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Usseewa

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  1. 11 (i double-checked and was right cuz i aint watched much stranger things) 7 of 9 u mightve im agines me in one if my blog posts- the one where you suggested music. Oh, I actually met someone who knew of Sleep Theory, which was neat. (You were the one who suggested it and that Chinese song, right?) Why are you interested in Chinese stuff it seems, ?
  2. This kinda sounds familiar, like some old grunge song Also is that ur breathing in the background? I like it tho
  3. Uhhh The Earth is an oblong sphere? or... an "oblate spheroid?" kinda lame, everyone probably assumed/knew that already heh.
  4. Thanks for taking the time to give me that summary! *grins back*
  5. Very nice and descriptive I like it I won't say what's right or not SAME! When I saw it I immediately loved it lol There's something about it...
  6. I mean... I've had some moments of positive mood, but not necessarily related or fully related, as it's been going on for a little bit, idk how long maybe a week or two. But could be from it, too- or placebo effect or just happy to have HRT. Idk, maybe it doesn't matter the cause. Also uhhh.. Maybe some of the chest/breast soreness/tenderness everyone talks about, but I can't be sure. I've also just had weird body aches lately that are likely unrelated. But it's been not a week since starting and it's a low dose. But it's probably helping, even just being happy to have it. Uhhhhhh idk
  7. *forgets you are Wrath, yet again*

    lol allg tho

  8. Idk, don't ask me Ahh.. That brings back memories though Fond memories of staying up late reading OB or RoW
  9. Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Walls of Memories Markings on the wall— Symbols and icons that reference the life of a person you will never meet. It's art— The soul of a community— Spanning the ages—the lives. Shared ideas, thoughts, emotion, meaning. Erased—for order or cleanliness. Years and lives, gone, before I can add mine. Lines Lines—painful reminders triggering thoughts and images unwanted. Lines, murdering me from within my fragile mind. Lines—why must everything remind me of the body I'm stuck in? TW suicide - Lily
  10. Second time I've heard/seen that word today. The latter of three. Cool, I'll keep that in mind or promptly forget and come back to at a later date. Also yes I do a lot of stream-of-conscious, I think. (Going back to your original reply). I have a ten-page on in one of these entries.. edit: also, it's not really easy reading them lol, but I must
  11. Yeah, I read it. I'm caught up on all published Cosmere except Emberdark and maybe novellas like Aether, but ig that's not published? But anyway I technically finished SA in like half a year, give or take? I don't know exactly how long, but I followed a reading order I made based on ones I found online and so like my first book was WoK and then WaT was one of my last books, I think.
  12. Not necessarily a bad thing I haven't read in... months. Not much, anyway. Used to read more..
  13. I apologize if these are repetitive or stupid Whoa, italic emoji? Weeeeiiiirdd edit: nvm it went away lol Impossible I can't think—can’t speak, For if I do I will die. Though I'm already dying, My brain is frying, I'm on the brink, Yet I can't let myself think. I need to get better, I can't remember, Because memories are thoughts, And I must not return. Hovering I can't stand them Standing, hand on the back of my chair, Hovering while I'm suffering. Dress Code Useless rules, Absolute crap, Killing my joy— What makes me feel me. Being Me I just want to be me, Without all these comments, Innocent or not, it hurts, It's uncomfortable, It makes the thoughts resurface. Sound The voices won't stop, They yell all day, all night, Not letting me speak, Encouraging me to hurt again, To feel something, do something— To match their energy. They make me return, To the place I dreaded, Though now there's no escape, From the voices inside and out, No escape, From the torturous hell— The mirage of an oasis, The very hell I wanted to escape. A mimic of my hellish life, Torture machines, just noise— The very thing I wanted, Causing me the pain I ran from. - Lily
  14. Ah, yeah.. School.... Nope, but I got some today. And watched a bunch of movies and anime. And I mean a lot. Probably my favorite was Violet Evergarden
  15. [insert witty conversation finisher here] jk lol uhhh, how's life?
  16. Sorry for not posting in a bit, I've been goin' through some stuff and idk. Jen, or Night Life Finally, it was night again. Jen sighed in relief as she pulled the pink hoodie on. She was a different person at home—herself. She sat on her bed and opened her laptop—she could be herself, just… not like this. Jen put on her headphones and entered the world of her dreams—a place she could be around others and be herself. She could be Jen. - Lily
  17. Sigh Best not to dwell on it...? Missed y'all tho
  18. I'm gonna try to put all I wrote in the past three weeks (in terms of poems and short stories, etc.) into my document and then post it here. Heh..

  19. Also I didn't say but uhhh it was nice to see I helped, or at least was part of your journey/stuff
  20. Usseewa

    2025/12/31

    Oh, Theory... I cry for thee... An innocent and unknowing-yet-troubled being.
  21. So uhh funny thing happened, the other day that song came up and I thought of you
  22. What'd I miss hah.. but also it's cool
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