Scarletfox

How's everyone doing? 

Tell me one hard thing from this year, and two good things :))

For me, I had a hard time managing my time and actually having time for myself, so I got pretty burnt out at times.

But two good things are:

1: I've been in four shows this year, and they've all been super fun, and I've made a ton of progress in my acting both in those shows and in my classes!

2: I've gotten closer with my cohort, closer with some of my other friends, and been able to keep in touch with the friends that I'm now kinda far away from!

Hello my dear friends for the first time in a long time. I just finished Yumi: the Nightmare Painter, and I am in shambles. Literal shambles. I cannot. Keep going. In my life. Without. Sharing. With. Someone. Who. Understands.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Tears have been shed. Only two other pieces of media have ever brought me to tears before: Way of Kings and Nimona. 

I cannot with this book. My whole body has been tense for the last three hours as I've finished the sanderlanche. My body surges with emotion and sadness and happiness and shock and oh my freaking gosh what the hecc just happened.

In other news - did we change some fonts around here? woah.

Why do I do this to myself?

• I have to work on my dissertation;
• I have to get the Genesis 1 post completed for the General Religious discussions thread, including the chart;
• I have to message several people, as well as finish a debate with someone online;
• I have to work on one of my Stormlight theories to post here - though I might do a Cosmere or Mistborn theory instead - that list isn't going to shrink itself, and it also has the unfortunate tendency to grow;
• I have to update my journal (not a Planescape reference) for what happened over the last week;
• I have to fill out the June Edit log for my writing, and update the internal links and list of the contents in the weekly logs for the end of May;
• I have to complete the post about my meta-setting to post in the Creator's Corner;
• I have to finish that bloody short story (and finish the outlines for at least two of the novels);
• I have to make more silly videos for my niece and nephew (I take my uncle duties seriously)
  • on that note, I need to learn more magic tricks for them;
• I have to clean my workspace and room;
• I have to organise my files and clear up space;
• I have to finish rereading 1 and 2 Samuel, along with the associated commentaries;
• (I have certain elements of my personal life to get in order);
• I have to go to bed before midnight and try to actually be asleep before 03:00 am;
• ... I have to stop putting so many things on the plate, or at least prioritise them better;
• I needed to get that off my chest.

... So, how is your week going? 

trying to turn myself into a minecraft skin and uh...

i didnt think this through

I DONT HAVE A BODY
THE HECK DO I DO FOR A BODY?????????????
DO I WEAR CLOTHES? I DUNNO!!
#identitycrisis

So ummm………..

I’ve been inactive lately but there is a reason. 
 

I decided that I should go and watch it. So I did. And I watched the entire first season in a day. Then I slowed myself down, and started watching two-ish episodes a day. So, in the time I would normally be on the shard I’ve been watching it and texting my friends who enjoy the show as well.

I just started the fourth season last night and it’s super goooooood!!!

the minecraft credits poem is just.....*chef's kiss*

if you havent read it, do so, immediately

dont look it up though, play the game, beat the ender dragon

earn it

it is the most amazing poem

very few written works have ever brought me to tears. RoW is one. This poem is another. 

and it comes from a heccin block game.

also did you know that Brando Sando almost wrote the poem
they approached him to do it way back when and he turned them down

i'm glad he did tbh because i can't imagine it being any better than it already is.
but crazy that that could have happened

ah

coffee, waffles, economics, and violins. Today is starting good 

(plus im getting two new books today )

Wow June went by FAST, stuff has been hecking busy! Also I forget to check the Shard for a week or two and I get so many notifications 

Ugh...

This is a lot of SUs

But I think this one's important:

BOW, MY MINIONS

Status: depressed

oh hey its my technical shardiversary

coolio

my profile says nov 17 2017 but i actually started using the account on may 5 2020 (just look at my first ever and second ever post)

been a good 2 years yall

ur the best

Thanks for following me!

Can someone who has not seen Gravity Falls please describe what they think is happening in these images:

Anyway it's a great show and you should watch it

Ugh... thirty-four notifs? I'm not going through all those. I'll just click the important ones.

(I.E: "Mystic Syn commented on Sketches on the Bus, Because Syn Gets Bored Easily.")

((I can navigate to the RP subform plenty well by myself, thank you very much))

But anyways, I'm back! Hi! Just returned from the bestestestestestest days EVER. I guess I have to tell you guys allllllll about them:

Was at the regional championships for a speech and debate tournament this week... and uhhhhhhmmmmmmmm... WELLLLLLLLLL, I didn't really expect to advance because I thought everyone else was better than me. Well. I made it all the way to the finals round.

and then

I FREAKIN WON FIRST PLACE IN MY CATEGORY

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I GOT A FANCY PLAQUE TOO

*glory spren appears*

Just needed to share this somewhere cause I am low key in shambles

I totally just realized that the shape of two heads kissing is a heart.

No, I'm not drawing a kiss, why do you ask?

thanks for the follow

may i ask after the reasoning tho? as I don't think we've ever interacted on the shard before

thanks for the follow

may i ask after the reasoning tho? as I don't think we've ever interacted on the shard before

profile pic redraw

thinking of getting a tattoo what should i get

probably just a long-lasting temporary one but idk i'm crazy

ITS EASTER!!!!!!!!! HE IS RISEN!!!!! YAYYYYYY!!!!!!

Do you ever just rage because you finally got to level 30 enchantment points then you die on the way to the Enchanting table?

I haven’t played that world in Minecraft since.

Things I am:

• In a scud ton of pain
• Generally suffering
• Having anxiety attacks

Things I am not:

• Caoable of swallowing
• With my friends
• Okay

Hey, you. 

Yeah, you: The one that clicked on the notification and is reading this, or somehow found your way to my profile.

I just wanted to let you know that you are doing great. I know life is rough. I know how stress is weighing down on you, and things in life are not helping that, but the fact that you're still here––pressing on, even if it's a little bit at a time––is saying a lot.

You are never, ever alone. It might feel like it right now, but I'm here for you. You might not know me well or at all, but I will always be here to listen. I just don't want you to feel alone. I know that it can seem like you are, especially when you're surrounded by people, but there are people who will always be by your side.

It's okay to feel emotions. It's okay to cry. We all have those times when we're most vulnerable, and you don't have to go through it alone. The people who love you are not going to watch you suffer alone; all you have to do is ask, and they will be there to help.

I love you, okay? I'm not just saying that. I really do. I know it feels like no one loves you, but trust me when I say that I do. Now, go out. Be you. Laugh when you're happy. Listen when people need to talk to you. Let yourself cry when it's hard, but do not let yourself remain in that state forever. I know it's hard to get yourself out of that, but there are people who care about you and will help you.

Stay strong~ <3

Done with big project that took up all of my time! AAAAAAAAAAGH!

*exhales*

so anyway, While I was screwing around looking at memes instead of doing my homework I found this meme. This meme filled me with such profound joy, like I was infused with the sun.