Mist she/her Posted February 2, 2021 Report Share Posted February 2, 2021 I'll second all that. You deserve the best. *hugs* 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lecky Twig she/her Posted February 3, 2021 Report Share Posted February 3, 2021 uhhggggh I had such a bad day today. So I got into this concert band that I was super pumped about being apart of, and my first rehearsal was today; but I swear I have never felt so unwelcome in my life! I was so disappointed because I woke up super early to get there on time and was really excited, but when I turned up, it was just sooo evident that I was not wanted. I don't think I've ever been filled with this much self-loathing but man was I naiive thinking that being part of this ensemble would somehow be a positive thing. Now, I'm so unmotivated, I can't even get myself to read my book (that I've really been enjoying). Basically I hate myself for every decision I've made this week and I want to cry myself to sleep for the rest of my life. 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nathrangking he/him Posted February 3, 2021 Report Share Posted February 3, 2021 3 hours ago, Lecky Twig said: uhhggggh I had such a bad day today. So I got into this concert band that I was super pumped about being apart of, and my first rehearsal was today; but I swear I have never felt so unwelcome in my life! I was so disappointed because I woke up super early to get there on time and was really excited, but when I turned up, it was just sooo evident that I was not wanted. I don't think I've ever been filled with this much self-loathing but man was I naiive thinking that being part of this ensemble would somehow be a positive thing. Now, I'm so unmotivated, I can't even get myself to read my book (that I've really been enjoying). Basically I hate myself for every decision I've made this week and I want to cry myself to sleep for the rest of my life. *Hugs.* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
+Slowswift he/him Posted February 3, 2021 Report Share Posted February 3, 2021 10 hours ago, Lecky Twig said: uhhggggh I had such a bad day today. So I got into this concert band that I was super pumped about being apart of, and my first rehearsal was today; but I swear I have never felt so unwelcome in my life! I was so disappointed because I woke up super early to get there on time and was really excited, but when I turned up, it was just sooo evident that I was not wanted. I don't think I've ever been filled with this much self-loathing but man was I naiive thinking that being part of this ensemble would somehow be a positive thing. Now, I'm so unmotivated, I can't even get myself to read my book (that I've really been enjoying). Basically I hate myself for every decision I've made this week and I want to cry myself to sleep for the rest of my life. I'm so sorry to hear that. Here, have a hugbot. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lecky Twig she/her Posted February 3, 2021 Report Share Posted February 3, 2021 7 hours ago, Nathrangking said: *Hugs.* 42 minutes ago, Slowswift said: I'm so sorry to hear that. Here, have a hugbot. Thanks guys, hugs feel nice 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
The Windrunner Supreme he/him Posted February 4, 2021 Report Share Posted February 4, 2021 *hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mist she/her Posted February 4, 2021 Report Share Posted February 4, 2021 18 hours ago, Lecky Twig said: uhhggggh I had such a bad day today. So I got into this concert band that I was super pumped about being apart of, and my first rehearsal was today; but I swear I have never felt so unwelcome in my life! I was so disappointed because I woke up super early to get there on time and was really excited, but when I turned up, it was just sooo evident that I was not wanted. I don't think I've ever been filled with this much self-loathing but man was I naiive thinking that being part of this ensemble would somehow be a positive thing. Now, I'm so unmotivated, I can't even get myself to read my book (that I've really been enjoying). Basically I hate myself for every decision I've made this week and I want to cry myself to sleep for the rest of my life. *hugs* That's really tough. I'm sorry *hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
midnight13 she/her Posted February 4, 2021 Report Share Posted February 4, 2021 I’m sorry about that. *hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FriarFritz Posted February 4, 2021 Report Share Posted February 4, 2021 On 2/3/2021 at 1:16 AM, Lecky Twig said: uhhggggh I had such a bad day today. So I got into this concert band that I was super pumped about being apart of, and my first rehearsal was today; but I swear I have never felt so unwelcome in my life! I was so disappointed because I woke up super early to get there on time and was really excited, but when I turned up, it was just sooo evident that I was not wanted. I don't think I've ever been filled with this much self-loathing but man was I naiive thinking that being part of this ensemble would somehow be a positive thing. Now, I'm so unmotivated, I can't even get myself to read my book (that I've really been enjoying). Basically I hate myself for every decision I've made this week and I want to cry myself to sleep for the rest of my life. ahhh that's really sad hugs 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lecky Twig she/her Posted February 4, 2021 Report Share Posted February 4, 2021 1 hour ago, More Cynical Than Funny said: I am so sorry. Feel free to PM me and Vent some *hugs* Thanks, I feel better about it now, but chances are high that I’ll be wanting to vent out some frustration in the coming weeks . 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nathrangking he/him Posted February 4, 2021 Report Share Posted February 4, 2021 27 minutes ago, Lecky Twig said: Thanks, I feel better about it now, but chances are high that I’ll be wanting to vent out some frustration in the coming weeks . My PM's are always open. Drop me messages if you need to rant/vent. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lecky Twig she/her Posted February 4, 2021 Report Share Posted February 4, 2021 10 minutes ago, Nathrangking said: My PM's are always open. Drop me messages if you need to rant/vent. Thanks Nathrangking, it’s comforting to know that I can talk to people who ont hate me for raging to them about my life . 