Having a Bad Day?: Get 'yer Hugs here!!

[Sunbird she/her]

@Queen Elsa Steelheart I'm so sorry that happened to you! I have asthma, but it's mild, so I think I understand a little bit what that felt like to be unable to breathe.  *hugs*

[Queen Elsa Steelheart she/her]

45 minutes ago, Sunbird said:

@Queen Elsa Steelheart I'm so sorry that happened to you! I have asthma, but it's mild, so I think I understand a little bit what that felt like to be unable to breathe.  *hugs*

I used to have mild, but it's gotten a lot worse with age :/ *hugs* thanks

[Silverblade5 he/him]

Graduation was cancelled today due to weather. It will no longer be held at Red Rocks. The concert band will not be playing at the rescheduled graduation at the school.

[Ammanas]

51 minutes ago, Silverblade5 said:

Graduation was cancelled today due to weather. It will no longer be held at Red Rocks. The concert band will not be playing at the rescheduled graduation at the school.

I live in the area...who could of predicted snow in late May? The weather here is just bonkers.

[StrikerEZ he/him]

I just performed in the band for the Make-A-Wish foundation. I don't even really known who we did it for, but it was so cool to be a part of it.

[Darkness Ascendant he/him]

3 hours ago, StrikerEZ said:

I just performed in the band for the Make-A-Wish foundation. I don't even really known who we did it for, but it was so cool to be a part of it.

Sounds like a tough day  

[StrikerEZ he/him]

5 minutes ago, Darkness Ascendant said:

Sounds like a tough day  

Oh...I could've sworn I posted that in the good day topic. 

[Darkness Ascendant he/him]

6 minutes ago, StrikerEZ said:

Oh...I could've sworn I posted that in the good day topic. 

*hugs anyway*

[Jondesu he/him]

Was just told this morning that I'll probably be discharged and sent home early next week (Mon or Tue I assume). That would be good news, except we've found exactly 0 things that have helped the pain. So I'll have spent two weeks here with nothing worthwhile to show for it except to rule out more possible solutions.

[A Budgie she/her]

7 hours ago, Jondesu said:

Was just told this morning that I'll probably be discharged and sent home early next week (Mon or Tue I assume). That would be good news, except we've found exactly 0 things that have helped the pain. So I'll have spent two weeks here with nothing worthwhile to show for it except to rule out more possible solutions.

*hug* I'm sorry to hear that, and I hope they find something. At least you're going home, though.

[Jondesu he/him]

I am so ready to go home. I FaceTimed my family earlier and ended up just crying afterward. This is incredibly depressing and frustrating to repeatedly have absolutely no effect when I take medications or have procedures done, especially when those are causing extra pain. I'm on my 6th IV, I had a spinal tap and several nerve blocks, so I'm sore and have bruises all over... and all for naught.

[Hemalurgic Headshot he/him]

6 minutes ago, Jondesu said:

I am so ready to go home. I FaceTimed my family earlier and ended up just crying afterward. This is incredibly depressing and frustrating to repeatedly have absolutely no effect when I take medications or have procedures done, especially when those are causing extra pain. I'm on my 6th IV, I had a spinal tap and several nerve blocks, so I'm sore and have bruises all over... and all for naught.

*hugs as light as your current physical ability will allow* That sounds terrible. I hope that something will help you.

[A Budgie she/her]

1 hour ago, Jondesu said:

I am so ready to go home. I FaceTimed my family earlier and ended up just crying afterward. This is incredibly depressing and frustrating to repeatedly have absolutely no effect when I take medications or have procedures done, especially when those are causing extra pain. I'm on my 6th IV, I had a spinal tap and several nerve blocks, so I'm sore and have bruises all over... and all for naught.

*all the hugs*

[Darkness Ascendant he/him]

2 hours ago, Jondesu said:

I am so ready to go home. I FaceTimed my family earlier and ended up just crying afterward. This is incredibly depressing and frustrating to repeatedly have absolutely no effect when I take medications or have procedures done, especially when those are causing extra pain. I'm on my 6th IV, I had a spinal tap and several nerve blocks, so I'm sore and have bruises all over... and all for naught.

mm that really is horrible  Stay strong Jond *hugs gently*

[Sunbird she/her]

2 hours ago, Jondesu said:

I am so ready to go home. I FaceTimed my family earlier and ended up just crying afterward. This is incredibly depressing and frustrating to repeatedly have absolutely no effect when I take medications or have procedures done, especially when those are causing extra pain. I'm on my 6th IV, I had a spinal tap and several nerve blocks, so I'm sore and have bruises all over... and all for naught.

I'm so sorry, Jon. I hope you know I'm thinking about you every day, hoping and praying that you and your doctors find a way to get you feeling better. *hugs*

[Delightful]

9 hours ago, Jondesu said:

I am so ready to go home. I FaceTimed my family earlier and ended up just crying afterward. This is incredibly depressing and frustrating to repeatedly have absolutely no effect when I take medications or have procedures done, especially when those are causing extra pain. I'm on my 6th IV, I had a spinal tap and several nerve blocks, so I'm sore and have bruises all over... and all for naught.

 

 

so.......guess which orange politician will be in my city tomorrow? 

