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So here is a dream
That I had last night
That felt way too real.
I don’t remember too much, but I do remember that it was in the future: specifically the one I want most, with me and Luna together (obviously)
The other main thing I remember is this:
I had a son. He was in the dream. It felt so real, both him, and my fatherly instincts to protect him at all costs.
He had Luna’s eyes, and dark dirty blonde hair. He had this huge grin on his face, and the love I felt in that moment, even if it was just a dream, was so powerful, I can’t begin to describe it.
It was surreal, incredible, and downright awe inspiring. I’m both in shock it happened, and sad it ended.
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Remember that book of letters I’m giving Luna for our anniversary?
That gets here today.
Between 11-3.
About a week early. Nice.
And the Way of Kings arrived yesterday, so I annotate that tmrw to distract myself from food bc i’ll be fasting.
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There’s a song called It’s Alright, It’s Okay, by Linus from the Stars.
Its super good. I want to share the lyrics, and I encourage you to go listen to it, along with more of Linus’ music.
SpoilerI have been blind
Life is an odyssey and flaws are by design
Won't let them pull me down
Starting to see
Somewhere 'tween who I was and who I ought to be
There's magic to be found
Crystalline crash over me 'cause I define reality
Never seen a diamond so bright
(Never seen a diamond so bright)
I just really want to say
Hold on tight, it's alright, it's okay
Shattered dreams of yesterday
Don't lose sight, it's alright, it's okay
Now I know, it’s alright, it’s okay
Eager to fall
‘Cause worn like embroidery it barely hurts at all
As long as I carry on
Sparkle with pride
Shower the tears and cracks with color and delight
And moondust to go along
Future is now
Today is a wondrous chance to rise and move about
Unwise to set aside
Hard as may seem
Even the smallest step's a leap toward your dream
Least you can do is try
Crystalline crash over me 'cause I define reality
Never seen a diamond so bright
(Never seen a diamond so bright)
I just really want to say
Hold on tight, it's alright, it's okay
Shattered dreams of yesterday
Don't lose sight, it's alright, it's okay
Now I know, it’s alright, it’s okay
Don't be dismayed by the vows that were made
When elation is far overdue
You'll find the despair isn't quite so severe
Holding on to the star that is you
I keep the dread in a sweet flower bed
‘Cause I know what it's like to be me
Won't be defined by the clouds in my mind
When there's splendor as far as can see -
Hello.
Yesterday I told my girlfriend some rather… damning information about something I’ve been struggling with for a years.
And yes, I know she’s my girlfriend, and if anyone will understand and be helpful, it’ll be her. Despite this very clear knowledge, my anxiety did not help.
But it is okay. Better than okay.
I told her, and she said exactly what I needed to hear.
”Thank you for telling me. This doesn’t change the way I think of you.”
Getting this out to her was the step I wanted to take the most, because a good relationship requires near-total if not total transparency between each partner.
So, I’ve said that. And she’s still here.
Life sure is grand.
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ladies and gentlemen.
it is with great pleasure that i inform you,
im not racist
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The new copy of The Way Of Kings gets here tomorrow afternoon.
I start annotating on Sunday.
I know what kind of annotations she wants, so I’m gonna have a lot of fun with this.
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me: *looks at my profile page*
also me: *sees i’ve won 64 days*
also also me: hehe >:} a stack of days.
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pls give tips on annotating The Way of Kings.
Luna says she’ll probably read it if i annotate it
how do i annotate what do y’all do
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why is Turning Out by AJR
such
a powerful
song
i do not understand
but every time i hear this song
so much happens in my head
it
hits different
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Bondsmith
BONDSMITH
