kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ

sitting in the nurse’s office now. these little beds are surprisingly comfy. my mom’s gonna pick me up soon but she has my siblings at the orthodontist right now and timing was weird but it’s okay because i can text her and stuff. i was feeling super nauseous in chem during lab demonstrations and i knew i was not gonna make it through history luckily my history teacher likes me and let me go 

i can’t wait to go home and take a bath and drink some tea and have soup and a nap bro

i just love getting sick

this isn’t just sick either

i’m like sick sick

i got maybe a collective 1 or 2 hours of sleep last night, and i was more than half conscious for most of those 

i have a splitting headache and my stomach really hurts and i have body aches and my tonsils are all swollen and it feels like glass shards when i swallow 

i haven’t thrown up in a rlly long time (years and years) so i don’t really remember what it feels like but i’ve felt like i’m going to a couple times this morning too

im deathly afraid of throwing up too cuz like whenever i do get sick enough to throw up i also dry heave and it hurts so bad

i took my temperature earlier this morning and i have a low grade fever too

and i was trying so hard not to get sick

i took some DayQuil because i physically cannot miss my chemistry class today

it’s literally the most important day of the entire year and if we miss it it’s just kinda like… womp womp (he’s showing us how to do all the qual tests and stuff and since qual is an assessment he can only show it to us today and if we miss it too bad so sad and we’re on our own). qual’s worth 10% of our grade. 

so yeah i think i’ll go to chemistry and then come home unless i’m feeling better enough to stay longer but i doubt i will

aurghhhhhhhggh

i consistently forget that you’ve been around for more than a year because in my brain you’re still just a lil shard baby

i feel like half of it is cuz i literally like completely missed when you joined

 i think i was taking a shard break or smth and i came back and there was a whole new generation of sharders  

i was so disoriented for a minute there

 we chillin now tho  

hey chat

not rlly feeling it today

just kinda tired and down

might call it a night really early

at like 7 or 8 maybe 

on the plus side i had this trouble patch on my skin for almost a couple weeks and i started using this antibacterial colloidal silver salve my mom had and it’s helped so much so yeah 

i also got three new pieces at the thrift store so that’s fun yes

but yeah

just tired and down

im also losing my voice so that’s just gret

i made tea last night with throat coat, then some honey lemon tea this morning, and i’ll probably have some more tonight before i go to bed

like bro i have voice lessons tomorrow and choir scuddit

grahhhhhhhhhhhhghghhghhghhghhhhhhh

im gonna go take a long hot shower and get dressed like a renaissance maiden

sometimes alexa cooks on the music mixes

sometimes not so much

also

friend ren faire thrifting day!  i’m so excited to go next weekend ehhehehehhehhhhhhh

guys i’m so scared for qual i can’t even answer all the questions on my pre-qual worksheet from the qual booklet 

i’m tired and my whole body hurts  

i just got back from my friend’s sweet sixteen and it was fun but i didn’t know a lot of people there cuz they all are from her school and i’m not 

i’m very tired

i lowkey wanna write tho

 should i write

current mood: down by river and rail

go listen it’s so good

they opened for the arcadian wild and we got to talk to them and get a picture  

because turning yourself into a jellyfish is lowkey peak self-care and i feel so fantabulous right now

you can have my face

(ik nobody asked )

i’m not even on social media or anything so don’t try to stalk me you will find absolutely nothing  i also have like two pounds of makeup on rn anyway like good luck lmao

the makeup lowkey looks better in person

go get yourself a face paint palette it’s so fun and therapeutic even if you don’t feel like you’re very good at it  

taking a mental health day today

it’s just all been a lot and i need to just exist 

i might bake a cake or smth 

probably gonna write

morning peoples

im gonna try and have chapter two revised all the way by the end of today or tomorrow

it’s gonna be pretty different hehehe cuz the other version didn’t really fit the story very well but i had a breakthrough last night when i was writing so yep

should be able to get it done by tonight if i lock in but idk if that’s actually gonna happen  

(@Through The Living Glass @Edema Rue  @Cash67@anyoneelsewhoreadthiscuzigenuinelycantremember)

ARCADIAN WILD SHIRT TIME

@Cash67 @The cheeseman

it’s so cute and soooo comfy

lincoln’s wife does all the designing for their merch and album covers and stuff so that’s pretty cool

also my legs and feet hurt i was literally standing for four hours straight last night

i wasn’t built for this chat

today, i took my chemistry final (got 51/55! 92.7% ), took multiple pages of history notes, did a six page DBQ, finished my stats review guide, read the rest of Of Mice and Men and did my final assignment for that, and wrote an entire essay. i think it's safe to say i earned some arcadian wild writing time  

KIESHA REVISING TIME MUWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

(@Through The Living Glass heh. OH ALSO. did i post that revised version of chapter one? if not, do you want it? :3 )

guys the concert was literally so good

I WAS STANDING RIGHT BY THE STAGE

I LITERALLY WAS RIGHT THERE

HAVE SOME PHOTOS

it was a cute little tiny venue at a bar and i got a shirley temple

the bar people also put GIGANTIC SHARPIE Xs on the backs of both my hands to say i couldn’t have alcohol lol

their opening group was sooooo goood tooooooo 

theyre called River & Rail and they’re married and adorable and we got their album on CD early mwahahahahahahahahahaha it doesn’t come out till september  

they were singing Blue Eyed Girl and Lincoln forgot the words TWICE AND IT WAS SO FUNNY

they were very amiable and i love them even more and i also got a t-shirt

i’ll post pics after school today  

oh and at the end they did and encore because we clapped so much and they unplugged their instruments and moved the mic stands AND CAME RIGHT UP TO THE EDGE OF THE STAGE AND I COULD HAVE REACHED OUT AND TOUCHED ISAAC AND WE ALL SANG RAIN CLOUDS TOGETHER AND THE CROWD SOUNDED GREAT IT WAS SO AMAZING

CASHIE CASHIE CASHIE CASHIE

IM GOING TO THE ARCADIAN WILD CONCERT TONIGHT

AAAAAAHEHHEHEHEEHHEHE IM SO EXCITEDDDDDDDDDDD

i know i literally just posted but we got our pre-act scores back

i got a 24 in math, 26 in science, 25 in stem, 32 in english, and 35 in reading

guys for my art class we’re doing digital art

and we’re doing still lifes of food

and i was gone when my teacher told everyone to pick a snack

so i used goldfish that she already had

im actually rlly proud of it like why does it look like a photo

oh, also, we’re getting our pre ACT scores back today  

i have 44 notifications. i am NOT clicking every single one. i'm assuming most of them are from the jeans SU and cash's procrastination SU. 

i forgot how good Deadhorse is. it's so good bro  i listened to the entire thing during study hall while i made invitations for my friends for ren faire and drank lemonade!

i finished my chem packet for our final, which is on wednesday (that thing was thikkkkkkk) 

i would put the invitations here cuz they're rlly pretty but they also have my name and address on them so uh nope  i would just black them out but i'm too lazy so there. I GET TO GO HOME IN TEN MINUTES AND MAKE NAILS. maybe not make nails idk wha i wanna do BUT THE POINT IS I GET TO GO HOME! i'm so excited  

maybe i'll actually work on editing...

or maybe i'll get ahead on our english reading and finish of mice and men but that's also not due til thursday and we'll have work time in class tomorrow

discovered a new ick today

patterned fishnet tights

without the feet

they’re basically leggings

they look disgusting

i hate them

okay so i was singing in my bathroom lol and my cat was with me and he suddenly decided to be really cuddly and you can hear him meowing and purring like throughout most of the recording

you can also hear me petting him and for some reason my shower likes to leak randomly so that’s there too and my ceiling fan makes a racket but imma put it here because HIS LITTLE MEOWS AND CHATTERS ARE SO SO SO SO SO CUTEEEEEE

also this was like my fourth time singing this song in a row so my voice was fatigued and i literally had half a brain fart in the middle and the ending is bad and i messed up the bridge BUT IT’S FINE AND IT DOESNT MATTER BECAUSE THIS IS ABOUT MY CAT

osloooo (she used to be mine).m4a

you can mostly hear him in the beginning AND ITS SO CUTEE 

HE WOULD EVEN WAIT UNTIL I FINISHED A PHRASE TO INPUT HIS THOUGHTS HE’S SOOOOOOO PRECIOUSSSSS AND POLITEEEEEEE