is fun!

      Lightsabers happen to be better imo :P 

  10. any evidence Brando got inspiration from King Arthur and the Knights Of Justice for the Knights Radiant? big cool armor, rhyshadium, and oversized swords…

  11. time: 4:44 AM.

    currently doing: watching 10 week old mini golden doodle that is now mine. he likes to bite things. he’s finally settled down, and i’m running on two and a half hours of real sleep. i’m here watching him for two more hours at least.

    do i wanna cry from the sheer exhaustion and difficulty this is? absolutely.

    am i able to? nope. idk why but my body and mind won’t let me cry.

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    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      update: it’s 7:20, boutta get dressed, everyone’s awake, doggo is chill ig, but i am still SO TIRED.

    3. EmulatonStromenkiin

      EmulatonStromenkiin

      I haven't been able to cry for six years.

    4. The Aspiring Archivist

      The Aspiring Archivist

      fatigue can certainly be one of the harder things to deal with. Try to get rest when you can, maybe do something you enjoy. But if you don't feel like you can do anything that's alright too.

      Let me know if you want to talk, sorry that I don't have much to help

  12. driving home today

    we have a loud ass puppy…

    so we are driving the whole way there instead of stopping at a hotel. this decision was made AFTER we woke up, which means we didn’t wake up early enough to make sure we get home at a decent time.

    as such we’re getting home around 4 am.

    on the bright side i get to go hang out with luna for more of tomorrow.

    but still… 4 am…

    1. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      I’m all too familiar with that ungodly hour of the morning :P all last summer I had to get up at 4 to get on a bus with a bunch of rowdy kids so I could walk through corn fields to pull tassels off the stalks till my hands bled. I was up to my knees in water cuz my rain boots had a leak and was in constant danger of passing out. Also had like three different kids hitting on me… lmaooooo. I’m doing it again this year. We start in July :D 

      Also have fun with Toast and Luna :D

    2. I'm KENough

      I'm KENough

      That sounds just lovely

      Nimm das L

  13. Spoiler

    this is my new dog.

    ten week old golden doodle, we’ve named him Toast. never had a dog before, so i’m very excited.

    i love him so much already.

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    2. I'm KENough

      I'm KENough

      Yes, She only barks when she hears the Lord : D

    3. Going_North_cal
    4. Morningtide

      Morningtide

      Very cute dog! Golden doodles are the cutest

  14. guys

    i think i have depression

    i… do not like this. i did my research. i know what can cause it, i know the symptoms.

    i’m still just a kid… my parents probably wouldn’t be happy if i told them.

    i’ll probably tell them anyway, and tell my therapist so she can help me.

    hopefully i can recieve either a diagnosis of it or a diagnosis of not having it from my doctor soon.

    i… don’t want to have depression. but after the things that have happened to me, it’s not surprising.

    im scared. a double whammy of depression AND anxiety is… not fun.

    help.

  15. UNMADE UNMADE UNMADE

    which unmade am i i think i’m Sja-Anat

    1. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      OooooooOOOooooh

      Sja Anat.

      Taker of Secrets...

      I want more Sja-Anat as much as I want to learn more about Ba-Ado-Mishram.

    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      yesssss

      i want to know more about both BAM and Dai-Gonarthis

  16. my sister: *talking ab her future marriage and what she wants to happen*

    my dad: that's kinda jumping the gun, why don't you finish high school first?

    me in the back: ...

    1. Thaidakar the Ghostblood
    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      HAHA THIS MADE MY DAY SO MUCH BETTER

    3. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      in my head i was like

      ”i’ve already half proposed…”

  17. The Study Calano looked at Emma, saw the dress she was wearing, and grit his teeth. ”Don’t call me that,” He said, “Not until I’m certain that you are again my raven.” He did not dismiss his Lightsword, nor did he sit opposite his wife. He stood, alert, untrusting. ”It doesn’t have to be this way, Emma,” Calano said, “I’m a god. I can help you. I can purge the Dark from you. I have the power, the Light of the Creator, to bring balance once more, and defeat Kaos.” “I know…” Calano said, voice catching, “I know you’re there somewhere. I know my wife is still there.” He held up his hand, showing the ring. ”This is not yet broken,” He said, “So I still hold hope.”
  18. i’m aware it’s origins. im just saying they all work :/
  19. @The Wandering Wizard

    insanity clinic.

    respond.

    battle time.

