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The agony faded to color, and its pressure released, the nauseating smell of his own blood overcome by a cool breeze even as he tried desperately to hold onto his wife. He thought he heard her scream; distressed and excruciating. But he could do nothing. All at once, his world dissolved, and she was gone, and he was dead; and both of them were completely and utterly alone.
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i know i just posted
but i’m SO sick of drama
and drama queens
like
all of it
people legitimately just need to chill
if it doesn’t affect you
sTaY oUt Of It
and why are people so scudding judgey??? it’s so obnoxious
like it literally just makes you look bad
there are these girls who sit with me at lunch sometimes
and they’re mad at this girl who hurt her knee for hurting her knee
THEYRE MAD AT HER CUZ SHE GOT HURT
HoW dOeS tHaT cOmPuTe
they’re just being idiots
i don’t understand the slander
whatevs
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I don't think talking about other people in general is bad, I talk with my friends about other people sometimes for the purpose of telling a funny story with them or something they did that would urge me to like them or dislike them, but straight gossip to gossip is unacceptable to me. I don't know if the line of gossip and not gossip is different for me tho cause my grade is SUPER freaking tight knit so... we all kinda buddies except a few of us
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@SmilingPanda19 no i get that i do the sae thing
but these jerks were hating on girlie for BrEaThInG
it was absolutely ridiculous
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todays a good day!
i’m exhausted tho… uhwfff…
also we might be having more severe weather…
tornado?
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this is so sad.
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i got bored
so i made these
enjoy
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guys help i can’t remember what this song is called or who it’s by
so it’s a female singer and the song is about how her boyfriend has big dreams but she feels like she’s kind of weighing him down so she’s gonna let go of him because she really loves him and maybe one day he’ll come back to her—
OH MY SCUD
ITS CALLES MAYBE
wjos it by though
one sec
INGRID MICHAELSON
OG MY SCUD
IVE BEEN LOOKING FOE THIS SONG FOR AN HOUR
alao chatgpt is pretty much useless at finding songs so uh yeah don’t be me
i feel like i so accomplished something
I CANT BELIEVE THIS
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@The Bookwyrm uhhh… several
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i dropped my phone yesterday and now there are like ten spiderwebby cracks in my screen protector T~T
on another note, though, i started reading this new webtoon and it’s so good lol. it’s called Realta and i 10/10 recommend. the art style is amazing, and the plot and world is really intriguing. plus, the characters sometimes break the fourth wall a little bit and there’s a good amount of comedy. and did i mention the characters are absolutely iconic? so yep go check it out.
also, last night, my mom and I went to see the Fall Guy at the movies, and it was good! i’ll write a full review a little bit later but i recommend it.
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ok guys help
i need this character to go out in a blaze of glory
his death must mean something (besides absolute, utter, complete torture for FL ofc)
anyone got really vague glorious death ideas that i could mold to fit the story? :3
also it has to include bleeding out cuz he has to have time for last words to her and also he has to be able to give her his ability which is a blood thing so
also, medieval weapons and magic
no guns or anything like that
thx :3
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@The Bookwyrm it’s not, i promise
hes one of the main characters and only dies at the end of the series because it makes sense
and it’s really unfortunate because (spoiler alert)
Spoilerhe’s FL’s boyfriend, eventually husband, and baby daddy (but he never knows that cuz he dies before FL finds out
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he wasn’t always going to die
but it just makes more sense if he does
and at first he was gonna be the one to take out the villain (aka his ex, surprise!), until i realized that the villain would probably take her own life before letting him kill her
cuz she’s too proud and also would rather die at her own hand than face the repercussions of her actions, plus she realizes how wrong everything she’s done is and feels like there’s no going back
and also she doesn’t want the protagonists to have the satisfaction of being the ones to rid the world of her
so yep that was a tangent but like
trust me he’s a very important character
also FL can sometimes still interact with his spirit because he gives her his ability when he’s dying which makes his soul susceptible to the dark spirits, which trap his soul on earth
and those are the spirits that FL can see
so yep
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GUYS
GUYS IM READING A BOOK AGAIN
IT MAKES ME
SO HAPPY
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*Kajsa has left the single pringle club*
SpoilerSpoilerSpoilerhehehhehehehhe
ALSO i found this old preface for harlow
and WHY does it kind of slap??
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“...”
“When the lost bird falls, surely the rain will cease.
Every drop of broken blood will spill and touch the breeze,
When the skies are grey, and
No one’s around
To settle the sound
Of shattered calls
That’ll be when the lost bird falls.”
The bard sets aside his lute and takes a long swig of alcohol from a clay mug, setting it down on a weathered, wobbly stool that matches his own. The tavern is alive with applause and chatter, illuminated by warm firelight. Somebody calls out, asking where did the song come from, and the bard replies simply:
“Elysia.”
I have a good view of our entertainer from my seat at the counter. He’s old and crinkled with age, but that doesn’t stop him from looking alive. His dark brown eyes shine with resilience, bushy white eyebrows more expressive than I’ve ever seen, gravelly voice somehow more beautiful than that of a siren. The stool he sits on is old and creaky, one I assume he carries with him wherever he goes. Backed by the firelight, he has an aura of kindness and mystery.
He catches me looking at him and smiles, so I quickly turn away, staring at my hot drink. He’s probably thinking I’m too young to be here, wasting my earnings on spiked cider and hard bread. But he visits this tavern frequently, and I like to hear the songs he brings, especially the ones from Elysia. I never heard this one, even though I grew up there. It must be newer.
I consider myself to be some kind of lost bird if I’ve understood the song right.
Though they don’t know it yet, I’ve done everything to protect them.
That was always my job. I was never going to be queen. I was never going to lead armies. I was never going to be great, remembered, fearless.