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Draginon he/him Posted March 18, 2021 Report Share Posted March 18, 2021 Not bad enough to get my day bad but enough to get to me. The best analogy is the penny where by itself it’s worthless but you get enough of them together and you get a happy meal or something that has worth. One of those was my mother’s micro aggressions and insults towards me. We were going to Jack in the Box since she wanted onion rings and the conversation turned to food advertisement and I mentioned there was one where it was very obvious the guy wasn’t actually given a burger because of the way he was holding it and the way he bit in was like biting air. She turned it around to criticize the way I hold my burgers. My way of holding it? Thumb on the bottom bun and fingers on top, which is the normal way to hold it. She treats it as me holding it upside down and my elbows sticking out even with my head. This might seem like small potatoes but remember my analogy earlier, stuff like this gets to me more and more these days. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Silverblade5 he/him Posted March 18, 2021 Report Share Posted March 18, 2021 Flipped my car today. That was fun. Got over it. 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FriarFritz Posted March 18, 2021 Report Share Posted March 18, 2021 7 hours ago, Draginon said: Not bad enough to get my day bad but enough to get to me. The best analogy is the penny where by itself it’s worthless but you get enough of them together and you get a happy meal or something that has worth. One of those was my mother’s micro aggressions and insults towards me. We were going to Jack in the Box since she wanted onion rings and the conversation turned to food advertisement and I mentioned there was one where it was very obvious the guy wasn’t actually given a burger because of the way he was holding it and the way he bit in was like biting air. She turned it around to criticize the way I hold my burgers. My way of holding it? Thumb on the bottom bun and fingers on top, which is the normal way to hold it. She treats it as me holding it upside down and my elbows sticking out even with my head. This might seem like small potatoes but remember my analogy earlier, stuff like this gets to me more and more these days. *hugs* I'm sorry 2 hours ago, Silverblade5 said: Flipped my car today. That was fun. Got over it. *hugs* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
+Slowswift he/him Posted April 18, 2021 Report Share Posted April 18, 2021 *mails many hugbots* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nathrangking he/him Posted April 19, 2021 Report Share Posted April 19, 2021 4 hours ago, More Cynical Than Funny said: Can I get some hugs? I've been re living some stuff today. *Hugs.* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FriarFritz Posted April 19, 2021 Report Share Posted April 19, 2021 5 hours ago, More Cynical Than Funny said: Can I get some hugs? I've been re living some stuff today. *all the hugs* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mist she/her Posted April 19, 2021 Report Share Posted April 19, 2021 *much hugses* *hugssssssssss* 0 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kasimir he/him Posted April 20, 2021 Report Share Posted April 20, 2021 I feel like the older you get, the more you learn life is about learning to bear the unbearable, even when you don't want to :/ 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spren of Kindness she/her Posted April 20, 2021 Report Share Posted April 20, 2021 I had to engage in a class-wide debate today, which... I don't like debates because I really don't like having opinions or whatever (not quite sure myself), but get this - the Internet is so bad that I could only hear every other word or so, so I could never be sure if I was actually speaking to the correct point. And now I can't do the two assignments that have to be done in a couple hours or they'll be late. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nathrangking he/him Posted April 21, 2021 Report Share Posted April 21, 2021 16 hours ago, Kasimir said: I feel like the older you get, the more you learn life is about learning to bear the unbearable, even when you don't want to :/ Seems most wise and accurate to me. 7 hours ago, Spren of Kindness said: I had to engage in a class-wide debate today, which... I don't like debates because I really don't like having opinions or whatever (not quite sure myself), but get this - the Internet is so bad that I could only hear every other word or so, so I could never be sure if I was actually speaking to the correct point. And now I can't do the two assignments that have to be done in a couple hours or they'll be late. I know that it hardly helps matters. but *Virtual hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lunamor she/her Posted April 30, 2021 Report Share Posted April 30, 2021 (edited) Spoiler for minor gore/violence: Spoiler Yesterday I was trying to brush my dog, and he jerked away and somehow managed to accidentally headbut me at an angle so that my upper canine pierced my upper lip. You can see a mark on the outside of my lip where it almost broke through the surface, I got really lucky it didn’t break all the way through. I now can’t talk or make any expressions for several days because every time I do it reopens the wound and it starts bleeding again, and I’m genuinely worried that if I’m not careful the hole will rip all the way open. Edited April 30, 2021 by Lunamor 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Emi she/her Posted April 30, 2021 Report Share Posted April 30, 2021 1 minute ago, Lunamor said: Spoiler for minor gore/violence: Hide contents Yesterday I was trying to brush my dog, and he jerked away and somehow managed to accidentally headbut me at an angle so that my upper canine pierced my upper lip. You can see a mark on the outside of my lip where it almost broke through the surface, I got really lucky it didn’t break all the way through. I now can’t talk or make any expressions for several days because every time I do it reopens the wound and it starts bleeding again, and I’m genuinely worried that if I’m not careful the hole will rip all the way open. oh no, that reallyyyyy sucks. I'm sorry for you *all the hugs* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FriarFritz Posted April 30, 2021 Report Share Posted April 30, 2021 8 minutes ago, Lunamor said: Spoiler for minor gore/violence: Hide contents Yesterday I was trying to brush my dog, and he jerked away and somehow managed to accidentally headbut me at an angle so that my upper canine pierced my upper lip. You can see a mark on the outside of my lip where it almost broke through the surface, I got really lucky it didn’t break all the way through. I now can’t talk or make any expressions for several days because every time I do it reopens the wound and it starts bleeding again, and I’m genuinely worried that if I’m not careful the hole will rip all the way open. *Hugssssssssss* 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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