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GUYS HAPPY PRIDE MONTH

also the logo for the shard is the pride flag!!!!

there's a lot of stuff I wanna talk about but I do have the energy to talk about it

uuuuuh I got back from youth conference camp thingy yesterday

and I saw a double rainbow two days ago

@TheGreatSnail got me to start listening to Welcome To Night Vale andim currently on he 4th episode

uhm

I straightened my hair an I feel like I look like a sad soggy litter mop

it took 42 minutes

also don't drink three monsters when you've only eaten a cookie it's not fun your brain kinda like, dies but not really

my room smells like paint for some reason

I somehow didn't get sunburnt during your conference?

I also never got any bug bites even though we literally walked like, everywhere??

blegh I'm bored

and to the people of insanity clinic, I'm sorry I keep dissapearing!! i hae a feelin it's gonna be like this for the majority of the summer soooooo yeah

guys my closet door got yoinked while I was asleep

I always close it before i go to bed and I distinctly remember closing it but it was open when I woke up

and there were things in the way of the path it takes to close it

spookyyy

I doubt I'm gonna be on here for most of he week but hello!

guysssssss

I passed all of my classes!!!!!!!

YIPPEEEEE

also the entire Clancy album got released the day before yesterday so yay!!!

and my Spotify premium ended ;-;

I'm gonna be gone from the 29th to the 31st unless there's wifi where i'm going (and I don't even know where exactly I'm going so that's gonna be a fun conversation lol

also school's officially out!

I'll post everything I made in pottery probably later today if I remember

people in the insanity clinic- so like, @Exotic Almond, @Spark of Hope, @Cash67, @Edema Rue, @Ancient Elantrian, let me know if I'm forgetting anyone- where does Lundyn need to be? preferably something that works with me being gone for most of the week...

im literally only two points away from passing my math class

today is the very last day of school

I feel so stupid though because the only thing keeping my grade down is a test that i've already taken twice but I don't even know how to do it

and I only need a 30% to pass the class

I feel so stupid I've already shut down and my math final isn't even the final I need to take today

because that one is my pottery final which is a group project

the two other people in my group keep telling me to do stuff before Im even finished with the stuff before and I feel so stupid

i know I just posted but like

if you buy me a weighted blanket/stuffie...

boom

besties for life right there my man

like actually

got a 89/95 on my woods final letsgoooo

failed math but I mean hey we were all expecting it

pretty sure I got a 90% on my American Literature final

got a 76% I think on my US History

pretttttyy sure I got a 80-something percent on my Criminal justice

environmental chemistry is still unknown, as far as I've been informed

my last final, which is pottery, is tomorrow, and I'm feelin not that confident

 

I have work tomorrow as well

speaking of which, idk if I already told y'all, but I got my old job back! YAY!!!

 

I went to the store and I bought a swimsuit

and I just bought some tank tops and a short-sleeved button-up on Amazon which arroves on Monday so yippee!!

day two of finals

lets gooo

ooh hello! thanks for following me!

just failed my first final

feeling stupid

(I'm fine, I just forgot to take my notes since no one decided to tell me we were allowed to use our notes on the final)

guys

first of all, I don't want to check these

but I dont want to get rid of them either

AVOIDANCE

 

second of all, my brother told me and my grandma yesterday about a high school kid  who got stabbed and killed in a fight with another kid who I think was younger

and that kid happened to be my brother's old coworker's boyfriend

but the reason I remembered this is because my teacher just said "we have a few minutes before I have to read this message to you guys" and usually that means someone died

it was a kid from our school as well

and I know the person's girlfriend (I barely talk to her though)

EDIT:

nevermind there was two people-

two people passed y'all

unrelated but yeah

two students from our school died over the weekend

this is why I hate school

it's literally finals week

FOUR MORE DAYS

bruh

this is upsetting

 

 

OH ALSO

sorry for the huge mood shift but I have exciting news

@Izzi and @Wittles I know y'all will probably enjoy hearing about this

I went to a listening party for Twenty One Pilots' new album, Clancy on Saturday, and I got to hear the entire new album before it gets released to the public

