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I want to cry,
but I don't.
I can't.
I want to be happy,
but I'm not.
I can't.
I guess it's
just not allowed.
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AGHHH WHY
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
WHY AM ALWAYS SO AGGRESSIVE
FRIGGIN HECK, MAN
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GOOD MORNING, LOVELY PEOPLE!
Today, you guys will (hopefully) be able to see some before and after pictures of a pair of my sister's old converse that I'm going to try and spice up a bit, and maybe even see a few pics while they're a WIP!
Funny thing- I've been up since like, 12:30 pm yesterday lol. I don't feel tired, so that's good. But, I do need to fix my sleep schedule at least a little bit so I'm able to survive camp this week-
Speaking of which, I'm super excited! I somehow managed to get access to my main playlist from my old Spotify account, so one of my close friends who's going to camp with me is gonna listen to it with me on the ride to (I think) Montana? I might have the location wrong, but hey, people make mistakes all the time, so It's no biggie!
AWEEUMBUMBAWEI!
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Today is gonna be a great day! I'm gonna get packed for the camp thingy that I have on Thursday, and my brother let me use one of his backpacks (woohoo!) and also gave me one of his old button-up shirts that was too small for him (it's oversized, and I LOVE IT!) Also, my grandma let me use her phone for like, three or so hours last night to talk to my friends, so that was nice
OH! I almost forgot! I figured out how to do the spinny thingy with the staffs and stuffs like in color guard- both forward and backward on both hands! ye.
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...Girl's camp made me realize that I haven't been happy for a really long time. but that isn't ever going to change, because my grandma won't let me leave and move in with my friend because she thinks I'm going to break the law. And I also found out today that she is much more homophobic than what I thought she was, so now she hates me even more. She called me fat as if I didn't already know that. Why can't I just be happy? Why can't I just be normal and not have to worry about people judging me all the time? I just want to be happy. I'm sorry I'm so chaotic. I'm sorry I can't be responsible enough for people to treat me like an adult. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. @The Bookwyrm, @InfiniteInsanity, @TheGreatSnail, @Ranryu, @That1Cellist, @The Last Fæ, @Potato's Wit, @The Wandering Wizard, and anyone else- I'm sorry you guys had to deal with me. I'm sorry I wasn't at church. Bookwyrm, I'm sorry for almost killing your sister. Insa, I'm sorry for all the crap I've given you throughout the years. Fae, I'm sorry for restricting you from using hammers in jewelry class. Potato, I can't remember if I was in charge of your age group for girl's camp, but if I was, I'm sorry for singing so loud on the first night, and I'm sorry that I was so mean on the last night. Hopefully you'll have a better YCL next year.
SpoilerDon't worry. I'll still be here. I'll just still be sad. Sad, but still here.
