kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

almost nothing makes me happier than seeing my one of my friends' pfps on my writing docs  

hello humans

i am, in fact, alive

i finished my antibiotics

and acquired a wrist brace for my carpal tunnel

and have been getting better sleep

my little sister’s hadestown is over IT WAS SO GOOD AND I SAW IT TWICE AND IT WAS AMAZING AND THOSE LIL TINY CHILDREN HAVE SO MUCH TALENT

so obsessed with hadestown rn

like

so obsessed 

i made chocolate chip pancakes and whipped cream for my family for breakfast and they all loved them and i think they were really yummy :3 

my little brother quite literally ate eight

i also did some laundry and cleaned my room 

and now i have to study for finals this week

five days of school left  

and then i can join back in with TLT!!!! i’m excited :3 

anyway

i gotta go shower

see y’all later

LAAAAAA LA LA LAAAA LA LAAA LAAAAAAA (iykyk)

if i have 51 pages of SUs

and there are 25 SUs on each page

that means i quite literally have posted 

1275 SUs 

1275

that’s give or take ofc BUT THATS SO MANY WTC

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS THE BEST PLOT TWISTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HEHEHEHEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I LOVE EDITING AND KNOWING WHAT'S COMING NEXT

(@Edema Rue @Through The Living Glass *cough*)

chat

rendering saves lives

guys

guys this is bad

i can’t attach my drawings

the max file size is 4.77 MB and my drawings are bigger than that

AND I FINISHED A NEW ONE AND IT LOOKS SO GOOD

WHAT DO I DO

HAVE I POSTED TOO MANY STATUS UPDATES

scud it’s so hot outside

me wondering why i’m feeling depressed and then remembering that my antibiotic is a depressant

 also i’m so exhausted

 like

 this is ridiculous

 it’s only monday

i also got 18 molar sulfuric acid on my hand

(*cough @Cash67 cough*)

it was like halfway neutralized with baking soda and i was running my test tube under the water when it happened so i’m fine but my pinky is still tingling a little lmao (especially when i put it under the water cuz the acid reacts with tap water)

oops ig  

and that, friends, is why you should always rinse your test tube while it’s still in the clamps and then rinse it a second time cuz you could lowkey get acid on your hand lol

executive dysfunction. 

wow.

i feel so seen

spoiler is just for @Mag 

my dad has a telescope

he sent me these last night cuz i have astigmatism and i couldn’t see through the telescope lol

it was too bright

REN FAIRE DAYYYYYYY

i went to the doctor yesterday and i’ve been really really doing my best to get better and the doctor said i can go today as long as i’m careful and i listen to my body!

i lowkey just wanted to move it to next weekend but my friends had already bought their tickets smh

it was gonna be cooler and less busy, and i was gonna be not as sick, and more of my friends would have been able to go, but it’s fine

it’s still gonna be a lot of fun!

they’re coming over in two and a half hours to get ready together but i have to be ready by then cuz i’m helping with hair and makeup and stuff  

so yeah i’m feeling a lot better, just pretty congested with a sore throat, so i’m gonna do some salt water, tea, and dayquil

lots and lots of water too

OH ALSO

my school’s production of Les Mis (which i was in) got recognized by the national theater association or whatever and we get to perform One Day More and our local super fancy theater!!!! like, the theater broadway performs at when they come to town! so that’s pretty cool

but yep

render time

@Bird Furious EEEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEE LOOK HOW ADORABLE

( @Edema Rue you know who they are :3

ALSO I DONT KNOW WHY EYES GO WONKY WHEN I COLOR THEM

I’LL FIX IT LATER

i’m home now  

feeling a little better

made some tea and ate a taco and i’m wrapped in my favorite blanket 

i’m gonna go probably take a hot bath and a long nap after i finish my tea 

a long, long nap

alright, which one of you little scudders installed this?

cuz we need to have a chat.

anyway

feeling bad again today, mentally and physically

i feel like i’m gonna randomly pass out or smth and i don’t want to be here and i almost couldn’t wake up this morning like my sleep was so heavy iykyk

ugh i genuinely just want to go home and sleep for the rest of the day

i texted my mom but she hasn’t responded yet

i think i'm gonna go have a good cry on my bathroom floor.

except i probably won't cry cuz everyone knows how difficult that is

ugh

i want to go to her memorial tomorrow. i want to go so bad. maybe i’ll just tell my parents i’m taking a quiz after school or something  

just skip school and go sit there all day and ignore everything else and maybe never ever come home. 

you guys ever feel like you're selling your soul just to survive

i do

most days, actually

i have a lot to say about it

i just don't have the energy to talk about it right now

i'm just gonna go listen to the anthem of mr dark by the arcadian wild and do my stats hwk

it never ends

when you've been planning around finishing your essay/english portfolio on thursday cuz it's due on friday

BUT IT'S ACTUALLY DUE ON THURSDAY

GUYS

IT'S DUE TOMORROW

WHAT AM I DOING

HOW DID THIS HAPPEN

guess i have a portfolio to finish 

40/40 on first qual unknown :DDDDDDD 

it was sodium iodide

i was the first one done in my class, even after like four setbacks

AND I GOT CANDY

drawing the other eye is already hard. AND THEN YOU PUT IT IN THREE QUARTERS TILTED DOWN AND GRAHHHHHHHHHHHH

*ripping outnhair*

“you, my friend, have the L word.”

“yeah! LEPROSY!

”no! four letter word… starts with L, ends with E…”

”oh yeah. LICE.”

”n-no!”

ice age is such a vibe  

guys help my friend dog-ears her pages when she reads

guys lookit i drew a lil house

it’s part of my Of Mice and Men summative project  

i even drew some lil bunnies hehehe