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  1. Usseewa
    Das me! Egg
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    Someone remind me later to say something canon
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    Dalinar?
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    I suggest you set you pronoun field or let us know which pronouns to use. Lol u ninja'd me
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    Veil (or Shallan/Radiant/Formless)
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    I have this jokething in my head that goes "@Frustration, you really live up to your name!" or smth like that.. cuz u always give the perfect WoB to disprove a @Theory or something. Anyway that just means ur knowledgeable 'n stuff.
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    Happy birthday from Lily!

    1. KnightSkye Reforged

      KnightSkye Reforged

      Thank you!

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    :3
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    EEPE EPPEPPE EEEPE SSAMEEMEMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SAMEE SAMEEE Ok so...im a bit diferent. except i read this amazing book that wasnt really a romance novel but about someone who i think was ace or aro or aroace or something similar and that mightve actually been my first exposure to it now that i think of it but anyway it was great even tho they were just friends/platonic in the end ive always (pretend i use lots of big positive happy words here) REALLY LOVED OR WANTED books where the characters are...like...friends? its hard to explain and my thoughts are fast rn but basically like cuddling kinda? Or friends. AH! Friends/people that comfort each other when they are sad. That's what I rlly want to read. Tho idk how much ive read, but its what I like. Think Shallan and Kaladin in the chasm during the Highstorm. Kinda like that. I guess. *me realizing ive read yet another trans book without realizing it* anyway uhm idk i dont rlly wanna say too much abt romance novels bcz yk Girl SAMEEE so i read something similar maybe in the GDB and i rlly related. like i was/am just fascinated with f/f relationships, idk. but i unfortunately havent had much...content? with them, so..yeah.. I think that's actually what I'm feeling. Like I can't rlly imagine myself - as I am now - in a relationship. I don't even see myself - as i am now - being capable of one. its just not something that would be natural. ive always attributed this to my social ineptitude/incompetence/sadness, and maybe that's correct, maybe not, idk. the thing is, i want a relationship, but i also don't. Same with friends i guess. I want the concept, but can't see it when applied to myself-as-i-currently-am. im totally not self-deprecating. hehe. hehe.... sorry im quoting this down here but whatevvvsss anyway yes i definitely relate to u in that i prefer women to men. same sis... i guess its like i cant have a relationship until... and even then, will my lameness carry over? also: (the words line up :3) i love getting more proof that im (probably) trans :3 f/f romances are just better :3 while i actually sometimes like "classic" romances, f/f (or the concept of one) is more appealing. Because, who needs a guy? Plus, if I had to fulfill that role... yuck. Idek what guys are s'pposed to do in relationships. Or girls I guess. But yeah. It's kinda weird, yk? Like we imagine ourselves in an f/f relationship, but don't really? At least that's what it's like for me. Because I wasn't thinking I was trans, so that didn't make sense, but I guess I imagined f/f and then put me as one of them. Idk. Also guys are soooo lameeee Not all guys of course Every time someone says "guys are lame" i feel weird bcz i think/thought of myself as one, and im not lame. at least not in those ways. anyway yep, same
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    2026/01/21

    Usseewa posted a blog entry in MicroFiction Daily

    I didn't really feel like writing much today...so it's kinda short but here's more of Lily from me, Lily! Recurring Lily had recurring thoughts sometimes. When she was in one of her depression and anxiety phases, they emerged like worms in the rain. They mostly retreated when the sun came out and Lily found peace, yet a few daring ones remained. Those, however, were more like the dried remnants of those thoughts. Lily barely noticed them when the sun broke through. It was a cloudy day for Lily—both figuratively and literally. Lily was currently frozen in bed, the same thoughts cycling and recycling through her mind on an endless loop. These were thoughts no one should have, yet unfortunately some DID. - Lily Hehe
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    i added another line btdubs and yeah...sure....
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    Lily started as the barkeep turned and asked for her order. "Uhm," she began, shrinking under the sudden perceived scrutiny, "horneater white water, please. Thank you." She then thought to ask for something to eat, but the barkeep had already turned away so she remained silent and hunched over.
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    But-but how does he know if the cloaked one is in my character's perivis or not? Are we rp'ng from an omniscient POV? Does he have two(+) main characters, or is one (I assume the cloaked figure) his main character, and he's controlling the barkeep NPC? @SpiritOfWrath
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    Too many pronouns/people.... Which one are you? It seems like the cloaked figure is watching passerby, his face uncertain, and he is shifting in the corner of your eyes? Or are you the cloaked figure? Are you using "her" to refer to me? Or are u the barkeep???
  15. Usseewa
    Huh? And why do u always do as-of-yet-unnamed clones for rps?
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    She-who-shalt-not-be-nameth'd
  17. Usseewa
    Looks like I put rp stuff in bold? Lily crept through the tavern doors, then made her way along the edge of the crowded room. She nervously came up to the counter and waited for the barkeep to notice her. She waited. And waited. like that?
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    im rlly not in the mood for writing but ill try i guess i can write it abt programming or depression/anxiety/obsession/bad-stuff-in-general as always perfect! ill use the word "recur" as in recurring bad stuff!!!!! yayayayay!
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    ummm ill just use my name and where do i put the character? like...in a tavern?
  20. Usseewa
    how do i join and what is this an rp or smth?
  21. Usseewa
    I was gonna ask u yesterday if u enjoyed ur dinner but decided not to cuz that's not smth ppl say online so lemme know if u liked this dinner lol also help guys I need to write something before the day's end for my blog helppppppppp gimme a one-word prompt or smth and ill try to write smth meaningful
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    Sis at least offer some advice lol Or describe ur feelings
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    Ok, cool I guess... The thing is I never really expected myself to get/be in a relationship. Not that I didn't want one (at least off-and-on, mildly, or sometimes), it just didn't seem realistic. Maybe just cuz I'm socially inept and "weird"/neurodivergent. It just seemed right that no one would ever love me that I would never be in one. Tbh it's soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much easier to talk to ppl online. Like a barely talk to ppl (excluding family and my D&D group) IRL.
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    Doesn't really sound like me... But is that because I'm ace or because I've just never like had any friends rlly What I mean is are you attracted to or do you get those feelings you mentioned from people you just see around or share a class with or something? Or are you already friends with them and talk to them?
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    Thanks! Now you should give a would you rather question for the next person.
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