kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

@The Halcyon Girl has reminded me over the past few days how terrible i am at chess

beware everybody

ok guys stop wait this is crazy

im actually in like genuine shock right now

so basically lately i’ve been feeling like i’m in an art block and just not making any progress

abd then i looked back to a piece i did a year ago

and—

and—

and i literally was dying 

and i’m gonna publicly embarrass myself and post them here (even though most of y’all have already seen them)

they’re actually of the same character

this was april 1st 2023 

this was april 8th 2024

the iMpRoVeMeNt like BRUH

ok i know i already sent you an email, but HAPPY SCUDDING BIRTHDAY YOU OLD MAN

WE LOVE YOU

(for a birthday present maybe we should rep-bomb him into magically winning the day--

is that... even allowed--)

also here's a present for you

Favorite lines from the scene so far:

(consider this a very vague, rubbish teaser lol)

( @shortcake, @The cheeseman, @Experience, @Edema Rue )

*cries*

you guys this nightmare is going so horribly

idk if it's just my writing brain but like

maybe i just need to read it out loud--

OH MY CHASMS WAIT

I HAVE A LITTLE SISTER

*GASP*

SISTER SOUNDING BOARD TIME, LET'S GO

i'll try and post by the weekend lol, i want it to actually be decent when i put it up xD

THANKS FOR YOUR PATIENCE LOVE Y'ALL <33333333333333333

i’m gonna do my best to post the nightmare scene today. it might be hard cuz i don’t have a lot of laptop classes today lol but we’re gonna try anyway! i’ll ping anyone who wants to read it (i already gotchu down, cheesie and eddie ) when i put it up!

k so funny story

i was getting ready for school this morning and i looked in the mirror and i was like “omg ok slayyy ”

and then throughout the day i was like semiconscious of my hair becoming slightly oily because we’re on hair day three and also i spilled ketchup on my pants at lunch

and i realized halfway through the day how low-effort my outfit looked (not that that’s a bad thing lol, everyone else was just kinda dressed up)

i was like trying to convince myself that it was probably fine and i didn’t have to worry abt it

and then i got home, looked in the same mirror, and literally saw 

and the first thought that went through my brain was “it is as i feared”

…

…does this happen to anyone else??

just me?

ok…

on the other hand, my whole entire body is sore and i have absolutely no clue why

GUYS IM WRITING NOVA A NIGHTMARE

AND ITS SO GOOD

ITS SO GOOD I CANT EVEN

guys

guys toothpaste is just teeth soap

here’s more of my OC Nova! She’s angry/sad in the first scene because she and her boyfriend kinda fell out but she doesn’t remember why because she lost her memory from the past two weeks, and he’s not really willing to talk about it 

and so she’s really confused and nothing makes sense and it’s aggravating so she goes and beats up her bedpost and ends up with injured hands and so they end up lookin like this

but yep i had like 30 minutes this morning to doodle so these just exist now

ok so remember when i said said that my ren faire outfit is too hot cuz there’s too many layers?

i’m gonna put together a few different options and i want y’all to help me choose :3

thanks in advance!!!

don’t ever take fundip powder (or anything of the sort) straight

it’s not worth it unless you want to have a brush with death due to asphyxiation 

your eyes burn and well up and you can’t see anything

and your body is like trying to cough and throw up at the same time

while you’re hacking into the sink, trying to breathe

and when you finally do it burns like heck

don’t do it you guys

0/10 do not recommend

guys

GUYS

today’s a palindrome

4/20/2024

4202024

Holy scud it’s your birthday!!!

Happy birthday Panda!!! <33333333

*raises mug of root*
also the first episode of your webtoon????

ok so i didn’t get my work done before 4:30

but imma still post a song

i’m playing piano on this one so tempo might get a lil weird in spots, and also the vocal run on the third-to-last word got messed up cuz my fingering got weird on the piano and i started panicking T~T

but enjoy!

this is Au Revoir by OneRepublic, covered by Kajsa in the piano room with not-so-great acoustics 

(and yes i know you didn’t ask for it but you’re getting it anyways. as well as some freya ridings that’ll come out a lil later tonight or sometime over the weekend)

nobody:

literally nobody:

every single worksheet/page of notes i own, for actually no reason: 

to have someone head over heels for you

and not being able to reciprocate

is like the worst feeling ever

tempted to write a poem about it

ON THE OTHER HAND

today was amazing

idk why it just was

and i got three whole assignments done in just my spare minutes during classes

THREE!!!

i have three more to do before i’m done for the day, and i’m saving the other six for tomorrow. or later today, i dunno. 

BUT IM GONNA BE HELLA PRODUCTIVE!!! and it’s gonna be awesome!!! 

and if i get it all done before 4:30 i’ll post a song

 let’s do this :determined-smile:

guys help

i'm so burnt out

i can't even like

write a poem about it

i'm so done

i just want school to go away

and never come back

LIKE WHY DO I HAVE TO MAKE 85 ANNOTATIONS ON THIS 8 PAGE PACKET?!?!?! i got it today

it's due tomorrow

and it's a *test grade*

like WHUT

ugh i'm so done

but yeah i'm feeling burnt out

and stuck

and empty

ok i know i’ve posted twice already today

but

heres a mini life-update

you guys 

i have discovered a way

to access school-blocked websites 

Sometimes, instrumental music just hits DIFFERENT. Sacrifice by Alan Lennon (which i'm sure i've talked about before) is especially beautiful. It's just so raw and yet dramatic and it tells such an emotional story. It actually reminds me of a scene in my series where one of the main characters, who was very close to the FL, dies (hehe @The Halcyon Girl knows what i'm talkin' 'bout). It's the FL's breaking point, and her built-up pain suddenly overflows into this moment of utter and complete defeat. I literally have chills right now. Here it is on spotify, and here's a youtube version. 

Ahhhhh it's just so scrumptious 

Here's a mix of similar music I like to listen to on Youtube, as well as this one (2 hrs), this one (40 mins), and also this one (1 hr), all of which I highly recommend. I especially enjoy them during writing sessions. You'll probably like them if you enjoy Tommee Profitt and fantasy movie soundtracks. I love them so much oh my hailstorms i literally can't

It’s Tuesday! I’m actually kinda excited for choir today, and math shouldn’t be so bad! the only class i was like “eh” on today is english but it wasn’t even that bad

HAVE A GOOD DAY PEOPLES

life is weird