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OH HI

guys it's been literally forever since I've been on here WHAT has happened gimme the deets

uh update on my end, I'm getting an apartment with my best friends and I have an anti sewer slide fish so like that's cool

uhhhhh

lifes been a struggle

I hate talking about my feelings because I avoid my problems rather than fixing them

but uh

I was in the mental hospital a few weeks back from thoughts of attempting

I'm relatively okay now but they also didn't really do much for me so it's whatever I guess

if you know me you know I've lived with my grandmother for the first 18 years of my life. that changed in like may this year. I went to live with my friend for a couple months and then I went to live with my mom. that's been really stressful for me. I was looking for literally any excuse I could to just leave. end it. be gone and done with. but I know I have a lot more ahead of me than I realize.

I've been through a lot of crap these last few months. I know I havent really been on here for that and I can't promise that I'll be on a lot in the future, but I want each and every one of you to know that you are loved. you are treasured. you guys are amazing.

@Through The Living Glass you are literally so amazing I can't even begin to explain how much you've helped me

@kajsa girly pops you're doing literally so amazing I love you you know I'll always be here if you ever need me

@Senor Sassy CAL. oh cal. dude you're epic. you're a good dude to yap with and I can't wait for you to come pester me and jeanieweenie bro

@SmilingPanda19 I love you pookie (ask the guy if you want just don't rush it )

@Bird Furious ms haly GIRLY YOURE SO SWAG you're doing great

@WhyEverNot_8 WEN!!! hey you're pretty cool too I can't wait to see what your base will look like in the realm :3

mmm I fear I'm missing people but I'll come back and yap some more if I am

anyways I love EVERYONE here not just the people listed

yall are epic

okay bye thank you for coming to my ted talk