    1. The Wandering Wizard

      The Wandering Wizard

      I'm stuck on a phone and I've got some things I've got to do IRL first. But I can maybe respond later.

    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      Ooh a BATTLE?!!

    3. Thaidakar the Ghostblood
  20. the dictionary defines vorpal as 1. resulting in or capable of causing death. a fatal accident. 2. bringing ruin; disastrous. which still works… so… yeah
  21. i see you playin no mans sky….

    1. The Bookwyrm
    2. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      lol

      was it fun?

    3. The Bookwyrm

      The Bookwyrm

      Yeah, I guess. It's an interesting game.

  22. opinion:

    mistborn era 1 proves why america fails.

    america was founded on the principle that no leader was above the laws, that they were subject to the same rules as the people.

    this is very similar to what Elend tried to do in WoA.

    now, the world isn’t slowly being destroyed by Ruin, so i can’t say for sure that it’s perfectly similar. but, Elend later realizes how dumb a choice it is because nothing gets done, he gets booted out as king, and the city nearly falls apart.

    with HoA, he is Emperor, and his kingdom is still struggling, but this time because it’s literally the end of the world.

    america functions on the same principles Elend tried to install in WoA, and that is why it fails so much.

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    2. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      I both agree and disagree. Both systems are, inevitably flawed. They are not, however, the same system. Far from it. While Elend's government has their version of the house of representatives, they don't have the Senate or really any other part of government. 

      The system we have today was built on the basis that the crowd would generally make good choices. And the political parties were far, far different in purpose and idea then. (From what I've seen, that is. I might be completely wrong here.) They were more, it seems to me, there for constructive argument and giving the government a healthy dose of competition inside it. In the same vein as how Tom Doherty managed Tor, with a bit of competition to keep everyone on their toes so that they have a lot of different ideas going.

      While there was a lot of real competition back then, as we can see by looking at history, it was mostly good for the government. How we have it today is far, far different and way less successful imo. 

      There is a whole rabbit hole I could go down here...

    3. Going_North_cal

      Going_North_cal

      and i’m too tired to go down that rabbit hole lol

      fun topic though

    4. Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      Thaidakar the Ghostblood

      It is though. We should totally continue talking about this sometime.

  23. The Fortress In The Northern Sky Calano landed softly at the door to the keep. Summoning a short Lightsword, he pushed it open with a creak, and stepped inside. Slowly, he made his way towards where the presence of Emma was/m: The study. As he crept along, he thought. He pondered, he mused. At what was happening. At what had happened. How… how had this happened? His mind flashed back to his wedding day, and he remembered the utter jubilation he felt. The joy, the pure, pure Light that day had given him. And now… what had become of them. His ring had not broken, although TAArons bracelet had shattered a little while ago. But his ring, although not broken, glowed dimly. So long as the ring remained, glowing however brightly it could, not all hope was lost. The ring was proof his wife was there. The ring was proof his Emma still lived. And that she still loved him. No Kaos to influence that part of her soul, no dark deity manipulating her feelings. He knew and understood that now. He stepped up to the door of the study, opened it, then teleported to the other side of the room, in front of the fireplace: Embers lay in the hearth, glowing softly. He turned towards the rest of the room. And saw her. ”Hello, Emma,” Calano said, forcing himself to remain calm. @The Wandering Wizard
  24. just watched spider verse 2.

    100/10 movie (except for the cliffhanger)

    spoilers and my thoughts:

    Spoiler

    okay this movie was a wild, wild ride, and absolutely incredible i loved every damn second it was so good.

    the music, the animation, the voice acting, the story, it was all amazing.

    i can’t even- oh my gosh it was awesome.

    everything with gwen and miles is adorable, that shoulder touch scene was just “awwww.”

    miles getting sent to the wrong universe at the end… didn’t see that coming at all.

    im just “YES.”

    near-cry count:

    ’bout 8

    1. Morningtide

      Morningtide

      I can't wait to see it!

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