Shining Silhouette

I'm starting to get hit with a very intense case of senioritis now that I've gotten into college. But hear me out—this is what a typical school day for me is like

Period 1: 10 minute Gov activity then free time
Period 2: Free reading period
Period 3: Spanish (AKA movie-watching period)
Period 4: Meditation in Gym
Period 5: Study Hall
Period 6: Lunch
Period 7: Strings
Period 8: Psych (aka throw stuffed elephants at each other)

But the thing is, I'm not even taking the easy classes! Like, this is the hard version of senior year! What?

I'm not complaining about the lack of work (the first half of this year was like the hardest time of my life), but it is making me question the point of these few months in the first place.

Also who wants to join the profile picture chaos

@The Wandering Wizard

@Shining Silhouette

@Telrao

We need to talk.

Help me guys.

I just spent two hours working on a family tree for a fictional character I just made. This character doesn't belong to any plot or story, yet I am obsessed with her and her family history.

What did you do to your pfp!?

Whyyyyyyy

ERAOJRFSOEFJODSIJFOIJSEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH

 

 

 

Why?

Oh man. I'm trying not to cry as I write this. 

Yesterday was incredible.

Both show choirs (JV--Subwoofers and Varsity--Leaders of the Pack) had to be at the competition at 10am.

Subwoofers got second place in the JV division, and I'm so proud of them. They've worked so hard!

I don't even know where to start for us. We all got ready and stuff (there was some drama that went down and... yikes) and hung out for about six hours because we performed at 5:30.

They had donuts at the comp and they were so good it's not even funny. So I bought three. :D And then there was also hot chocolate and I couldn't resist. So I was on a sugar high for a while before the show, and then I got super tired and sat in a corner for twenty minutes.

Firkins then rounded everyone up to go to our homeroom, and he pulled out these papers with everyone's names on them. We'd written notes to each other on the papers a couple weeks ago, and he handed them out last night. I was crying so hard I couldn't even read the whole thing, and then I had to redo half my makeup because I'd cried it all off.

Then we went to warm-up and went over some parts of the show that needed just a quick run-through. And Firkins had us stand in a circle and sing the ballad. Most of us were holding hands. I made it to the second verse before I started crying--and THEN Firkins started going around and hugging us one-by-one. I was literally sobbing xD I couldn't even sing! So the costume moms passed out tissues and we couldn't go back to redo our makeup so it was what it was and we went on stage and slayed.

We got best costumes, best choreography, best vocals, and grand champions. And with it, we celebrated the first time EVER that Leaders has gone undefeated.

I will miss that group so much. We have one last performance on Tuesday, and then we're done.

*sobs*

I shall go cry in the corner now because I'm so happy but so sad all at the same time. :): 

I only have a few more pieces to set in place in my plot! I'm so close and it's such a tease xD 

Anyway, WISH ME LUCK!

I only have a few more pieces to set in place in my plot! I'm so close and it's such a tease xD 

Anyway, WISH ME LUCK!

I only have a few more pieces to set in place in my plot! I'm so close and it's such a tease xD 

Anyway, WISH ME LUCK!

I only have a few more pieces to set in place in my plot! I'm so close and it's such a tease xD 

Anyway, WISH ME LUCK!

I only have a few more pieces to set in place in my plot! I'm so close and it's such a tease xD 

Anyway, WISH ME LUCK!

I only have a few more pieces to set in place in my plot! I'm so close and it's such a tease xD 

Anyway, WISH ME LUCK!

Oh man. I'm trying not to cry as I write this. 

Yesterday was incredible.

Both show choirs (JV--Subwoofers and Varsity--Leaders of the Pack) had to be at the competition at 10am.

Subwoofers got second place in the JV division, and I'm so proud of them. They've worked so hard!

I don't even know where to start for us. We all got ready and stuff (there was some drama that went down and... yikes) and hung out for about six hours because we performed at 5:30.

They had donuts at the comp and they were so good it's not even funny. So I bought three. :D And then there was also hot chocolate and I couldn't resist. So I was on a sugar high for a while before the show, and then I got super tired and sat in a corner for twenty minutes.

Firkins then rounded everyone up to go to our homeroom, and he pulled out these papers with everyone's names on them. We'd written notes to each other on the papers a couple weeks ago, and he handed them out last night. I was crying so hard I couldn't even read the whole thing, and then I had to redo half my makeup because I'd cried it all off.