I went with my brother and sister (my sister wasn't super thrilled about that but she's the one who introduced me to their music in the first place so womp womp to her

and I got a wristband and a poster

oh I also got tape

red duct tape

and I put it on my shoeeeees

and also on my Scaled and Icy hoodie

I put it on the left shoulder and also I put a piece over Trash the Dragon's eyes but it keeps like, falling off so that's not so slay

and I saw people dressed as Juggalos (fans of a band called Insane Clown Posse. apparently it's also a gang?) and I thought their outfits were cool

there was a girl within that group and she was prettyyyyyy

I told them I liked their outfits

also there was a person that kept taking tik toks of her singing the first three songs that have already been released and she was... really expressive with it which was kinda weird but like pop off girlie pop off

and I'm pretty sure Josh sang in the background of one of the new songs!!!!

 

also I realized that you can slightly hear Tyler singing "Dema" in the background of the "follow me instead"s in March To The Sea

Tyler's been planning this for so longggg

 

RAHHHH FINalS hAvent even HAPPened Yet ANd IVe ALREADY MESSeD UP

a;also why is my keyboard doing that they were all supposed to be capitalized what the heck??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOVE!!!!!

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?

ONE OVER ARE YOU SERIOUS???

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

how come no one's changed their pfp green for Mental Health Awareness Month?

*whisper-screams*

Home.

dedicated to my grandmother. I'm sorry I made everything so hard. I love you.

rah

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ugh I feel ucky

wah

so I've been working on the same thing in my pottery class for over 2 weeks now and it got out of the kiln today and I had just gone and picked it up during my lunch

I've made it very clear that I do not want anyone touching it at all

and yet someone in my chemistry class decided it would be a good idea to come up and pick it up

I'm literally so annoyed right now like I feel like nobody knows what the word "no" means

its seriously not that hard to comprehend

the project is fine, I'll post pictures in a bit, but I'm so annoyed about this

Bookie, have you seen 3 Body Problem? If you have, do you recommend it?

159 notifications....

I don't wanna check them, and it's not an even number-

guys this is kind of late news but my poem titled Painted Blue got into my school's Lit Mag which is a magazine that shows off the school's art and writing that the students have made

yay!

I have 88 notifications... do I want to check them right now? not really.

am I going to let curiosity get the best of me at some point today and end up checking them anyway? it's very likely.

in other news, @Dead's birthday is on the 17th, so i'm working on something to give to him (shush, I know he can see these, but he like, never checks them)

also did you know that Monster has coffee?? I already knew, but I forgot it existed until Saturday when I saw them at the store.

My main Spotify playlist is starting to get boring because it never plays as an actual shuffle, and I don't have smart shuffle on, it's just regular shuffle.

My current song obsession is Twenty One Pilots' newest release, Backslide. I got my grandma to play it in the car on Friday when we went out to eat for my brother's birthday and I sang the entire thing.

Speaking of which, my brother is 22 (I think. he might be 23) years old now! We went to Arby's on Friday for his birthday dinner even though his birthday is on Star Wars Day (epic)

@InfiniteInsanity, @TheGreatSnail, and @The Bookwyrm are telling me that I drink too much caffeine, but I don't drink like, 3 cans every day. I'm not addicted. I can easily skip a day or so of drinking, I literally drink them because I like the flavor. I'm not being sarcastic, and I'm not denying or anything. If I'm addicted to anything, it's the flavor, not the caffeine bit. I promise. And I only drink like a can a day.
I usually drink Mt. Dew, Monster, Kickstart, and Dr. Pepper. I promise i'll be okay y'all.

anyway, hi guys! how are y'all?

I hate that using shuffle on Spotify isn't actually a true shuffle

it just plays songs you've recently listened to or artists you've recently listened to and then throws in some other songs into the mix

like it's not even a true shuffle and it bothers me