Probably one of the worst things that could happen, sorry mate. My main problem with my friends is that they've basically gone their own ways and don't hang out with each other anymore, and since I was homeschooled for a year I have no idea what's changed, so I can never get them in the same place. Really I haven't changed at all in the past 3 years or so in terms of personality, while my friends all seem wildly different, so it's like I've been frozen in time and everything is really awkward with them because I still see everyone as their 5th grade selves (I'm going into 8th grade, for context).
Anyway, I keep having dreams where I'm so deep underground I can never get back up to the surface, I keep seeing people I know standing on cliffs and ledges above me but I can't reach them, and I just keep walking down further and further. Metaphors, am I right?