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update: 349 notifs

I'm not reading them all lol

guys if anything important happened over the past few days, please let me know, because i haven't been checking my notifs-

Quick update on the Wilbur drama:

Wilbur's band mates from Lovejoy (Ash Kabosu, Joe Goldsmith, and Mark Boardman) have not said anything at all relating to the current situation, and I think it's mainly because Wilbur is the one that started the band and asked the other members if they wanted to be apart of it, and the band is their only form of income at the moment, so if they were to speak out about any of this, no matter how they side, they would lose money. if they side with Wilbur, they'd probably lose more fans than they already have (due to what Wilbur did to Shelby). But if they side with Shelby, then I think Wilbur would end up kicking them out of the band. either that, or they would kick Wilbur out, somehow.

I also think it's because they were the ones who probably spent the most amount of time around Wilbur, so they're probably going to need a while to process everything and make sense of things, and, who knows? maybe they sent their support out to Shelby in private? It seems a lot more genuine that way, in my opinion, because there have been people who are super homophobic and transphobic (Shelby is not transgender, I'm just making a point here) and they act that way publicly, and they are "supporting" Shelby on social media,and even Shelby has pointed out that they're probably just doing it for publicity, but she still appreciated their support.

I know that Ash doesn't ever audibly speak on social media/during concerts and that he's just a generally very quiet person, and I've only ever seen him post on Twitter a few times, but I could've been wrong about that part.

But yeah, that's my thoughts on this so far, I'll continue to update this,even if no one is actually reading these/invested in the situation, mainly because it's kind of become my new hyper fixation, and it's also really important to me.

the following SU contains mentions of domestic and sexual abuse, along with death threats. if any these topics make you uncomfortable in any way, please do not hesitate to stop reading, I promise I will not be offended.

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for those of you who aren't already aware, a twitch streamer and musician known by the name Wilbur Soot, his real name William Patrick Gold, is someone who i enjoyed watching and listening to. he was a member of the dream smp (a Minecraft (RP?) platform involving Dream and many other twitch streamers), started a band called Lovejoy, and was previously dating another twitch streamer named Shubble (Shelby).

Shelby has mentioned in a recent past stream that her ex-boyfriend (and she doesn't state specifically who it is, either) would bite her multiple times and hurt her every day even when she would say the safe word that the two of them agreed on in order to revoke consent. and instead of stopping, he would just bite down harder. she said that, since her ex would leave bruises on her arms from biting, that he would bite her legs so that she "wouldn't look abused." although the name isn't explicitly stated, it became increasingly obvious that Shelby was talking about Wilbur Soot. Shelby also mentioned that her first ex-boyfriend (not Wilbur) sexually assaulted her, and that Wilbur would pin her to the bed and challenge her to fight back, and she couldn't. she said that Wilbur already knew about her experience of being sexually assaulted, and he completely abused that knowledge.

Wilbur responded to Shelby publicly on X (previously known as Twitter) with a (not very good, according to a lot of people) apology, but doesn't specifically mention Shelby by name. the majority of the comments is just people hating on him and basically publicly shaming him. many people even sent him death threats/wishes. some of Wilbur's closest friends, including TommyInnit and Tubbo, have cut ties with Wilbur due to this.

Wilbur has left the majority, if not all, of his socials, including his discord servers. many of the discord mods for these servers have changed their status(s?) to something along the lines of "screw Wilbur. support victims" or "#SuppostShelbySquad"

I truly think I should make it known that I do not in any way, shape, or form support domestic abuse or sexual violence, or abuse/violence or any kind, for that matter. I support Shelby for being brave enough to come forward about this topic. that being said, ialso support Wilbur solely for his music and maybe his twitch streams (even though he hasn't streamed since October of 2023). however, I do not support his actions and what he did to Shelby. what he did is not okay. it never will be. Thank you for reading this. I needed to get it out of my system.

if you or anyone you know is struggling with abuse, please reach out to someone for help. I don't remember the numbers for the hotlines, so once I find them, I'll edit this SU, or just comment on it.

 

my criminal justice teacher: "I'm tired of the city's local newspaper making public schools pay to get online access to the news stories, so i made it where all of you have access to the entire newspaper."

a boy in my class: "Is this a pirating site?"

teacher: *immediately answers* "yes. So-" *continues talking*

pretty sure he was joking though...

at least, i hope so-

lol

currently upset about the drama involving Wilbur Soot and Shubble. Brain isn't working. I'm trying to make sense of things still, so please be patient with me 

happy birthday, Haly!! I know you don't know me that well (possibly at all), but I've heard great things about you! you seem like a really fun person, and both Wizzy and Kajsa (and maybe a few others) say they think that we'd get along really well

anyway, I hope you have a wonderful birthday!

the song Symphony just came on in my science room, but it was the instrumental version

i knew it was the song literally by the first note

yeah

lol sorry i just felt like sharing that

henlo every nyan! how are you?i okay, shanks

idk man

my brain's been fried lol

SO MANY SUS TODAY AHH SO SORRY BUT I HAVE AMAZING NEWS

@Kajsa I think you'd like to here this!!

I got my retention test over distributions and statistics n stuffs for my advanced algebra class

AND I GOT AN A

A FLIPPING 24/25!!

WITH A HEART STICKERRRRR

AJYFCGTBJNONI

EEHEEHEHEEEEE

the only reason I got one wrong was because I had to reword a question to leave it open-ended and I had like a bias thingy init on accident

the original question was "Due to the increase in violent dog attacks, do you think that vicious pitbulls should be banned for public safety?"

and then I put "Do you think that pitbulls should be banned (for public safety)?"

BUT YEAH I DID A GOOD JOB THIS IS MY HIGHEST GRADE ON A MATH TEST FOR MY ENTIRE JUNIOR YEAR LETS GOOO

maybe even my entire time in highschool!!!!

ummmmmm so is it normal to randomly (well, sort of randomly) get a bunch of little pinkish line bump thingies on the top of your hand?

also, i have, like, a kajillion little tiny splinters on my palms and fingers from sanding my wood plaque in my wood shop class, so thats fun!

im in like, a grumpy/silly mood right now, oddly enough

today has been a serious struggle and it's not even halfway over

sorry for all the SUs, but I have a genuine question-

so, the seating chart in my math class is in groups of four people, right?

and we have warm-up questions that review the things we worked on the day before

and most of the time I end up forgetting basically everything from the day before, a lot of times, more than that

and the groups of four people will get randomly chosen to answer the warm-up questions on the board, and you only get a free homework pass if at least three out of the four questions get answered by that group

is it normal to have an anxiety attack when your group gets called on as a backup group in case the other group doesn't get at least three questions answered (and they don't) and your group has two people gone, and the only questions left to be answered are the two that you forgot how to do?

like, I felt so bad that the only other person who was in my group had to go up to the whiteboard and answer the last two by himself, and he ended up getting both of them wrong anyway

I feel like he must have been so embarrassed, but I mean, I was too. and I didn't even go up to the board. am I just selfish? I was literally so embarrassed that I didn't know the answer, but I didn't even go up to the board, so I feel like I was being selfish, but I don't really know 

PANIcPANiicPAnic PANicASNZLK

it's increased

okay, me, bookie, @TheGreatSnail, and @InfiniteInsanity ended up (aggressively) discussing the color of Bookie's car again. we need your help. me and Insa ended up finding the exact model of his car, and we know the name of the paint color, but we need to know everyone's standpoint on it before we share the name. here is the car model with the same paint type, with three different angles.

 

i had an entire rant typed out on here and it just reloaded and now it's all gone

yay

YALL WE MADE IT THROUGH THE DAY

TIME TO CELEBRATE!!

[insert exciting confetti pieces here]

bro my tablet has a huge crack across the entire screen now

i literally almost cried this morning because of it because i dropped it face-down last night and it wasn't there them, but suddenly it is now

 

also, im making a kandi purse, and if you don't know what that is, then look it up, because im not gonna explain it

but i brought the panel im currently working on to school so i could work on it during my free time, and people keep TOUCHING IT IT'S SO ANNOYING

i can't even finish it until i go to the store to get more beads though but i can't go to the store because my room is "dirty" (fun fact: it's not)

 

i have therapy after school but i genuinely need it now, because i'm overstimulated, its hot in here, and i have a headache

i genuinely might cry

whoooo hoooooo

APHSPAUNH UGH AND MY STUPID KEYBOARD WONT WOrK

alright im back after like 4-5 days, what did i miss?

Happy Birthday!!

friend on discord is extremely sad and lonely and depressed, threatening to commit toaster bath.

im in class right now, and am not supposed to be on my tablet, which is the only way i have access to discord at the moment

what do i do?!

justspent the lawst forty-five-ish minutes trying to find aspotify code on google for a woods assignment and i COULDNT FIND IT ON GOOgLE ON THE SCHHOL DESKTOP, YET I FouND IT jUST friCKin fine on my personal TABLET

AOUVHBLNABJN

Im near the end of my sanity /hj

one of the worst things to be greeted with at school in the morning is one of your friends crying because of their emotionally distant father getting drunk the night before and texting them that he loves them.

which is exactly what happened to me this morning.

but friendo is okay now!

when wilbur-

wibble

wiblur

rizzy wile wibbler

wilby

gold man

 

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