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1 minute ago, Darkness Ascendant said:

Ha YES! XD 

Out of the corner of your eyes...

Lol not what I was aiming for.  Wrong link. 

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9 minutes ago, Delightful said:

Lol not what I was aiming for.  Wrong link. 

Still lmao XD

11 minutes ago, Delightful said:

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I did it again XD

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3 minutes ago, Delightful said:

Lol not what I was aiming for.  Wrong link. 

That's how it is with Shia. He shows up in the most unexpected places where you can spot him out of the corner of your eyes.

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16 minutes ago, Oversleep said:

That's how it is with Shia. He shows up in the most unexpected places where you can spot him out of the corner of your eyes.

Fair point :D

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Westboro baptist church (I know) picketed a Jewish organisation today with "the Jews killed Jesus" signs. 

Uuuuggghhhh. 

The Middle Ages called, they want their blood libels back.  

Posted
45 minutes ago, Delightful said:

Westboro baptist church (I know) picketed a Jewish organisation today with "the Jews killed Jesus" signs. 

Uuuuggghhhh. 

The Middle Ages called, they want their blood libels back.  

If it helps, mainline Christianity considers the Westboros to be a cult, and a harmful one to boot. 

Most Christians I've met actually harbor dreams of trolling the Westboros one day. :ph34r: 

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49 minutes ago, TwiLyghtSansSparkles said:

If it helps, mainline Christianity considers the Westboros to be a cult, and a harmful one to boot. 

Most Christians I've met actually harbor dreams of trolling the Westboros one day. :ph34r: 

Hence (I know). I know they're not mainstream Christian. They're still propagating oooooold anti Semitism. 

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I've been feeling kinda depressed lately. And I don't know why. Life's been going pretty well lately. I got ones for the district solo/ensemble contest, I got a one for the UIL solo contest...all these good things are happening...I just feel sad. 

Except today wasn't that great of a day. Nothing horribly bad happened, just tons of little things stacked up to make this a really bad day. And I've noticed recently that I somehow manage to be excluded from groups of people, almost as if I'm forgotten. I don't know, I feel like it's all just in my head, and I bet part of it is just my lack of sleep. 

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9 hours ago, Quiver said:

... I don't know if this deserves a bad day post. It isn't anything specific after all. But...

Well, I sort of want to indulge my melancholy a little, I guess.

I've been having some mood swings for the past few days, but even that makes it sound more serious than it is. Maybe once a day, I'll be doing something and then my brain will just be like "Nope." I suddenly just feel kind of sad and lethargic, and don't want to do anything. I tried going for a walk yesterday when it happened - get some fresh air - but I couldn't really muster the energy to be bothered with that.

This is something I know I've mentioned here before, and honestly, it's not even as bad as it used to be. Like I said, maybe once a day, and it does end up passing after  alittle while, just... not really fun. :(

I know how you feel. :( Still sucks, though. It might help if you did something fun after the melancholy has passed—sometimes that'll work for me. Like a reward for getting through the bad part. 

@StrikerEZ I'm sorry. :( Hugs? 

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@TwiLyghtSansSparkles Thanks, I needed that hug...even though it was just an internet hug.

Also, how your response to Quiver actually kinda applied to me as well...I think I just need some good laughs or fun. Then sleep. Probably sleep first.

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Ugh. It's been a cremmy Monday.

Long rant ahead:

Spoiler

 

For one thing, the weather has been downright nasty today: raining steadily, and rusting cold. The forecast says we might get some snow tomorrow too. I want winter to just LEAVE already.

When I got home from work today, I'd gotten a piece of mail from my doctor's office. Turned out to be a bill demanding that I pay the remaining $65 the office claims I owe on an $85 deductible for when I visited the office last week, after I already paid my usual $20 copay. Several things wrong with this situation: 1) I'm 100% sure my mom said we didn't have a deductible on our health insurance this year when I asked her about it back in January. 2) Last week was at least the second time I've visited the doctor's office in 2017. If we do have a deductible, why is this the first time the doctor is slapping me with a big bill?? Moral of the story: getting anything in the mail from a hospital, doctor's office, or health insurance company is ALWAYS bad news, because the only reason they ever send you mail is to demand money.

