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There was a whole couch-seat debacle with my two little brothers, and this might take a little explaining. But. Basically my older brother and I were sitting on the same couch, and my two little brothers were sharing a couch. My baby brother was annoying my little brother, so Lil Bro came and sat by me but we were all squished. Baby Bro stopped bothering Lil Bro and went away, so I suggested that Lil Bro go back to the now-empty other couch. He gave me this really almost sad looking face and said, “It’s because you don’t like me.”
…huh.
oh, and Perfect Golden Child Little Sister sold a bunch of my old doll stuff to save up for a stupid little camera and she’s refusing to even acknowledge that a lot of it was mine. And of course mom is siding with her. It’s enough to make me want to cry, just the lack of validation I feel from the people who should love me most.
why is my family like this?
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I’m improv piano-ing and it’s many funs. I found a melody I like and I’m gonna build on it. Maybe post the final thing here, idk yet.
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I’m doing a bit better mentally after my girls’ day out. We got Freddy’s and spent some time at the park, went to Hy-Vee and got some popsicles and drinks, and then went back to her house and watch YouTube together lol.
But my arms hurt a lot. And I have a headache, but it’s like right between my eyes. And the bags under my eyes are still ridiculous xD
So, long story short, I’m good emotionally, okayish mentally, and not great physically.
lol I’ll stop complaining now. ALSO, IF YOU HAVENT SEEN @CalanoCorvus’s NEW PUPPY, YOU HAVE TO. It’s in his latest SU.
bye!
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Gail’s best friend just came and is kind of dominating the whole thing. She’s leaving soon though so yay.
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Morning, peoples. Not mentally good, but I actually kind of look pretty today.
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Aw thanks shortcake. *pulls uno reverse card*
ooh that could be fun! But I have to clean my room for 30 minutes and then I’m leaving the house until 5
maybe we could do it tomorrow or something! I’ll be in the car for a few hours because we’re going to see Nate Bargettzi (no clue if that’s how you spell it) for an early birthday present. He’s a comedian and HILARIOUS.
Thanks Archie
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Today’s been really good and then really bad.
One of my besties got me out of the house today from 11:30-5 and it was fun. We talked about deep stuff.
I’m sitting on the bathroom floor right now trying my best not to get caught.
Gail’s getting me out of the house tomorrow.
And I’m gonna have to start wearing long sleeves pretty soon.
Also the bags under my eyes are so bad it’s actually kinda ridiculous/funny xD
Thats all.
I don’t want to keep living my life like this. I need something to change, but that means I have to change something. Grrr.
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Kajsa…I know I’m late, but please don’t do anything rash. You are a beautiful young woman, a daughter of God, whether you believe that or not. You are loved. Even when everyone is pressing down on you every second of every day, you are loved. The world hurts. It hurts so bad. But we’re here for you, and so many other people are too. We need you. They need you. And whatever happens, we care so much about you. Nothing you can do will change that. I wish I could help more, but I’m always here to listen or give inescapable hugs when you need it.
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My gosh y’all Imma cry
Wiz, thank you for always being here for me. Even when things got rough between us. Thank you. I’m eternally grateful for you.
Calano, first of all, that was just… like… damn. You know words. That was POWERFUL. Second, you’re always here for me. I’m not sure why, but I’m so glad you are. Love u bro <3
Thank you Lotus. I don’t even know you very well, but I am overwhelmed by the support and love I feel from you. <3
Alphy xD don’t worry too much, alright?
Thank you Eddie Rue <3 you also know just what to say.
All of you are incredible people. Thank you for supporting me.
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I’ve lost motivation or interest to do anything. I’ve started to catch myself feeling this way more and more often. Is this part of depression? Or maybe I just need to try and sleep more… idk. It’s this rlly weird feeling; like you know when you can feel you’re about to hiccup or yawn but it’s just… uncomfortably stuck? No matter how much you try to force it, it never comes out right? That’s kind of how my hobbies have felt to me lately. Stuck. I can’t force myself to try because they just… flop. Drawing is the only one that’s been ‘working’ right, but I’m very quickly losing interest. I’m not sure what to do… tips, anybody?
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I've felt that before. I've mostly felt it when I'm overwhelmed by a lot of things. It's one of the reasons why I left MC role-play. It was a lot, despite the good things.
I might have had undiagnosed depression at one point. But like, I got past it pretty quickly if I had it.
And... here's the hose of advice, if you want it: Sleeping more is definitely good to do with that feeling. Maybe try taking a breather when you have the feeling and just sit for a minute and meditate. You could also, potentially, try getting some of the things you have on your plate off your plate.
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I figured out what I have to do for Harlow to work.
I have to write a whole prequel. There’s just too much to work in—and anyway, it’ll be better this way
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I’m trying to draw Hadley’s different facial expressions but she looks like completely different people xD
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PICTURES OF MY KITTIES BECAUSE ADORABLE
Oslo (he’s mine mine):
Spoiler
Axel (he’s the family’s):
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none of the other pictures are working
So yah. Also today’s been pretty good so far! My family is going to go to the pool but I’m staying home to draw and also because I don’t have swimsuits that would cover enough of my upper arms… a predicament.
