Usseewa
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Hmm.. not as many "happy" poems as I thought.. Layered Thoughts I will never be ready. Will I? I don’t understand my thoughts, Don’t know what to think. Her thoughts are confusing, Tangles and jumbles. It’s… so, so many layers. Never-ending cyclic layers. “Help me…” Who? Who will help you, confused one? No one, not even your mind. No one can… make this any easier. I must persevere and… wait. Just… wait and… let the thoughts sort themselves out. Except… Archives These… so much. These things, From decades ago. So much… so much random human history. So many… never erased. Words wrote years ago, like reading the conversations of those long-dead. Though… they’re not dead, not all of them. Some very much alive. But it’s all… such a different era. So distant, yet not really. Such a different time… I need a walk :3 - 猫
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This one was long-overdue... Or at least.. I've been wanting to make it for quite some time. Note: "不満" does not translate to "Human," I was doing wordplay... Try figuring it out, if you want. (In)Humanity Why is humanity so... inhumane? Why do you hate each other, yourselves, your home? Why do you just care, irrationally, for... intangible and imaginary numbers? Why have so much, when you need so little? When you deserve much less? It's all a game, you know? Once—like me—you've seen outside the wall, there's no going back. When you see how utterly worthless this all is, how you're being played? When you see that your work essentially amounts to nothing? Where's the sense! Why do you comply in this big game? Power is all, isn't it? Controlling, rather than being controlled. Moving... beyond the Wall, outside the game most others are taught to play. The Game most of you humans are forced to play—or don't even consider. Power. It's what they all want, Maybe even what you want. A modicum of control—to keep you complacent, perhaps. Or an absence of it—to keep you blindly clawing for it. Humans. Vile things, really. And the thing is, they lie to themselves saying they "can't help it." It's "in their nature." Well, as they've proven, nature can be changed drastically. Destroyed, reshaped. So why don't they try changing theirs? Then there's the few of you who care. Or, perhaps, many of you. But what can you do, with no power, no control? And if you manage to obtain it... you succumb to the inhumanity of humanity. The "greed and corruption." The things you yourselves are well aware of, yet don't bother fixing. Well, sometimes it's easier to talk than act. Easier to complain about all you've ruined, yet continue ruining. There was no "golden age" and there never will be. No good era, no peaceful times. No non-conflict, just selfishness. There will never be such a time. Not for "humanity," anyway. The way I see it, Every single living thing, Every species, Has its flaws. Humans are just... The most obvious. This, however, means nothing. Humans will still destroy. Humans will still, in idiocy, seek riches. Humans still are selfish, greedy, flawed, and... stupid. As the one point in their favor, however: nothing is perfect. - L
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Yeah... Uncertain Epitome What do I know? Everything. What do I understand? Nothing. What do I know... about myself? Too much, too little. What do I know... that's real? Don't know, how can I? What am I just... stamping upon my soul? What am I simply... parroting back? Am I really... anything? Or just a shifting blank-slate, no real self? I can write, but is it me? Is it overcoming the doubts—the delays, Or am I just continuing to follow the script? The script for the new self I adopt? The new personality and mind I create, If it could even be called that—creation. More... a summary, a textbook example, though an uncertain epitome. "I" am... an uncertain epitome. - ゆり / ユリ
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I think my brain had a BSoD this night. Finally Done It’s finally over, I did it. Through the pain, The agony, The hell known as life. I have no words now, Aside those telling me to sleep. Sorry, I think most of what I wrote are poems and stuff. Yeah. - Meeeoowww
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Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted in a bit. If you didn't know, I was (and maybe still am?) taking a break from the Shard. I'll be posting what I wrote though. Dancing Through the Night Dancing through the darkness, Free, unbound. Walking slowly, Enjoying the breeze, Away from the sound, Soaking in the peace. I get what I crave, And though it’s not enough, It’s the best I can do, And it’s wonderful, Beautiful, too. - Me
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Oh wow it's already been three days since I logged in? Anyway guess who just reached the summit! (In Celeste) CELESTE SPOILERS!!! Anyway I think the break from Shard has done me good,.. tho I still have been "online" just not on the Shard and stuff. Like, you know, watching anime or learning Japanese or whatever. Yumyumyum
