Do you use asian languages just to confuse me

:3

/j

relatable though

2 minutes ago, Verdance said:

Do you use asian languages just to confuse me

:3

/j

relatable though

i stormin hate this

this storming poem is me and i hate it

all the poems are me and i hate me

it's japanese, just two different Japanese writing systems/"alphabets"

it's just my name don't worry about it..

What, the uncertainty? You’re human, everyone struggles with their identity, whether they admit it or not. What’s important is that you keep moral principles whilst trying to be yourself, not someone else. 

haha i don't know how

to keep moral princips or be "myself"

or maybe i donknow how to be "myself" but i dont allow this entity named lily to do so

Is this disassociation? Am i reading right?

uh idk the purest form of identity is doing things what feels natural, without overthinking or consciously altering behavior. I also believe that due to sin and stuff that that core self is flawed or broken, so we cant all act on instinct, but dont kill yourself trying to conform to other people

idk

because as you said about overthinking ans consciously altering actions... that's the darn problem with me

I can't cremin' do anything without knowing i am and choosing to do it because i think that's who i am, want to be, should be, should do, want to do, etc. etc. etc.

that's the ehole issue I've been struggling with and i hate it so much

i can't say anything 

I can't say I do/feel/think something. Say, something that I KNOW confirms/supports me being trans because I KNOW it does and I KNOW I'd be doing it and what rhe heck ado if I'm not so does that mean I'm not trans??????????????

how the heck to i ado'ng not conform

if that means not being trans I'm not sure i want to "be myself" because i like being trans.

i THINK

i tell myself so

what the ado...

anyway bye

see you.. whenever

see you on the other side haha lol kidding...

@Verdance btw

NO I'M NOT SUICIDAL SHUSH

Erm…

idk so i feel very socially pressured all the time to support you as a trans person even though it like very much does not come naturally

and what i would say is that [not a trans person cannot give great advice!!!] if this isn’t natural to you or isn’t almost completely surely who you want to be then don’t force yourself to be someone that isn’t just objectively who you want to be or causes you anxiety or isn’t who you naturally tend towards then… dont force yourself to be that person

idk, but i would use whatever pronouns you asked me to use

im sorry you should probably ask not me