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  1. you're totally fine! i hear this one has intense side effects for the first little while but then really improves, but there is a percentage of people who it just doesn't work for. hopefully it works alright for me!
  2. hey friends! i know it's been a little while since i posted. how's everyone doing?

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    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      holy freaking moly

      i was supposed to be in a million APs but i just couldn't do it with my mental health lol so kudos soldier

      did you like them? did you do them for college credit or just cuz?

    3. SpiritOfWrath

      SpiritOfWrath

      I liked all of them minus capstone


      I hast posted many sus about capstone

    4. SpiritOfWrath

      SpiritOfWrath

      Physics teacher was friends dad so that was cool and fav class other than maybe art

  3. heyyyy guys. i'm not very active here, but i've posted a couple times. i've had a pretty rough mental health journey and have been depressed and anxious for the past several years (probably more. can't remember the last time i felt "normal"). i also live with chronic pain and fatigue, symptoms of ADHD, OCD, and executive dysfunction, so things have been pretty rough for a while. however, i went to the doctor on thursday and we sort of accidentally halfway on purpose (idek) got into a conversation about my mental health and my doctor put me on medication. soooo i guess we'll see if it helps? if anybody here has experience with Lexapro i'd love to hear since that's what i got put on. thanks guys :))
  4. i have a different kind of love for Canary in a Coal Mine

    (by the crane wives)

  5. bro ive not been following you this whole time???

  6. my mom say it would be hard for me if i speak in word with just one sound for all of day and i say i try

    so far i just have like five times when i say word with more than one sound 

    i am good at this game

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    2. Cash67

      Cash67

      Much fun is had with this hard task. When do task, task less hard. I should learn from my own words. 

    3. WhyEverNot_8

      WhyEverNot_8

      is more fun when use less word when you not need to

      i mean like I could type a whole thing out here with right word use and stuff and it would still be less sounds but has less ha ha  

      more fun to speak like this and use less word

    4. Through the Living Hope
  7. lately, ive been trying to romanticize my life more because i struggle with moderate to severe depression and i felt like maybe romanticizing everything could help me reframe

    and one thing that's really helped (and also helps when i'm anxious) is listening to classical music. like. all the time

    listen to it while i'm doing my makeup

    listen to it while i'm doing my hair

    listen to it while i'm getting dressed

    while i'm doing my nails

    while i'm making food

    and it has helped a surprising amount. idk. it makes me feel like i'm in a cute lil period drama and it's also like super calming 

    i recommend giving it a try

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    2. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      Yeah for some reason the closest local classical station won’t connect to my radio😔

    3. The cheeseman

      The cheeseman

      Quote

       You know

       

      Metal is derived from classical music—it was a large inspiration for structure and flair.

       

      so basically I already do this. 

      I always knew deep down that Sabaton was classical music

    4. SpiritOfWrath

      SpiritOfWrath

      Yeah

      Its good to know that “A Gunshot to the Head of Trepidation” has those roots.

  8. if i was a color

    what color would i be

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    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      wow, i wasn't expecting such poetic answers 

      you guys are so sweet 🥹

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    4. CoderDrag0n8

      CoderDrag0n8

      well I do dabble in poetry so

      it's par for course

  9. currently achieving my dream of being a cute pinterest girlie

    slow and steady but it is happening and i am so happy

    i feel so cute

    1. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      Yay!

      I love when that happens :3

  10. me because i got through nine and a half hours straight every day last week of not looking at my phone but all of a sudden my attention span is COOKED

    what the sigma bro

    idk what happened but i can't go like 5 minutes without looking at my phone this is bad

    please send help

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    2. CoderDrag0n8

      CoderDrag0n8

      Yesssssss book

      Have I tried to convert you to the best book of all time yet

      if you are open to recomendations, that is

    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      im not sure if you have or not

      i do have a crazy long TBR list

    4. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      i think thats the second time in like past time I've been on shard hearing wt∑, i think first time was from u you too2

       

      shut ur phone off so harder to turn on (more time)

      hide it/put in backpack if u have one cuteently are using or in other room or on somewhere rlse not bed when in bed or

      log out of whatever you check, like log out of shard so it's harder or whatever youre looking at tho texts are harder and when it's notifs

      and it kinda makes it worse to berate urself imo

      .idk

  11. bro i swear i thought i was having a fever dream last night 

    i spent a week with my platonic crush/friend crush teaching middle schoolers how to sing and dance 

    and we were texting last night and he was like "bro i adore you so much i hope you know" and i was like i HAVE to be hallucinating 

