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I’m now two decades old and it feels strange. A lot changed in a short period of time but things have shaped up well and I’m happy. Thank you to all my friends on here, may it be an awesome day for yall! 

Spring break is lowkey slayin, going on a four mile hike tomorrow

Passed my test to get my technician license for Ham (or Amateur) Radio! 

So first semester of college has come to an end and I fly home on Saturday. The question becomes what have I learned from this?
 

A lot.
 

I’m grateful for it all though. Life’s been a struggle in terms of mental health but I did a major goal of getting medicated on Zoloft. It’s made a big difference already. 
and I’ve decided to serve a mission. It’s something I’ve thought about enough and I think it’s the final piece I’m missing. I feel peace and excitement in this decision. 
 

that’s my little update on me. I’ll be around

Well. The time has come. I move to college on Wednesday and move into my apartment on Friday. But it’ll be good, i can only take it one step at a time. Wish me luck!

The amount of flooding happening near me is ridiculous, thankfully my house is on a plateau/hill but I’m hoping people are safe during it :,)

OH MY GOSH IM SO EXCITED. 
EEEEEEEEE

(surprise insert here in regards to my baby, my cal)

AND ITHACAS WAITING

MY KINGDOM IS WAITING

PENELOPES WAITING

FOOORR MEEE

SO FULL SPEED AHEAD!

Work went well! Did just training yesterday with videos then hopefully will learn more next week. 
 

best part was after I went home, I slept for a bit then got nine hours after going to bed at midnight. It was so nice after having two days of insomnia 

The way I’m sick a couple days before I start work-

TO FEED THE MASSES

I GIVE YOU A SILLY 

made by cal out in Utah

Well since im here, gonna talk about my life recently! It’s all good, got a letter from cal! He sent it a while back but we’re gonna be little pen pal buddies I think. I’ll try to keep it up, and then I also got my very first job, working at a clothing store similar to Ross.

I GRADUATED!!!

Now I’m the kind of person who’d love to get a septum piercing (and more maybe some tattoos along with it) 

but my parents dislike all of those

So what’d I do?

I bought fake septum piercings for 28$ (six of them) 

and they’re in my opinion a good compromise 

Update: he’s fine, he just got his phone taken cause of memes, reading Sanderson and music. 
he’s a lil silly 

Me lowkey worrying because cal didn’t reply to my email on Monday, sent a message but then deleted it Sunday night, hasn’t done his Duolingo since Monday and hasn’t posted any photos to his google album also since Sunday:  

am I worrying over nothing? I know he’s probably just busy but knowing his usual habits this is a bit weird.

My birthday is tomorrow at 2:44am

19 is amazing.

Me when I keep forgetting to actually pop in:

HEYyyy how yall doin…

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I require a singular piece of cheese then a FAT NAP.

im a frail old man honestly

Update on Cal: 

He's doing good out there but hating the heat. Just got over a bad sickness but recovering well and definitely loving working with the other missionaries. He’s getting a new companion on Wednesday! 
 

send him your well wishes next Monday if you got his email. 
 

(It’s also our year and a half anniversary next Wednesday!!!!)

Update but my team got fourth place at state yesterday. 
it was super fun and if you want I’ll give you guys the video of our show. 
I had a blast although I ended up getting lost at one point in the night

I made it to the bus safe though so that was good!

Free me from the binds of academia!

im so tired of trying to get scholarships so i can actually pay for things.

Little story time from mine and cal’s relationship:

So about a year ago now on February 14th, cal gave me this promise ring. It was a silver ring with a little crystal in the middle and two on the side. Now I wore the ring every single day. Everywhere and all the time. Even when I was marching or practicing I kept it on under my gloves to keep him close by always. Now during like November or December last year, I somehow lost it. It slipped out of my pocket the one time I was wearing it. I looked everywhere and couldn’t find it. 
 

Now since cal left, he left one last thing for me at his house that he said I was going to love. I tried guessing but he wouldn’t give any hints. 
Fast forward to today and I finally stopped by to pick it up. I see his family and they missed me a lot, especially his sister. And I get two things: one partially full twelve pack box of assorted monsters he bought before he left, and an envelope with my name on it. 
I say my goodbyes and open it in my car. First thing I see is a little microfiber cloth and was like “what’s this?” And then there’s a little package in it. 
it’s a replacement of the exact ring I lost. He got me another one. 
along with a letter telling me to not lose this one and that he loves me.

i thought it’d be nice to share this. 

I just realized I’ve been gone for a bit- my bad gang. Life has been a whirlwind of things.

colorguard has been crazy, we made finals and got to go Back to San Antonio AGAIN and then I go back again tomorrow to six flags.

Just so y’all know, he flew out today to Utah!

now it’s a two year wait