On Wednesday and Thursday, my friend Gail (yes the same one from YoYoBerri and the BBQ story) has arranged for me to hang out at her place all day!!! I just have to get my mom to agree to it… hmm.
Also birthday party planning is FUN. Or it would be if I actually did it.
I think it’s gonna be just lowkey and chill but I kinda want a theme anyways but idk what… hrmmm… also I’m so tempted to invite Mal but idk if that’s gonna be weird, especially since it’s mostly just gonna be girls…. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…
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It kind of sounds like somebody just broke in
I heard the sliding glass door open and close and now I’m hearing boards creak and footsteps but I’m probably just hallucinating xD if I’m ded tomorrow y’all know why :salute:
FRE SHA VOCA DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Very very sadly I should sleep now so that my future self does not be madness at my me now self. Soooooor……………. ChEeRiO & pIp PiP mY fElLoW sHaRdIaNs!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(moral of the story: no coffee for Kajsa until 18)
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*le gesp*
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Oop. It’s a quarter past 2 and I’m HUNGRY.
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Today I remembered
that I’ve forgotten
to long for
my only person.
don’t know where u are or if you are the one I want you so desperately to be, but just know that I love you and I’m waiting for you
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Y’all I am being SO naughty rn. If I got caught my phone would be gone for at LEAST a week, and who knows what else. but hey, parents went to bed and likely won’t be back out. And I’m in the basement. So there
promises are hard to keep. Even the easy ones. Yk?
also I started drawing a page of Hadleys and heheeeeeeeeee
…
…I think coffee has a higher caffeine content than soda…
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Okay thank you this makes me feel soooo relieved
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Wittles gave me a good piece of advice and said “instead of saying ‘I’m never going to do this again’, try saying ‘I’m not going to do this today’, and do that every day.” Wise, Wittles. Reply to this so you can have my rep. @Wittles of Shinovar
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Hmmm…
worldbuilder’s blockkkkk……
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One of the best things that's helped me get over blocks of any type is having a group. Because of that, I am now forced (yes, at gunpoint) to have at least a couple of pages every month to bring and read to the group. Has that fixed plotholes? No. Has that helped with worldbuilding? Kinda. Has it helped me get words onto the page? Absolutely.
In-person groups are one of the best ways to help keep you a regular writer.
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art 17th Shard Art Brawl Unofficial Planning Thread
kajsa ㅇㅅㅇ replied to shortcake's topic in Creator's Corner
Thanks, Shortcake! I don’t believe we’ll have any issues with this, but it’s important that I put down some basic guidelines for prompts, artworks, and comments/behavior anyways. NSFW media will not be tolerated. This includes explicit, inappropriately sexual, or other “adult” content. Criticism or unwanted critiques will not be tolerated. If you are unsure exactly what this includes, PM me and I’ll help you get it cleared up. The art community is a safe place and must remain one. If you are unkind, etc., this will not be tolerated and you will be removed from the thread. There are probably some more specific guidelines that should be put down for the good of the group, but I’m running out of time to type I’ll be back later! Fre sha voca do!!! -
Hmm okay good good
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Hmm Wiz I hope you pronounced my name right
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hehehehehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh but seriously y'all're the most adorable thing EVER like dude
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Hehe so I know I'm like super against AI generated images BUT I had some fun on NightCafe and made some portraits of my main character:
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Now I'm gonna go get some done of her as Harlow
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ooookay.
I'm sitting down to write for the first time in a while, and I have no clue where to start.
Unless...
*sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
gosh this is so overly complicated :anguished:
WAITTTTTTTTT
OH MY GOSH I THINK I GOT IT
Spoilerwait so if Hadley is the daughter and Turner's the heir then she would be the one being shipped off to marry Jaeger if he was the prince of a different kingdom which could work to preserve Elysia so i could still use it for this book but then we'd have a wilden-esque tribe still and that could make sense and then she would join that kingdom but then grrrrr wait he wouldn't have a motive to kill turner.... unless he wanted to be in control of elysia if it was the capital... but that wouldn't even work for her trauma and then there wouldn't--gahhhhHhHhHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay so maybe I didn't get it...
c'mon, BRIAN! THINK!
*longest, most discouraged sigh in the history of long, discouraged sighs*
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Expressions practice!!
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Favorites, anyone?
maybe we could do it tomorrow or something! I’ll be in the car for a few hours because we’re going to see Nate Bargettzi (no clue if that’s how you spell it) for an early birthday present. He’s a comedian and HILARIOUS. 
I heard the sliding glass door open and close and now I’m hearing boards creak and footsteps but I’m probably just hallucinating xD if I’m ded tomorrow y’all know why :salute:
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