Then we went to warm-up and went over some parts of the show that needed just a quick run-through. And Firkins had us stand in a circle and sing the ballad. Most of us were holding hands. I made it to the second verse before I started crying--and THEN Firkins started going around and hugging us one-by-one. I was literally sobbing xD I couldn't even sing! So the costume moms passed out tissues and we couldn't go back to redo our makeup so it was what it was and we went on stage and slayed.

We got best costumes, best choreography, best vocals, and grand champions. And with it, we celebrated the first time EVER that Leaders has gone undefeated.

I will miss that group so much. We have one last performance on Tuesday, and then we're done.

*sobs*

I shall go cry in the corner now because I'm so happy but so sad all at the same time. :): 

Ookay 

My finals start from tomorrow 

Ah im nervous 

First paper is english language but somehow that makes me more nervous 

I can do this right  

My writing is good isnt it? Cause like the essay is a huge part of the paper 

But 

Idk

Ahhh

And look what im reading! 

 

You know you're a biker when you walk around with blood dripping down your legs for 2 hours and don't notice until someone freaks out and asks you what happened and then you don't even know. 

In other news, life is pretty good! I have a ton of homework to do, but I've decided to ignore it completely, and therefore I'm not stressed! 

A fruity, fiery word is orange

but versing it requires a crime.

Our dear friend Hoid would grab the door hinge

and flee in light of this slant rhyme.

 

- attempting the Archivists poetry challenge.

You know you're a biker when you walk around with blood dripping down your legs for 2 hours and don't notice until someone freaks out and asks you what happened and then you don't even know. 

In other news, life is pretty good! I have a ton of homework to do, but I've decided to ignore it completely, and therefore I'm not stressed! 

Im still confused who is who 

Guys I reached a 380 day streak Duolingoooo

*tired screaming*

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I've also got an irl commission that I've gotta make for a friend - and I'm gonna get payed whooo

*more tired screaming*

Have a wonderful day/morning/afternoon/evening humans!
-Telrao

Guys I reached a 380 day streak Duolingoooo

*tired screaming*

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I've also got an irl commission that I've gotta make for a friend - and I'm gonna get payed whooo

*more tired screaming*

Have a wonderful day/morning/afternoon/evening humans!
-Telrao

Guys I reached a 380 day streak Duolingoooo

*tired screaming*

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I've also got an irl commission that I've gotta make for a friend - and I'm gonna get payed whooo

*more tired screaming*

Have a wonderful day/morning/afternoon/evening humans!
-Telrao

Guys I reached a 380 day streak Duolingoooo

*tired screaming*

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I've also got an irl commission that I've gotta make for a friend - and I'm gonna get payed whooo

*more tired screaming*

Have a wonderful day/morning/afternoon/evening humans!
-Telrao

I need help!!!

I’m participating in my school’s slam poetry competition and the poem is due tomorrow and I haven’t finished writing it yet! If anyone has any revisions, ideas, thoughts, or suggestions, they would be greatly appreciated!

Here’s the poem, so far:

———

One friend is sad

The other hates life

Another is mad

And more are in strife

 

Then why am I happy?

I’m living on a cloud

I’m always so peppy

And have reasons to be proud

 

When my friends need rescue

I’m a sympathetic soul

But how can I feel cut in two

When I’ve always been whole?

 

How am I supposed to empathize

With what I’ve never felt?

Should I maybe deemphasize

The feelings with which I’ve always dwelt?

 

Do I change nothing

Staying blind to what they feel,

Or do I love nothing

And let gloom take the wheel?

 

Should I only let darkness in my sight

So I can feel like my friend?

Or to them should I be a light

So they know it’s not the end?

 

Thus my inner turmoil sings

With pleads to understand

And with which my soul does ring

With yearning to take their hand

 

I want to say “it’ll all be okay”

But would my friends believe me?

To me, it’s always been this way

So how will I set them free?

 

This is all so confusing

But maybe I don’t need to revise

Maybe I’m doing enough and improving

So my happiness I won’t need to compromise
———

After that, I’m planning on making like a list of actions that good friends take to help friends in need, in a format of like “When my friends ask, I’ll answer  // When they talk, I’ll listen // When they cry, I’ll comfort” etc. so if you have any ideas for more verbs I can use, that would be great.

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH