Usseewa

Woooo nice (sorry I'm not the best at feedback) is this an original world/magic system?

I like it Whill, Shaper, Willshaper?

Yeah, I'm out to everyone at this point. Also, do you mind responding to my new MHC post?

well... I was playing Minecraft with two other people, but we had our physical IRL bodies. One of the people was my teammate or something, and the other was trying to... kill us. The one trying to kill us could track us and had very good weapons, while we had nothing. My teammate had some stuff actually, but I had basically nothing. Me and my teammate ended up running very very far out, and got a little break. But then we saw the killer person was catching up (I guess we could track them too). We didn't have enough time to destroy the signs of our presence, so we started digging underground to hide (because I guess the tracking was off cuz dreams are weird, so we thought we could hide and the killer would pass by). However, it was very hard to dig and me barely made any progress and I tried covering up stuff and blocking view of me for when the killer would show up, but it didn't work and I was exposed on all sides basically... It was like if you've ever had a dream where you try running from something but you just can't. You keep slowing and having to... start running again. Or you are off balance or something. Then, I saw the killer a bit away (we were in a cave I guess). The killer saw us probably because they were soon there with us. I was basically panicking, because this was essentially my life on the line. There was... some inkling of being able to respawn but not really? Or maybe not. Idk, it was very dire. And I didn't really have any hope, I knew I would die. I was extremely outmatched, and could barely move aside or do anything aside from stumbling and fumbling. SH/Gore/Violence Before that (I think), it was IRL and people were deadnaming me by accident. And someone... said I should take pride or realize the importance in my old/dead name? And I was like "what!?" and they thought I was being rude or something... Yeah. Every time someone deadnames me (which isn't that often, thankfully...) it's just... it feels like I disconnect from reality? I also don't really know how to feel other times. But I just want it forgotten (my deadname). Then I had this weird thing that was... maybe a half-dream or something? Cuz I looked up sleep paralysis and hypnagogic hallucinations (which are common, usually harmless, hallucinations when you're falling asleep or something like that) a bit ago (cuz I look up random stuff and convince myself I have it...) So basically I might've been somewhat awake or completely asleep and just dreaming, idk. But I kept opening my eyes a little for like a second or less and then closing, and I heard stuff and imagined stuff... idk. The Minecraft dream was pretty terrifying cuz I was being chased, knowing I can't escape, can't rest, and will die (like, IRL die) if they caught me. What's 340?

I do remember the nightmare from last night

I agree with Aeo. You don't have to write a novel tho. You could do short stories. Though a "novel" would be fine too. Idk.

CW/TW: Self-harm, depression, possible interpretation as suicide/suicidal ideation, dissociation I think. Spoilered for the above CW/TW's. Also note that it might be a bit long. Sorry if it gets repetitive or whatever. I'm still posting my writing... and I'm trying to improve with my newer stuff. Note that the next entries will be posted one-per-day in the following days. I also took a bit of a break from writing... so there'll be less than you may think. If you feel I shouldn't have posted this or other depressing stuff, let me know, I guess. - Lily

SH

"huh" "I... I don't know.." *her brain implodes into a black hole, causing Star's to do the same*

The Longest Thread https://www.17thshard.com/forums/topic/68760-the-longest-thread-misadventures/ It's like an RP or something idk, but has been going on for a while and is literally the longest thread on the site These are totally tubular lol btw I added Star's Law and CG0Z's Law, is there any I missed? Looks like Coder's Proposition hasn't been fully accepted yet? What about Ink's proposed Law? Ink's: "Can I propose a law that no one ever understands what's happening, and if anyone begins to, Star immediately dies?" Coder's: "Yeah Physics kinda just... doesn't here. Tbh rules are kinda just arbitrary you can chose not to follow them, and that also applies to physics now, we decided" Sorry lol I can't keep up with this thread but I love it That's kinda sweet lol I agree

yeah, that's a good idea.. I'm talking to a crisis hotline again edit: update, I'm feeling much better, for now. I think it helped to talk about stuff. I'll try to.. stay strong until I can meet with my therapist. But yeah.

yeah ... that could be something I'm feeling

thanks.. I know it can be hard to give advice sometimes. CW/TW SH, suicide

I feel like crying right now I feel overstimulated even though there's no one around The Shard takes 10-20 seconds to load each page. I have work to do. My stomach is somewhat hungry (I skipped lunch...) and I know it's probably making it harder. I just feel so depressed it's probably obvious to others. I don't want to talk to anyone but I also do. I think I'm afraid of what will happen I guess. Also my therapist cancelled so the next session is later than it was going to be. I don't want to use a hotline because last time it was over an hour and I don't have much time to spare. Sooner or later people are gonna notice and ssk if I'm okay or something and bring attention to me that I don't want, and it's hard for me to lie and keep shrugging it off or giving lame answers. Too much to take into account when I'm making up the answers. I started a new med, so I guess that's supposed to make me feel better. I'm already depressed, so it's fine if I say something about being depressed. I can't talk about self-harm, because no one knows. I also won't be able to lie if somehow the topic of lunch comes up. I can say I forgot, which is pretty believable, but still. Also.. (SH I guess)

i mean not the cheating part.. probably not. i'd just end up hating myself a lot and being miserable.. actually it kinda did happen (not the cheating), where I was so stuck on a test and thought i was gonna do poorly. ended up getting a 98 somehow. but I was miserable that day.

ado... that's some story. I could see that happening to me.

why text file can you paste it instead

i don't really feel like eating i ate some earlier i still eat each day, 3 meals, just not usually big enough but yeah ... did i not post this? huh..

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