Zephrun’s Imperium

I'm sad

:(

Somebody slap me and remind me of all the stuff I need to do.

Or, alternatively, assuming: 1) I have 50 followers; 2) I have ~15 uncompleted tasks; 3) about 1/5 of my followers actively follow, you could all contribute 1/10 of a slap and 1.5 outstanding items and it would add up to about the same thing.

So awhile back I was put on an antidepressant medication for... well, anti-depression. Not much of a big-brainer there.

Anyways, we ended up switching brands 'cause reasons, and the new brand decided it'd be a right good prank to make me feel randomly sick all the time. I wasn't entirely sure what it was that was causing all those nasty symptoms, so I opted to take a control day without medication. Sure enough, it was the meds, so I decided to stop taking them, hoping that I'd have gotten my anxiety back under control for the most part by quitting my job and keeping up with school and all.

It's been a couple days since then, and earlier today I started feeling really weird. At first it was just stomach pains, and I figured I'd just overeaten or something (the fact that we were running for PE wasn't necessarily helpful either). The symptoms kept at it, though, even to when I'd gotten home and sat down for an hour or two to watch Attack on Titan.

[insert obligatory "go watch anime" rant here]

So I looked up a couple hunches of mine and my mom's, and apparently all the symptoms I'm having are exactly as listed for sertraline withdrawal. Now, naturally, this whole gig is just part of the system. Withdrawal is a thing that happens, and I only really have to contact my doctor about it if it happens to last for awhile.

But lemme tell ya... this sucks.

[insert obligatory "don't do drugs" rant here]

Hi this is a therapy assignment that I’m gonna be doing every day

Feel free to ignore

 Today I went to school and nothing really eventful happened except for my math test. I was having a really hard time not counting but there were multiple numbers over 1000 again so I knew I couldn’t count or I wouldn’t finish the test like last time. I had a mini panic attack because not counting is a big no no for me but I did some deep breathing (and maybe a bit of bargaining) and I finished the test and turned it in without waiting for someone else to stand up

 I also didn’t obsess the entire time over it the rest of the day, only some of the time.

yay

Love y’all bye

Hi everyone! I’m really sorry it’s been so long since I last posted. I’ve been having some mental health problems and haven’t been able to read Rhythm of War yet, so I’ve been staying off this site to avoid spoilers. I’m hopeful that I can finish reading it soon, though, and hopefully will be able to return sometime soon!

Hi everyone! I’m really sorry it’s been so long since I last posted. I’ve been having some mental health problems and haven’t been able to read Rhythm of War yet, so I’ve been staying off this site to avoid spoilers. I’m hopeful that I can finish reading it soon, though, and hopefully will be able to return sometime soon!

Just finished reading Catcher In the Rye. I can honestly say that it’s one of my new favorite books. 

I had a great trip with Guard. The best time ever. I love his family, I love him. I’ve never felt quite so happy in my life. But now that he’s on his mission…

TW: Suicide, religion, minor swearing

Took a practice ACT today! Because that's how I like to spend my weekends

Just took the National Latin Exam, and I wish retroactive luck to those who also have!

Y'alls-

Turning Red is amazing

That is all

Happy Spring Break*!

So you know, instead of school, I'll work. Definitely a break

*tries to think of something entertaining to say*

Cats sometimes. One of them climbs my legs for pets

*only available in participating locations

I wish I could stop seeing the worst possible side of everything.

Happy Keyed anniversary!  I really need to write more of it, BUT I finished the outline back in December and that's a huge feat. Once summer starts I should be able to write a lot more, but for now, school has me swamped.  Once summer DOES start, expect a chapter a week. 

Happy Keyed anniversary!  I really need to write more of it, BUT I finished the outline back in December and that's a huge feat. Once summer starts I should be able to write a lot more, but for now, school has me swamped.  Once summer DOES start, expect a chapter a week. 

Happy Keyed anniversary!  I really need to write more of it, BUT I finished the outline back in December and that's a huge feat. Once summer starts I should be able to write a lot more, but for now, school has me swamped.  Once summer DOES start, expect a chapter a week. 

Heyyy look 499 posts!

I probably won't do anything special for my 500th but still, 'tis a fun number

Things I am:

• In a scud ton of pain
• Generally suffering
• Having anxiety attacks

Things I am not:

• Caoable of swallowing
• With my friends
• Okay

So. 

We got another dog. 

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I need book recommendations that I can get ahold of. I am willing to pay in gratitude. 

So. 

We got another dog. 

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So. 

We got another dog. 

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Me: I should do schoolwork like a productive human

Also me:

Me: I should do schoolwork like a productive human

Also me:

Me: I should do schoolwork like a productive human

Also me: