shortcake

guys my nose is so stuffy

I had to stay home from seminary and the first two periods of school today because I felt like I was dying

I almost threw up as well

my mouth is so dryyyyyy ;-;

 

also on an unrelated note I got called annoying by a freshman today and I immediately responded with "aww, thanks! i'll be sure to put your constructive criticism into use next time!" and three of my friends were with me and they all burst out laughing

it was great

 

also my friend came over after school and I gave her some of my old clothes because we wear the same size, I never wear the ones I gave her, and she only has like four full outfits

it was fun

we called her boyfriend (my boyfriend's twin brother (I know, it's great /gen)) and he kept messing with the filters so I kept putting candy wrapper over the camera and then at one point I made a weird face at hi and he screenshotted it so that'll be a fun talk with @Dead lol

love y'all

happy birthday!!!

I feel like everyone just knows everybody and i'm just- here

I don't know why

like, I see some of y'alls SUs and you mention like talking to each other off of the shard and i feel like I'm being forgotten or left out or something

I'm not trying to guilt trip or like ask for y'alls phone numbers r anything I just am saying in general

I think I'm dying /hj

my head hurts really bad

my stomach hurts too

my eyes hurt as well, especially when I move my eyes to focus on something different

i keep seeing double

this all suddenly started like, an hour ago

holy jiminee you guys that was the most in depth pre-reading guide I've ever filled out

i'm gonna post a picture in a second because although there's sensitive stuff for me in it, I feel confident enough to share it with y'all

OH MY GOSH GUYS GUYS GUYS

y'know the goober i posted on here a bit ago?

I posted it on my Snapchat story as well, along with my school's public Snapchat story

there is 641 views and 7 sends

THIS IS INSANE

AHHHHHHHH MY ART IS GETTING RECOGNIZEDDDDDDDD /pos

iiiiiimm nottttttttt checkinggggggggggggggggg

I'm too lazy to find my art thread so I'm just going to post an su about it

this is Wayfinder

hes kind of an idiot and hates small talk

his job is to lead people through the forest, but if someone starts a conversation with him he'll lead them astray and leave them to get lost in the forest

but, he really likes socks. specifically the fuzzy ones, so if you mention that to him he'll talk about them for hours

but don't let him steal yours, hell never give them back

he doesn't like to be alone, as well

 

I have 179 notifications and I don't want check them

most of them are from me commenting on Experience's SU

Happy birthday, Syn!

my boyfriend is sick and I'm sad about it

he was sick yesterday, too and I just sat in the corner in our woodshop class and did literally nothing the entire class period because I don't want to have to socialize with the other people in that class so all i did was listen to music and wallow in my misery while the other people in the class kept "accidentally" bumping into me on my little rolley stool thing

planing on doing it again today, but if the kids in my class mess with me again I'm just gonna walk out of the class, which isn't normal of me

and I'm sure my grandma will start to complain about it to me, like she does with my grades and missing assignments and everything else. she'll probably tell me that I'm overly-dramatic for being sad that my boyfriend isn't at school, when I literally cried about it last night

he has influenza b, the rare one

and he had around a 103 fever for the past two days

now I'm sad

 

@Dead if you die, i'm suing you.

and stealing all of your hoodies.

just to warn you

(/hj)

IT BROKE

MY BRAND NEW FREAKING PIN BROKE BECAUSE SOME IDIOT SHOVED HIS FRIEND INTO ME ON THE FRICKING STAIRS AND NOW IM UPSET BECAUSE I CANT FIND THE ACTUAL PICTURE THING I ONLY HAVE THE STUPID BACK PIECE ANS NOW THE FRONT IS GONE

AHHGBJJGTRDTRXKUNKU

*VERY ANGRY SAD NOISES*

i got pinssssssssss

and a keroppi lanyard

frogggg

"full cheese!! on a scale of 1 to cheese, you are cheese" -season 2 Heartstopper bloopers

haps birth!!

me? have red hair?

nahhh you got the wrong person

 

 

 

 

JUST KIDDING!!!

 

ITS GOOBER TIME!!!!

AND BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE IT, HAVE MY FACE!!!!

AND HAVE THIS ONE, TOO!!!

