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    What does it mean, to live.

    What does it mean, to want to live.

    I think at one moment, I did have that want.

    That want, that need, that will to survive, to go on, to live.

    But I feel like it's leaving.

    I'm in pain.

    I'm always in pain.

    And I can't fix it.

    Would it better if I left?

    Would it better for me, or for you, or for someone else, if I were to not awaken tomorrow?

    I would be free, wouldn't I?

    But you wouldn't be free.

    I would be painless, wouldn't I?

    But you wouldn't be painless.

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    2. Edema Rue

      Edema Rue

      Yeah, that one goes through my head. A lot. 

      I know that people probably mention God a lot, but (at least for me) it works better when it’s a personal thing. There are scriptures I could recommend, but I think that when you look yourself, you’ll find a lot more than you can otherwise. Sometimes we hear the most precious saying so many times that they lose their value. 

    3. Lego Mistborn

      Lego Mistborn

      Calano, we're all here for you, we love you, and I hope we can provide some solace for you, unfortunately, none of us are the Holy Spirit, who is the greatest comforter.

    4. Liahona

      Liahona

      Praying for you, Calano. God will not abandon you in your pain. As someone who's been there, some days all I can do is ask Him for help to stay alive that day, and make that my goal. Just taking life one step at a time can help.

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