    Spoiler

    he's gay btw so it's 100% platonic don't worry

    i was in fact not hallucinating

    you have to understand bro

    you gotta understand

    ive wanted to be friends with this kid for like going on five years and ive looked up to him forever and it's like

    he ADORES me??????????????? are we fr?????

    im gonna die bro

    im gonna die

    this is so great i love making new friends

    i also made friends with a different friend crush and she's amazing and said when she met me she thought i was super cool

    am i getting played bro

    best day ever >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      bro i dont understand why people struggle so much to grasp the concept of aromanticism 

      like

      im not aromantic but i know what it means and i don't feel like it's crazy difficult to grasp yk?

    3. CoderDrag0n8

      CoderDrag0n8

      I know!!! It's just like, I don't like people that way why is it so hard T^T. You don't like [insert gender here] and I don't like all genders its just that simple

    4. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ
  12. appeasement and complacency are so often modern society's answers to inequality and i think that that's really sad

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    3. The cheeseman

      The cheeseman

      The situation in Colonial America preceeding the Revolution didn't escalate to violence until the Brits tried to sieze weapon and ammo stores at Lexington and Concord. I don't believe that the initiation of violence is morally correct unless you and the people around you—your lives, liberties, and property—are under immediate threat. Now, I do believe that it is morally justified to respond to violence in kind.

    4. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      I disagree violence needs to be a last resort when all else fails if someone comes at me with a knife in an alley I’m running or trying to talk the person down first

  13. SIX SEVEN

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    2. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      On another hand I rly like that nickname actually

    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      i'll keep that in mind :P;) 

    4. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      YIPPEEE your nickname is now 67

  14. will be forever mourning peeta's rizz

    the movies are great but the books will always be better, and my baby girl peeta had so much more character in the books

    anyway thats my current roman empire

    1. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      Yeah that made me sad watching the movies bc like love Josh hucherson but peeta had so much more depth in the books

    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      yes

      i love josh sm but the writers and directors did peeta so dirty by leaving out all the charm bro 😔🥲 

      i feel like it happened with a lot of the characters but especially peeta bread

    3. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      Riggghttt rip peeta bread

  15. so we're getting a puppy soon

    and i reeeeallly want to give her a Covey name

    my mom likes the name Calliope (Calli for short prolly), which is the greek muse of epic poetry so i mean it's not FROM a song or poem buttttttt maybe counts?

    idk what color tho

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    2. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      Cream maybe? I’m biased towards alliteration 😂 

    3. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      *gtes out book of poems* gimme a min

    4. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      What do you think abt Raja Rao Berkley and Raja for short, berkley is where the poem was written I believe, this is Czeslaw Milsov

      image.jpg

      image.jpg

  16. forever convinced that airwalking is not a real thing

    1. The cheeseman

      The cheeseman

      RIGHT

      IT LOOKS IMPOSSIBLE

    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      YES

      and then they do the lil tutorials and im like there's NO WAY

  17. i just read sunrise on the reaping and i am extremely unwell

    so unwell

    very much

    disgustingly unwell

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    2. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      Spoiler

      Want me to share my Haymitch themed Spotify playlist?

       

    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      Spoiler

      i don't have spotify ://

       

    4. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      Spoiler

      Ah okee

      It is free with add, I think 

       

  18. happy pride month everybody!! ❤️

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    2. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      Happy prideeee

    3. Verdance

      Verdance

      Be italian mispelling

      its more fun without context i promise you

    4. Usseewa

      Usseewa

      prode

  19. what the rep ninja just happened 

    26 notifications is crazy

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    2. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      Nooo rep ninjas good

    3. CoderDrag0n8

      CoderDrag0n8

      lemme jus say

      The mods 'clarified' their rules on repping once Glass mysteriously got to ado

      And then a bunch of people 'mysteriously' lost their rep privileges

      cough cough

      so be grateful in silence

      not in vocality

    4. Honors Spectral Image
  20. somebody please explain to me why i am at school right now

    we are doing nothing all day except in my physics class

    which is my last block

    T~T

    AND WE HAVE TWO MORE DAYS AFTER THIS

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    2. SpiritOfWrath

      SpiritOfWrath

      Are you using a lens with the pinhole camera?