[Claincy he/him]

13 hours ago, Jondesu said:

I am so ready to go home. I FaceTimed my family earlier and ended up just crying afterward. This is incredibly depressing and frustrating to repeatedly have absolutely no effect when I take medications or have procedures done, especially when those are causing extra pain. I'm on my 6th IV, I had a spinal tap and several nerve blocks, so I'm sore and have bruises all over... and all for naught.

I'm sorry, that really sucks *hugs*

[StrikerEZ he/him]

14 hours ago, Jondesu said:

I am so ready to go home. I FaceTimed my family earlier and ended up just crying afterward. This is incredibly depressing and frustrating to repeatedly have absolutely no effect when I take medications or have procedures done, especially when those are causing extra pain. I'm on my 6th IV, I had a spinal tap and several nerve blocks, so I'm sore and have bruises all over... and all for naught.

*hugs very lightly but very firmly*

I really hope you can start feeling better soon. 

[Erandeni he/him]

14 hours ago, Jondesu said:

I am so ready to go home. I FaceTimed my family earlier and ended up just crying afterward. This is incredibly depressing and frustrating to repeatedly have absolutely no effect when I take medications or have procedures done, especially when those are causing extra pain. I'm on my 6th IV, I had a spinal tap and several nerve blocks, so I'm sore and have bruises all over... and all for naught.

Sounds awful *hugs*

[Jondesu he/him]

Thanks, everyone. I'm beginning to come to terms with the idea that I may just have this headache for the rest of my life. A year ago that would have been something I couldn't face, and let's just say it might have made my life a lot shorter if I came to that conclusion then, but now I think I'm in a better place and I can learn to live my life through the pain, even if I can never work again or lead a truly normal life.

[A Budgie she/her]

6 hours ago, Jondesu said:

Thanks, everyone. I'm beginning to come to terms with the idea that I may just have this headache for the rest of my life. A year ago that would have been something I couldn't face, and let's just say it might have made my life a lot shorter if I came to that conclusion then, but now I think I'm in a better place and I can learn to live my life through the pain, even if I can never work again or lead a truly normal life.

*hug* I'm glad you're okay, then. Well...yeah.

[Darkness Ascendant he/him]

9 hours ago, Jondesu said:

Thanks, everyone. I'm beginning to come to terms with the idea that I may just have this headache for the rest of my life. A year ago that would have been something I couldn't face, and let's just say it might have made my life a lot shorter if I came to that conclusion then, but now I think I'm in a better place and I can learn to live my life through the pain, even if I can never work again or lead a truly normal life.

mmm you are amazing you know that? *hugs lightly* I feel strangely proud of you heh

Stay strong jond  You can do this.

[Sunbird she/her]

Maybe this will bring a bit of cheer to someone who needs it...

[Darkness Ascendant he/him]

2 hours ago, Sunbird said:

Maybe this will bring a bit of cheer to someone who needs it...

haha Dex Hamilton alien entomologist

Dex Hamilton, alien humanologist

[Queen Elsa Steelheart she/her]

What a terrible day. Where do I even begin?

 

Yesterday was 12th grade photos, the last photos we were ever going to have. I was ignored by my year, as usual, but the worst part was that during the 12th grade muckup photo, my friends took a selfie and pushed me out the way so I wasn't in the selfie. I nearly fell off the stupid photo stand and the whole year yelled at me. It hurt so bad emotionally. I smiled for the photo, but it was the fakest smile I've ever done in my life. I want to burn that stupid photo when it gets printed. 

 

I quit my school service of prayer leading the year 9 girls. They have treated me like crap and I've had enough. They gain up on me, graffiti on the desk, answer back and when I tell the head teacher they are graffiting, they crowd me at lunch and make me feel guilty. On Thursday and Friday they made me cry.

 

To top it off, after I announced to them saying I resigned from my position, they started coming up to me saying "Oh Jess, why did you quit? We were so nice to you!"

I completely lost it. "crem dung!" I yelled.  (i didn't yell that but 17s doesn't let it swore) "IF YOU GUYS WERE SO NICE TO ME WHY WOULD I QUIT! YOU GUYS TREATED ME LIKE rust!" (swear word again for the word poop) 

 

Then at dancing I mucked up in part of the dance and everyone was whispering and laughing at me. I went to the bathroom and sobbed my eyes out. In my four years at dance, I've never cried at dance. 

 

I was still in a crappy mood this morning and so I was quite snappy. The career advisor got on my nerves. (I've never liked her in the first place because in year 10 she made me cry when told me I would never be a doctor) Today  the career's advisor was treating me like a baby. I was printing something out for Ancient History (I got permission from my teacher) and she comes up to me and is like "You're wandering around like a lost sheep!" Then I tell her I got permission. Then when I go into the office to get scissors because I left my at home, I run into her again at the office (UGHH) I get handed the scissors and she starts with the babying again. She's like; "Oh, be careful with those! Don't run with them! It's very dangerous!

I completely lost it again. I get pissed and say "Miss!! I am 18!! I am an adult and NOT in primary school! I KNOW how to use scissors!!!"

By the time I got home last night. I was suicidal. I'm still pretty pissed today, but pretending everything is fine. I know I'm going to blow sooner or later.

Edited May 23, 2017 by Queen Elsa Steelheart