I was never going to have what I wanted. But that was okay, because I could keep them safe.
I always knew I would protect them.
So here I sit in a tavern on break, tapping my own clay mug with my fingernails.
Clink, clink, clink.
Here I sit with knives strapped to my belts and inside my boots, poisonous vials in my satchel, death carved in between the letters of my name, syncopated to the beats of my heart.
I have become the kind of dangerous nobody sees, the kind nobody expects. No man would expect a girl like me to pull a dagger from the waistband of her skirt and have him dead in a moment.
No man would expect a highborn to be a monster.
But if I let it all go and be the person my world needs me to be, it will fall apart.
Emptying my cup, I shake off my thoughts and push the mug towards the bartender. He fills it back up and adds its price to my final bill; nothing I can’t pay for.
The bard leisurely picks up his lute once more, clearing his throat and carrying on to the second verse. I rest my head on my arms, feeling lonely, and listen.
“When the sky burns red, bleeding crimson tears
Blue flames will flow across the earth, and when the grey smoke clears
Purple will be the color that scrapes against the skies
Dancing across our deathbeds and relishing our demise…”
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here’s another potential faire fit (don’t question the tape on the wall ok)
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on the aesthetic scale it’s prolly like a 7 but comfort it’s like 3
i need a better drape thing situation and also not to tie the corset so tight next time ☝
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@Kajsa do you have a pouch or smth to put your phone in? That's pretty vital for Ren Faires
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@The cheeseman my leggings have pockets, and i have a leather satchel i’m planning on taking
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well scud.
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let’s just all take a collective moment to appreciate the music and fashion of 2000
SpoilerSpoilerSpoilerSpoilerSpoilerSpoileri wasn’t born yet but like IT WAS SO GOOD
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k so i’ve been working on that hadley drawing
and something looks wrong help
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wait the nose IS weird
and @Weaver of Lies yeah, for sure, especially for a muscular character like she’s supposed to be but since it’s a portrait i’m ignoring it and fixing it later
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guys the drawing skills
the drawing skills are skilling
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*gasp*
its your birthday???
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! May this be one of many more to come!
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okay so
i finally got two projects done that have been hanging over my head for weeks
and this feeling
this feeling
is enormous and incredible
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we’re under a tornado watch again. in case you don’t know what that is, it’s basically like “oh my gosh, mom, we could have tacos tonight because we have all the ingredients” but you haven’t actually decided to have tacos. aka there’s all the right conditions for a tornado to appear, but nobody has spotted one. that’s when it becomes a tornado warning and you have to take shelter and the sirens go off.
nothing too crazy’s going on right now, the sky’s just being a lil suspicious and it’s hella warm and humid with some cool breezes going the other way. prime tornado conditions, but we’ll see what happens
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here is(are) the drawing(s) from the aforementioned SU
before trauma
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after trauma
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hehehe
these are obviously super duper rough but i’m excited to see how they end up!
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taking a self-love break
drawing hadley before/after trauma, super fun and i’m absolutely in love with her eyes. they’re maybe the most beautiful thing i’ve ever seen
im sincerely sorry to anybody i may have snapped at or closed down or anything like that. i was extremely overwhelmed and had a pretty bad day, but that’s not an excuse and i’m sorry. love y’all!
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i hate school
i hate it
i hate it
i miss loving learning
i wanna homeschool again... but i wanna do show choir... and i want a diploma...
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guys, i appreciate the help, but i’ve already talked all of this through with my school counselor and my parents. i did homeschool for five years, so i know the whole deal. my problem with show choir is that our choirs are very good and competitive and i don’t want to go back to the community show choir i was involved in. i also have a very valuable/special relationship with my director from last year, and i’m not gonna give that up. plus, i’ve already made our varsity girls’ group for next year, and i also need the social aspect of school. i don’t need advice, but thanks for offering. i guess this was just more me venting and needing to get my feelings out than anything else. so yep anyways
this isn’t to make any of you feel bad or anything, just letting you know that i’ve got everything i need
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Life update:
First day back to school this week was pretty chill, just hafta write a whole case for debate and then do a study guide for bio and that's basically it (it's really not but that's all I'm letting myself do for today. Baby steps!). Hoping to be done by 4:30 (that gives me 30ish mins).
My arm is officially hella jacked up. The pain has now spread through my whole arm, upper and lower, including my shoulder, I have next to no grip strength (accidentally chucked my phone while walking again due to this), and I never imagined unzipping my backpack could hurt so bad (physically). I can't even wash my hands without moderate to severe pain because of the rotating motion my arm makes. Oh, and did I mention it's my dominant arm? Lol so my mom said we should ice it and immobilize it with a wrap and a sling for the next few days--lowkey wish i was ambidextrous because that would make this so much easier. There's also some weird bruising going on with my veins on the inside of my elbow. Elbow... pit?
With show choir done for just over a month now, my life is less chaotic but also less awesome. Which is okay! I can't wait for next season.
ALSO I TALKED TO HALY DURING SCHOOL (we do this almost every day) AND IT MADE ME SO SCUDDING HAPPY AND I JUST LOVE HER SO MUCH AND I THINK I MIGHT VISIT HER THIS SUMMER. Fingers crossed!
Hoping to draw a lil lovey dovey scene between Nova and Xander a bit later hehe so that'll be fun
But yep
Scud what else did i want to say...
OH! Last night I was almost asleep when I heard meowing and felt little whiskers on my face and paws on my chest, and when I laughed, Oslo just plopped down right on me and purred and meowed quietly until I fell asleep. He likes his belly rubs lol. I just adore when he comes and seeks me out and lays down with me <333
like there are no words so instead have these pictures of him
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HE'S SO ADORABLE I CAN'T.
anyways i should go do my hwk now lol
