Having a Bad Day?: Get 'yer Hugs here!!

[Through the Living Elan He/Him]

Just now, The Wandering Wizard said:

She lives in the same state and city as me

You can come too!! And I'll always remind in touch with my friends, always

Ahhhh. Fancy.

I wish I knew someone on the shard that lived near me 

Other than [SUDDEN LOUD CRASH DROWNS OUT WORDS].

But they won't let me tell anyone.

And they don't really count.

[The Wandering Wizard he/him]

Just now, Ancient Elantrian said:

Ahhhh. Fancy.

I wish I knew someone on the shard that lived near me 

Other than [SUDDEN LOUD CRASH DROWNS OUT WORDS].

But they won't let me tell anyone.

And they don't really count.

Don't worry I'll come and live near you Elan!!

[Through the Living Elan He/Him]

1 minute ago, The Wandering Wizard said:

Don't worry I'll come and live near you Elan!!

Yay! 

But... wait you dunno where I live.

Unless...

STALKER!
AAAAAAHHHH!!!!

[The Wandering Wizard he/him]

Just now, Ancient Elantrian said:

Yay! 

But... wait you dunno where I live.

Well you won't need to as I'll be near you

[Through the Living Elan He/Him]

2 minutes ago, The Wandering Wizard said:

Well you won't need to as I'll be near you

How do you know?!

*fear*

HELP SOMEONE WIZZY IS STALKING ME!!!

[The Wandering Wizard he/him]

3 minutes ago, Ancient Elantrian said:

How do you know?!

*fear*

HELP SOMEONE WIZZY IS STALKING ME!!!

*hugs*

Nah I don't and I won't and that's a okay with me

[shortcake thr/eat ka/boom]

23 minutes ago, Ancient Elantrian said:

Wait... 

You live near Wizzy?

Or... in Utah?

Or are you just going to dragonsteel?

yah I live near Wizzy

15 minutes ago, The Wandering Wizard said:

She lives in the same state and city as me

You can come too!! And I'll always remind in touch with my friends, always

YAYY!!

[Edema Rue she/her]

Stars. I'm tired. 

[Just-A-Stick she/her]

6 minutes ago, Edema Rue said:

Stars. I'm tired. 

me too. wanna talk about it?

[SmilingPanda19 Any!]

7 minutes ago, Edema Rue said:

Stars. I'm tired. 

Same. I feel that on a whole different level. These last few weeks have been something. Today was... tiring. How about you?

[Aeoryi she/her]

9 minutes ago, Edema Rue said:

Stars. I'm tired. 

I have sickness

And 87% in art

[Edema Rue she/her]

7 minutes ago, Just-A-Stick said:

me too. wanna talk about it?

5 minutes ago, SmilingPanda19 said:

Same. I feel that on a whole different level. These last few weeks have been something. Today was... tiring. How about you?

*shrugs* There's just...too much, and I care about all the wrong things. There's too much time feeling alone, too much time feeling forgotten, too much time letting time pass by without putting in the massive amount of work it stays just to stay alive.

5 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

I have sickness

And 87% in art

[SmilingPanda19 Any!]

1 minute ago, Edema Rue said:

*shrugs* There's just...too much, and I care about all the wrong things. There's too much time feeling alone, too much time feeling forgotten, too much time letting time pass by without putting in the massive amount of work it stays just to stay alive.

I get that. And I want you to know that I'm so proud of you. So so so proud of you. You are trying so hard and that is so admirable. Keep breathing. If thats all you can do then 

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for f**ks sake you'll get good at it

 

[Edema Rue she/her]

1 minute ago, SmilingPanda19 said:

I get that. And I want you to know that I'm so proud of you. So so so proud of you. You are trying so hard and that is so admirable. Keep breathing. If thats all you can do then 

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for f**ks sake you'll get good at it

 

Thanks, sister. I...thank you.  

[Just-A-Stick she/her]

1 minute ago, Edema Rue said:

*shrugs* There's just...too much, and I care about all the wrong things. There's too much time feeling alone, too much time feeling forgotten, too much time letting time pass by without putting in the massive amount of work it stays just to stay alive.

I think I'm speaking for all of us when I say that we are here for you! *hugs* reach out if you need a... more personal conversation? 

love ya sister!

[The Wandering Wizard he/him]

57 minutes ago, Edema Rue said:

Stars. I'm tired. 

50 minutes ago, Just-A-Stick said:

me too. wanna talk about it?

48 minutes ago, SmilingPanda19 said:

Same. I feel that on a whole different level. These last few weeks have been something. Today was... tiring. How about you?

47 minutes ago, Aeoryi said:

I have sickness

And 87% in art

*hugs all* 

I'm a bit tired too.