Courtesy of my mOtHeR

 

if there was a class for learning how to people (socialize), id sign up for it, but then when the time comes, I'd be too anxious to actually go because people scare me

*shudders* p e o p l e

my grandfather makes some... questionable remarks about the female workers at the retirement home he lives at. it makes both me and my grandmother uncomfortable. but it's fine, I guess

people disgust me

not you guys, y'all are great

but like, popular people and like, online celebrities and stuff will do anything if it means they get to keep their career

it's sickening.

update: 349 notifs

I'm not reading them all lol

guys if anything important happened over the past few days, please let me know, because i haven't been checking my notifs-

Quick update on the Wilbur drama:

Wilbur's band mates from Lovejoy (Ash Kabosu, Joe Goldsmith, and Mark Boardman) have not said anything at all relating to the current situation, and I think it's mainly because Wilbur is the one that started the band and asked the other members if they wanted to be apart of it, and the band is their only form of income at the moment, so if they were to speak out about any of this, no matter how they side, they would lose money. if they side with Wilbur, they'd probably lose more fans than they already have (due to what Wilbur did to Shelby). But if they side with Shelby, then I think Wilbur would end up kicking them out of the band. either that, or they would kick Wilbur out, somehow.

I also think it's because they were the ones who probably spent the most amount of time around Wilbur, so they're probably going to need a while to process everything and make sense of things, and, who knows? maybe they sent their support out to Shelby in private? It seems a lot more genuine that way, in my opinion, because there have been people who are super homophobic and transphobic (Shelby is not transgender, I'm just making a point here) and they act that way publicly, and they are "supporting" Shelby on social media,and even Shelby has pointed out that they're probably just doing it for publicity, but she still appreciated their support.

I know that Ash doesn't ever audibly speak on social media/during concerts and that he's just a generally very quiet person, and I've only ever seen him post on Twitter a few times, but I could've been wrong about that part.

But yeah, that's my thoughts on this so far, I'll continue to update this,even if no one is actually reading these/invested in the situation, mainly because it's kind of become my new hyper fixation, and it's also really important to me.

the following SU contains mentions of domestic and sexual abuse, along with death threats. if any these topics make you uncomfortable in any way, please do not hesitate to stop reading, I promise I will not be offended.

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for those of you who aren't already aware, a twitch streamer and musician known by the name Wilbur Soot, his real name William Patrick Gold, is someone who i enjoyed watching and listening to. he was a member of the dream smp (a Minecraft (RP?) platform involving Dream and many other twitch streamers), started a band called Lovejoy, and was previously dating another twitch streamer named Shubble (Shelby).

Shelby has mentioned in a recent past stream that her ex-boyfriend (and she doesn't state specifically who it is, either) would bite her multiple times and hurt her every day even when she would say the safe word that the two of them agreed on in order to revoke consent. and instead of stopping, he would just bite down harder. she said that, since her ex would leave bruises on her arms from biting, that he would bite her legs so that she "wouldn't look abused." although the name isn't explicitly stated, it became increasingly obvious that Shelby was talking about Wilbur Soot. Shelby also mentioned that her first ex-boyfriend (not Wilbur) sexually assaulted her, and that Wilbur would pin her to the bed and challenge her to fight back, and she couldn't. she said that Wilbur already knew about her experience of being sexually assaulted, and he completely abused that knowledge.

Wilbur responded to Shelby publicly on X (previously known as Twitter) with a (not very good, according to a lot of people) apology, but doesn't specifically mention Shelby by name. the majority of the comments is just people hating on him and basically publicly shaming him. many people even sent him death threats/wishes. some of Wilbur's closest friends, including TommyInnit and Tubbo, have cut ties with Wilbur due to this.

Wilbur has left the majority, if not all, of his socials, including his discord servers. many of the discord mods for these servers have changed their status(s?) to something along the lines of "screw Wilbur. support victims" or "#SuppostShelbySquad"

I truly think I should make it known that I do not in any way, shape, or form support domestic abuse or sexual violence, or abuse/violence or any kind, for that matter. I support Shelby for being brave enough to come forward about this topic. that being said, ialso support Wilbur solely for his music and maybe his twitch streams (even though he hasn't streamed since October of 2023). however, I do not support his actions and what he did to Shelby. what he did is not okay. it never will be. Thank you for reading this. I needed to get it out of my system.

if you or anyone you know is struggling with abuse, please reach out to someone for help. I don't remember the numbers for the hotlines, so once I find them, I'll edit this SU, or just comment on it.

 

my criminal justice teacher: "I'm tired of the city's local newspaper making public schools pay to get online access to the news stories, so i made it where all of you have access to the entire newspaper."

a boy in my class: "Is this a pirating site?"

teacher: *immediately answers* "yes. So-" *continues talking*

pretty sure he was joking though...

at least, i hope so-

lol