Aeoryi

No worries, I won't prod well yes when it feels like you *deserve* to suffer then you become inclined to want to suffer in one way or another- I mean you know how bad anorexia can get. You can't get help if you don't try to at least meet them halfway. Find a day where you feel concerned about the direction you're heading, and then on that day contact the service and tell them why you're concerned. can you take them with water?

Unfortunately, there will no longer be a daily yuri for the foreseeable future. It's not easy to find this all the time and well its draining and that isn't really enjoyable I have more yuri yes but like its not easy to do all the blog stuff long story short yuri is discontinued yeah there may be yuri still though less frequently i promise

Lily/ash, I would argue that not eating, drinking or sleeping is worse for you in the long run than cutting yourself (that's not an invitation to go back to cutting btw). Like, you'll really screw things over for yourself if you continue this. Like you're not going to feel not miserable unless you start actually taking care of yourself. If you do want to suffer for some unknown reason you really should speak to someone about that because like I said it can get bad quickly and if theres still a compulsion towards sh (of any variety!!!) then that needs to be sorted out as soon as possible.

it does count

you should reach out to get some help, okay? you gotta take care of yourself. Not doing so is effectively self harm. You have to at least try.

by the Lord ruler you gotta take care of yourself or else someone eventually will notice and do it for you. why do you do this to yourself

why are you currently insane

tbh it took a while to figure out how to best provide commentary without hurting others Still difficult sometimes

I should have some soon oh yeah all the time. A general rule of thumb is that I either aim to give support, affirmation, or advice.

Yeah sometimes

I keep on having horrible nightmares that scare me

Good dream or bad dream?

yeah I need more sleep but I don't want to waste my time sleeping

ah ok I had no idea what you were referring to before yeah when you have your eyes open for too long it hurts but it also hurts to sleep feels like a waste

ok this is super relatable though

how'd you knowww

get some sleep

Nope

Lots of distractions

I have like one other alias I am sometimes known as but that's my creative works alias and thus I keep it away from forum stuff

my username has never had anything to do with my IRL name.

ryn reminds me of a name I would've liked when I was younger, I'm glad you picked it up

why ryn?

ryniunation

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