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holy what the meow did i miss uhh anyway just wanted to pop in to saw MEOWWWWW (that's literally it) i literally have been going on walks and meowing so so much it's so fun but then when I'm around ppl i almost meowed anyway *bounds off into the distance again* (I'm not back btw, just wanted to say that cuz why not) (and now i feel weird for logging in after only like two days sorry) (also I'm learning japanese) (you guys should try break from shard too it's nice)
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ok i'ma try to take a break from shard for whatever amount of time or at least spend less time on it because i stormin hate it because it's distracting me from work and such and i just use it to make myself depressed and act like a ... person anyway maybe i'll try to block it or something too and make it so i gotta enter a 128-digit passcode to unlock it or something idk sayonaraaaaa hopefully or i could just turn off password autocomplete/saving and making my password long and log out after each use like i kinda do already anyway i just wasted a few minutes typing this by bye. but yeah pls dont worry about me because i might still look on shard as a guest even if i dont want to and then ill see something and oh wait no that makes it sound like your fault uh well basically uhm do whatever you want bye
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yes i know exactly what you mean but too tired and misearble to think of an example.. but i don't want that kind of pain. i mean, i do but that's not what I meant. anyway i feel like a zombie rn what the heck did i even type i dont know if i mean that anymore or if i ever truly did or maybe im just too tired to want it why am i hungry... i ate a bunch of crap... i also had the weird urge to just drink my nail polish... so tired and i feel like im faking everything of course being depressed, being tired, Everything Everything
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sorrysorrysorrysorry it was too long and i didnt want to respond till i could in detail sorry plus bluewildrye's also. anyway. bye. im gonna acutlaly (whatever. i tried spelling it correctly like three times. idc.) try to do the thing i need to.
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Idk. What's real anymore, and what am I just fabricating/internalizing?
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im so storming tired of life rn but not in a bad way necessarily just that i want this hard project thing that's not even that hard and I'm almost done with to be over so i can finally be free for a bit and storming live... like i was going to go on another walk this evening/night but what the hell of course i can't unless i don't wanna get enough sleep!
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oh i see
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i guess..¿ not really..... *tired*
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nope! but i'll be fine, like always...
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you aree 100% correct = ive been told this before also ignore any weird symbols rn im typing lying on my back with laptop on chest (since on throat would look weird and was slightly painful) yeah... i just don't know how else to express when i feel crazy, ya knoww? sorry
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hahhhhhwhhw youu se. bebbeb. d bdbb mensknfnrnnene nene nan *tries and strains to type normally* uhhahah wajj smmw Ahaggahahahha b yesbyou aeeeeearexoreect i just want to climb a tree or something and hang off the branch upside down by my legs or something instead of thisjajwhwjwj andthen jum pofff but wihtout dying or breakin[g[ mh n (sory im cholding *holding my laptop weirdly) wihtout breaking my bones except maye a sprain or smth
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oh nope im just going insane have been all day or night idk anymore wHaT iS tImEeeenejejejej hhahahahahahahahhwhwhwhwhwhwhhwhwhwhahahjahwhwhjwjwhw
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Mini: They Should Have Known Better, That Moment, and Trust
Usseewa commented on Stardust's blog entry in Written in the Stars
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Mini: They Should Have Known Better, That Moment, and Trust
Usseewa commented on Stardust's blog entry in Written in the Stars
*also realizes stormlight still here* (rhythm of war spoilers) (also self-harm kinda) -
*ATTEMPTS TO HIGH FIVE* CRACK *OWWYMEOW* YAY FOR CRYING
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Mini: They Should Have Known Better, That Moment, and Trust
Usseewa commented on Stardust's blog entry in Written in the Stars
HAHA TWINSIES UWU *DIESSSSSSSSS*
