Usseewa

make sure u set the instruments and tempo dont forgoet the bottomblue dots too tho idk if they make it sound good so sob *

2^7

the first few little few seconds of Caramel, my attempt (it doesnt use full 10 secons and isnt the best lol) (Btw if anyone else sees this, it's from a song but i tried making the start of it at Verde's suggestion) caramel_start_1.wav u know... a suicidal person might wanna hit a vein. luckily for lily she's not suicidal prolly. but anywa..... try not to relapse eddit: made another (original) Fire (Plays good on loop) Fire.wav

Ado, that's exactly how I feel... i mean i cant exfoliate until it heals no space. ive had to be careful i can try hot water... as an additional source of pain. i wonder how long i can leave hand under... idk anyway... this turned into sh lol sry

wataevs idk tbh i mean i learned abt it and i like to do it i want to bleed i like cutting and having cuts its fun shrug i rlly gotta figure that out

hell nahhh i been cutting every day for like a week and i aint stoppin nowwww maybe soon, perhaps. or i could just cut in better places

niceee i dont know what im lookin at cuz i dont know music but good job

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh record for what? self-harm? most cuts, longest time clean? ohhh i thought u said "lemme see if i (verde) can beat my (verde's) record"

self-harm (not in hours, dw) but idk, not much. the shard. some studying. but i also talked a lot with therapist and felt happy afterward.

go ahead! i love it when people inspire each other to be creative or share stuff or stuff

hey, ty! u finally got past 67 posts i see

yeah ok ok.. also somehow im happy rn, have been for hours, it's weeeirrd sigh i literally cannot use the mouse tho, especially the scroll wheel it hurrttsss

why does my arm hurt when i use a mouse i mean i know why but

ok but i cant do it now i have too much

true

..CML? anyway I GOTTATA GOOOOOO

.... chrome music lab song maker its the only thing i know of, really i used it a while back lol

I basically have no valuable expereinece with music making but i figured i'd add this to my createive pursuits BTW I USED ELECTRIC INTERNET STUFF, i dont own any instruments lol and couldnt play them if i did Birth Birth.wav Beyond the End BeyondTheEnd.wav Melodic (Good on loop) Melodic.wav Drum Drum.wav Reversal Reversal.wav Conversation Conversation.wav ..lmk what u think, ig? shrug i'll probablhy do more hopefully improve - Luly

DEPRESSSION IS SO WONDERFULLLLELLEKEKDJDJDJDJDNNENWNWNWNANSSSNSNSNSNJWJWJWJEME I'M GONNA GO DO SOMETHING PROACTIVE CALLED STUDDDDDDEPRESSIONYING HAHHWHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHH that's basically what my notes look like, except with more typos and not really any allcaps because it's too tiring edit: what the ado, i forgor i posted this

i literally half to if i want to live pretty much not really, but it feels like that sometimes i struggle with procrastination lol do u? it's not the same as laziness well not always I guess

Lol

+ ratio L ily (DEATHNOTE SPOILERS)

90+TREE(2)

91(1)