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Folks. It’s time

Im on book three of Mistborn era one. 
Im very unprepared for the pain this book will bring me. 
Then maybe I’ll finish elantris. We’ll see 

Being a senior is incredibly weird, I don’t feel that old yet Im legitimately almost going into the adult world.

then there’s my graduate boyfriend 

throwing me the L

he’s a goober

I’m having fun 

my theme this year is really fun

It’s Drawn Upon and it’s an art themed show!!! 
How’re you guys doing

IM CLEARED!!!

Ive been doing band camp for almost a week now and I remembered why i love performing so much. It’s just a lot of fun. 
 

So, I’m going to the cardiologist tomorrow

apparently, these problems coupled with something I thought wasn’t happening anymore but is is worrying. So I’m not cleared to perform…

hoping I do soon enough because I’m not sure what I’ll do if I can’t. I love guard and the thought that I wouldn’t be able to after deciding to stay; that just really sucks. 
 

I’ll see yall after Tuesday 

Currently having a fun time with random dizzy spells that keep occurring even after drinking lots of water and having food :,)

Usually it stops but it hasn’t today. 
 

I’m hoping the doctor can help me at my physical on Monday.

So im sitting here this morning, getting ready for my day while barely awake

when i decide to have the tv on

you’ll never guess what turned on 

literally fellowship of the ring. At 9:40 in the morning.

what is life.

Staying one more half day in Williamsburg, then off to DC!!

BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE OF THE SHARD

My Beloved Cal released an EP called Spare Time

give it a listen, he’s a fantastic musician:>>>>
Apple Music and Spotify I think. 

Life’s Medium <3333

Dawg what on earth is college applications?? Im trying to apply to BYU I and I’m like u h h h how do i send all this in? 
Nobody explained this in school 

Another late night questioning everything. let’s go.

HAPPPPPYYYY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!!

even though I’m literally sitting right next to you right now. <33333

Added a new little symbol for the cloak :>>>

The thing is done, now I just need to add the fancy stuff on the back and sides!!! 
 

nice

Ignore the markiplier in the bottom-

Oh yeah, I’ve also now read the first mistborn book. Baller as hell, I loved it so much. 
i miss Kelsier so much though ;-; 

he literally Was my favorite character in the book. But I’ll settle for marsh along with Vin and her ending :>>>>

Into hour whatever of this project

guys I forgot how to make a hood. I haven’t made a hood in at least two or three years-

I’m late but 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU COOL PERSON

I’m on another project grind, this one for Cal’s birthday!!!! 
It’s more manageable so I should have it done by the day of birthday :>>>
im just a girl in love 

so i decided to go all out for his birthday. 
I might be a bit too ambitious

It’s an elbow length tiny cloak :]

things are just moving too fast, and im just waiting at this point for the moment when i lose everything. Everything has a time limit. im just so scared and it’s probably the exhaust from earlier making my emotions heightened and harder to control. 
i keep on thinking about how everything will go, how I’ll deal with losing the person i love most.

and i don’t know how im going to. i hate thinking about it but its always on my mind. 
 

Welcome to sad hours, my friends. It’s raining, got food and water. Time to just let go for a bit and think. 

Do you folks ever wake up from sleeping and go,

”What on holy hell was that I just witnessed???” 
The dreams I have a legitimately so wack at times I have to pause when I wake up cause of them. 

Task failed, didn’t get it done

however I am now further along than I was beforehand so success? The next game is also on cal’s birthday so I gotta make a tough decision.

Well, today is a funny thing

so I decided that on Tuesday or so, I would finish this space themed vest for my dnd session on Friday.

Tomorrow is the incredibly long sprint to get it done.

wish me luck soldiers 

I got the blessing B))))

it was so great and I cried a lot and I got to have Cal there with me. It was truly beautiful and gave me some answers to questions that had been bothering me. Things I needed to hear, yeah it was great

Hello dear friends of the shard

This is probably late but 

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!! 
I identify with being genderfluid/genderqueer and omniflux. 
It took a long time to find myself but i finally did. I’m so happy with myself and Im so glad to have someone so supportive of me in my life.

CHEERS!!!