The other stuff that has me feeling down is crem my mom had to deal with today, so I'm gonna take a page out of Twi's book and refer to her as BirdMom from now on. (A little bit of background info: I have a very positive relationship with my mom, and we text pretty much daily to talk about how our lives are going.)

BirdMom is in her last year of pharmacy school right now, getting real-life experience working in various pharmacy environments under a different mentor or "preceptor" each month. Her preceptor for March has been treating her way unfairly all month: assigning her lots of projects, refusing to let her do or work on anything besides his assignments during her downtime, loading more pointless busywork on her every time she finishes a project, and giving the other pharmacy students less work than he gives BirdMom. He's basically punishing her for being a diligent, efficient worker. (At times, she has resorted to Facebooking and deliberately not working on her projects to avoid being given a new one as soon as she finishes.) Today the preceptor wasn't even AT work (and won't be for the rest of the month) but still gave BirdMom two extra assignments while the other pharmacy students under his supervision got nothing. Favoritism much??

Later in the afternoon, BirdMom was scheduled to do a job interview over the phone. She'd been stressing about it pretty much all morning, but that turned out to be pointless because the interview didn't even last 5 minutes. Why? The interviewer had not even bothered to read BirdMom's resume before the interview. If he had, he would've known that she didn't meet his company's requirement of having already graduated from pharmacy school and being available to start work immediately. What kind of dumb chull asks someone for a job interview without even reading the applicant's resume, seriously?

As if all that crem above wasn't bad enough, BirdMom got a call from our rental management company that the water heater in the rental property they're managing for us broke down and needs to be repaired.

The story behind this: During my first 2.5 years of high school, my family lived in a small town in rural Virginia that I hereby dub Cattleville (because it pretty much ALWAYS smelled like manure outside). We ended up moving away for my dad's new job in Ohio, so we put the house up for sale and tried for months on end to sell it, but had no success because nobody wants to live in rusting Harmony-forsaken Cattleville. Didn't help that our nextdoor neighbors had a pair of basset hounds that barked and howled at anything that moved--highly obnoxious and an instant turnoff for anyone coming to look at the house. So eventually we started renting the house out through a rental management company. Every time something goes wrong with the house, my parents get a call and have to pay for repairs. Maybe the biggest slap in the face about the situation, though, is that the government tax law counts the Cattleville house as a source of income because we're renting it out. Sooooo not true. We're making monthly mortgage payments on the stupid thing (in addition to the mortgage payments on the house my parents are actually living in right now), and the tenants pay less than that each month in rent, so EVERY SINGLE MONTH we're losing money on it. And that's not even taking into account unpleasant surprise expenses like the storming water heater breaking down.

Hugs, please? :(

 

 

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@Sunbird Yes, ALL OF THE HUGS
*hugs*

I've been having a pretty bad day too. We had a music test and I got really stressed, because I'm not too great at aural...

Posted
3 hours ago, StrikerEZ said:

I've been feeling kinda depressed lately. And I don't know why. Life's been going pretty well lately. I got ones for the district solo/ensemble contest, I got a one for the UIL solo contest...all these good things are happening...I just feel sad. 

Except today wasn't that great of a day. Nothing horribly bad happened, just tons of little things stacked up to make this a really bad day. And I've noticed recently that I somehow manage to be excluded from groups of people, almost as if I'm forgotten. I don't know, I feel like it's all just in my head, and I bet part of it is just my lack of sleep. 

Mhm, I know what you mean.

*hugs (I'm here if you need to talk in PMs or something)

Oh damnation @Sunbird That sounds horrible. ditto Budgie

*ALL THE HUGS*

you too @A Budgie *hugs

And to anyone else whom I missed *hugs

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*sigh

I had a pretty crap day...now I don't feel like sharing it.

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Aaaa my cat tried to kill me!!! :P

One of my feline friends knocked an alarm clock from the shelve right onto my face. What an effective way to use an alarm clock to wake someone up. 

And here are the results:

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Wow, my nose looks huge o.O

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@Mestiv You'll live :P jk, you're going to die.

@Sunbird How do you feel now?


*Sigh

The lonely aspect of my problems is really getting to me...

It's gone so far that my thoughts seem to be structured as if I'm talking to you guys in my head...fml...

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