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had an actual evacuation at school today

i thought someone just pulled the alarm but nope

it wasn’t a fire

but something with the water pressure was like dangerous or smth

we got evacuated right as i walked into the cafeteria for lunch

it took me like 10 minutes to find my class (we had a sub so that was extra stressful) and then we were outside for like 25 more minutes (only two other classmates were with me, my sub showed up like 10 minutes after we were there alone forever)

and then

the principal came on over the PA once we got inside and he was like 

“3rd lunch goes from 12:55 to 1:25” and i was like PERFECT

so i went and got my lunch

got through a salad and a pear cup before the admin started yelling at us and saying 3rd lunch was over (it was like not even 1:10)

i ate my burger SO FAST

and then went back to class

nobody was there

so i had to sit on a bench in the hallway for 10 minutes until my classmates and the sub came back so i could finish my quiz

and then the day went on as usual

had rehearsal

then walked all the way to the middle school with my 21 pound backpack 

so

i am tired

time to do AP Lang homework

oh i guess i have to make cornbread first

 talk to yall later byeeeeee

just realized i haven’t posted in a while

im losing my voice so your idol will unfortunately be delayed a good while

HOWEVER

my voice teacher gave me this special fancy lil microphone to try out for it so that’s rlly cool :3

i haven’t had too much hwk lately so that’s also nice

i have like one thing for AP Lang today but i’ll do it after writing group (which is at 4)

oh and have an art

your girl just bought an a cappella arrangement of Your Idol

dunno when i’ll drop it but i will at some point

might enlist some help from a dude or two because i can’t sing the bass notes in the right octave

ykw i think maybe i need to work on harlow

i think maybe that would make me feel better

the only problem is i'm not in a necessarily interesting place rn

it's all exposition 

but the only way to get through that is to write

or i could work on editing kiesha

today was a good day

enjoyed it

except that at some point during rehearsal i seem to have fallen into a depressive episode 

idk if i have like

existential dread or something

but like

we started talking about the future

and wrote notes to our future selves

and i just got

like

idk

i just kinda feel empty and useless and sad and hopeless yk 

at least i don’t have homework

i need to put makeup on or smth

that always makes me feel better

i may have just cooked up the slappiest email ever

it was so professional

so polite

so eloquent

i’m trying to fix my computer lol, and i had to email all of my teachers to see if they have weird settings on their computer-monitoring program that are making my computer glitch

(i can’t open more than 3 tabs at a time)

but anyway

i cooked is what i’m trying to say

i love writing stuff

yk what the most scary thing is

looking yourself up with AI

i asked ChatGPT about my profile on here

it told me EVERYTHING

absolutely TERRIFYING

10/10 recommend you should try it and see how much it knows about you

really gives you a sense of how dangerous the internet can be and how accessible EVERYTHING is to people who want information about you

like

crazy

tryna finish up my hwk to do some art

like

i need to draw smth on my ipad

i miss that diva

guys there is literally NOTHING more satisfying than revising old work

like

okay

here's the old passage:

and here's the new:

THE IMPROVEMENT???? THE PROSE??? WHO IS SHE? WHERE DID SHE COME FROM???

ok so my thighs are absolutely destroyed

but that might have been the most fun choreo session i’ve ever done

and why is the choreo absolutely fabulous??????

my choreographer upped their game this year cuz bro like what

ate so hard

and they’ve been really really nice so that’s good

also am i a dancer now???? i think i’m a dancer now??????

ok choreo was actually really good

i have it again today from 1-8

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh first choreo day today

i don’t want to go

like

i really don’t want to go

like 

my entire soul is protesting

i don’t like choreo sessions in the first place but i also don’t like our choreographer and i’m sore from working out and we just finished the first week of school and i’m going to crash out

the first two days of school have been pretty good! i’ll tell y’all about them later 

guys for years i’ve been saying i want to do my graduation trip in like

scotland or england or scandinavia

but i think i lied

i think i want to to to seoul 

last day of summerrrrr

will be spent doing hwk

yayyyyyy…

but anyway

today’s underrated disney song is the entire Lion King soundtrack but specifically Hakuna Matata, I Just Can’t Wait to be King, and Be Prepared

idk what the composers were on but that soundtrack was FIRE and i need it on more disney playlists

ALSO IM SORRY THE MUSIC FOR TARZAN???? ABSOLUTELY FIRE

today on our list of underrated disney songs is Shiny from Moana

EDDIEEEE YOU’RE BACKKK????????????

I MISSED YOU SO MUCH

part 1 of 3 of my AP Lang project is done!

which is good cuz i have 3 days before school stars lmao

i just did arguably the longest/hardest part

when you’re exploring BotW so you can get all the shrines and you come across a place in Faron called the Zonai ruins and now it’s like a cute lil full circle moment for TotK

guess who starts school exactly one week from today

ME

guess who needs to finish their AP Lang summer assignment

MEEE!

guess who was going to work on it today

MEEEEEEEEE!

guess who didn’t!

MEEeeeeeeEEeeeEeeEEEeeEeeEeeEEeeEeeEe

guys i’m really bored and i NEED to get off this phone

 so

 i need face paint/makeup ideas

so uh guys i did a thing 

by far the heaviest wig i’ve ever worn

for reference, i’m 5’ 6”

now i just have to put together the entire outfit

hot take

the harry potter movies drive me mad

the books are so much better

and i’m sorry but what is the movie version of the harry-ginny romance it’s SO awkward and weird

AND WHAT HAPPENED TO BOOK GINNY AND BOOK DUMBLEDORE

book dumbledore is bae