And I want you all to know that I think you're incredible young women and that you're all going to do amazing things.  

[Weaver of Shadows he/him]

*hugs*

[Edema Rue she/her]

15 minutes ago, The Wandering Wizard said:

*hugs all* 

I'm a bit tired too.

And I want you all to know that I think you're incredible young women and that you're all going to do amazing things.  

*hugs back*

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

2 hours ago, Edema Rue said:

*shrugs* There's just...too much, and I care about all the wrong things. There's too much time feeling alone, too much time feeling forgotten, too much time letting time pass by without putting in the massive amount of work it stays just to stay alive.

I may be an idiot to some of the people i know, but in this moment, i know what to say: work is worth more than anything else combined. so put in the work.

[Edema Rue she/her]

18 minutes ago, TheRavenHasLanded said:

I may be an idiot to some of the people i know, but in this moment, i know what to say: work is worth more than anything else combined. so put in the work.

Ah, my friend, I wish it were so simple. It isn't. Work can do a lot, but there are some things it can't change. There are some people who will always be better, have more, be stronger, without ever needing to work for it. That's just the way this work is. Though, of course, I'm also far from perfect at consistently putting in the work. Some days it's all I can do to get out of bed in the morning; some days I can't even do that. I'll get there, I'll get stronger eventually, just...sometimes, work doesn't pay off.

(sorry, I didn't mean that to sound confrontational or rude, it's just been a very long day and I speak from personal experience)

(also, we're all idiots sometimes. That's okay).

Edited November 18, 2023 by Edema Rue

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

Just now, Edema Rue said:

Ah, my friend, I wish it were so simple. It isn't. Work can do a lot, but there are some things it can't change. There are some people who will always be better, have more, be stronger, without ever needing to work for it. That's just the way this work is. Though, of course, I'm also far from perfect at consistently putting in the work. Some days it's all I can do to get out of bed in the morning; some days I can't even do that. I'll get there, I'll get stronger eventually, just...sometimes, work doesn't pay off.

but the work still needs to be done.

how do i end up arguing with people yet again?

[Edema Rue she/her]

Just now, TheRavenHasLanded said:

but the work still needs to be done.

how do i end up arguing with people yet again?

Sorry that was my fault. I'm so sorry.

It does, and that's why I'm so tired, I think; I'm tired of working and not getting anything I can see out of it.

*disappears because I'm not making any sense and it's only causing problems*

[Ookla de los Cuervos he/him]

Just now, Edema Rue said:

Sorry that was my fault. I'm so sorry.

It does, and that's why I'm so tired, I think; I'm tired of working and not getting anything I can see out of it.

*disappears because I'm not making any sense and it's only causing problems*

*grabs you because im not making sense either and yet its a decent conversation because i havent crossed any boundaries with you guys*

[Thaidakar the Ghostblood he/him]

4 minutes ago, Edema Rue said:

Ah, my friend, I wish it were so simple. It isn't. Work can do a lot, but there are some things it can't change. There are some people who will always be better, have more, be stronger, without ever needing to work for it. That's just the way this work is. Though, of course, I'm also far from perfect at consistently putting in the work. Some days it's all I can do to get out of bed in the morning; some days I can't even do that. I'll get there, I'll get stronger eventually, just...sometimes, work doesn't pay off.

(sorry, I didn't mean that to sound confrontational or rude, it's just been a very long day and I speak from personal experience)

(also, we're all idiots sometimes. That's okay).

*hugs*

It doesn't sometimes. And... that's just life.

Life sucks, but it's also beautiful. Oh so beautiful.

Just keep going! It'll get better eventually. Just keep moving, keep striving, keep trying. And... someday... you'll wake up and it won't be as bad anymore. You'll move along with your life and it will be lighter. It will still be heavy, but not as heavy. Not by a long shot.

It's not a lot, but it's very much something. A tangible something that has hope, the most valuable thing.

[Edema Rue she/her]

9 minutes ago, TheRavenHasLanded said:

*grabs you because im not making sense either and yet its a decent conversation because i havent crossed any boundaries with you guys*

:3

6 minutes ago, Thaidakar the Ghostblood said:

*hugs*

It doesn't sometimes. And... that's just life.

Life sucks, but it's also beautiful. Oh so beautiful.

Just keep going! It'll get better eventually. Just keep moving, keep striving, keep trying. And... someday... you'll wake up and it won't be as bad anymore. You'll move along with your life and it will be lighter. It will still be heavy, but not as heavy. Not by a long shot.

It's not a lot, but it's very much something. A tangible something that has hope, the most valuable thing.

Thank you, Thaid. There is beauty. I can believe that, even if I don't see it right now. 

Edited November 18, 2023 by Edema Rue