      *scratch that that question is false*

    3. Honors Spectral Image

      Honors Spectral Image

      Dang girl well in that case it’s fair that you go

    4. Cash67

      Cash67

      optics do be one of the most intuitive at first, and then it devolves into absolute nonsense once you pass lenses and diffraction

  21. i love having days that are productive but not busy

    like you're getting stuff done but it's not in a rush. it's not pressured. it's just productive because you wanted it to be

    it's very like calming and also empowering i feel like because it's like wait i can get stuff done that I want to do just because i want to do it, not because anybody's asking it of me

    today i had a good breakfast, stretched, worked out, hung out with my little bro, started the laundry, did some sketches, and sang some songs (and taught myself body percussion for one of them that's fairly simple but is much harder than it should be with the rhythm of the song--it's half syncopated and half on the downbeats so it's like bruh). i'll share my creative endeavors today because why not? i feel like i havent shared in a while so yes

    sketches

    Spoiler

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    dear crane wives: hire me i beg of you

    Spoiler

     

    no percussion (vocals are much better) ⤴️

    with percussion (cool vibes idk) ⤵️

     

    anddddd now im gonna finish the laundry, tidy up my room, and maybe do some writing or paint my nails cuz why not

    i have school tomorrow through thursday AND THEN IM DONE and im so excited

    i do have summer homework (😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒😒) buttttt it's okay i'll probably like the books anyway :PP

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    2. Verdance

      Verdance

      Plus i am in the mindset that the music i write now will definitively suck and will never see the light of day

      basically just trial and error until you feel happy singing/playing it! Nothing to be afraid of

    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      i dabble in piano! i used to play, but i haven't taken lessons or played consistently in like years...

      maybe i'll give songwriting another shot this summer

    4. Verdance

      Verdance

      Hold up

      just listened to that song

      aside from the fact they added background vocals in post you nailed it

      but no guitar :(

  22. when you're suddenly able to pull everything back and your story just kinda ties itself up in a pretty little bow 😋

    Spoiler

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    1. Verdance

      Verdance

      That never happens to me unfortunately 

    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      this is the first time it's ever happened to me lol

    3. Cinnamon

      Cinnamon

      😁 so satisfying

  23. i have my college algebra final, spanish test, and physics final all today as well as an audition after school

    wish me luck

    🫡🤡🥲😭🥸💀

    1. Shatter

      Shatter

      May the odds ever be in your favour.

    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      thank you very much 

    3. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      update! i got 39/42 on my math final and 91/100 on my spanish test

      i dont have physics score back but i know i got probably at least 6 or 7 wrong lol

      one of them was such a stupid mistake it was literally the last calculation problem and it was like "if the wavelength of a radio wave is blah blah blah, what's the energy of one photon" so i needed to use the E=hf equation BUT I FORGOT TO WRITE DOWN PLANK'S CONSTANT ON MY EQUATION SHEET. and we just got that equation last week so obviously i didn't memorize it and bro that would have been suchhhh and easy equation but noooooo i forgot to write down the constant 😭😭😭😭😭 it's fine lolllll

      but other than that i'm almost positive i got all 28 other calculation questions correct and there were really only like 4 ish concept questions i wasn't sure of

  24. me because my AP lang teacher told me that he loved reading my writing this year and that im gonna use my skills to change the world/make it a better place 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

    (who is cutting onions)

    1. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      I mean I’ve been eating an onion flower

  25. finished a piece i’ve been working on! this is my OC carissa near the “end” of her character arc. soft. bright. happy. golden. 

    :3 

    i love her to death

    Spoiler

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    some stats for fun:

    this took me five hours and fifty minutes. there are over nine thousand brush strokes! it was a ton of fun and it was great to get my creative juices flowing again. song lyrics are from Yellow by Coldplay

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    2. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      thank you very much guys hehe!!!

    3. CoderDrag0n8

      CoderDrag0n8

      OH MY GOD IT'S AMAZING

    4. kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

      THANK YOU!!! ☺️

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