"I'm sorry. I am. And I'm always here if you want to talk to me, but I doubt you will. But just know that I understand what is impossible to say in words. And I won't try to put it in words. So just understand that I'm here, and you're here, and we're both alive, and we're both figuring out our life, and that we both get it and get each other. If that helps you. I know it helps me."
She looked up at the sky for a moment.
"You know, pain is like a back-stabbing two-faced old childhood friend who has been one of your enemies but still who you cling onto when all else seems bleak and you want to remember something from the days of nostalgia. If that makes any sense. That's how I see it. Everyone experiences it differently. No one can tell how much something will hurt. But we can never predict or measure pain. It's something different. Another dimension. Human minds can scarcely comprehend it. So it just takes everything from us. Everything, away. In a moment. And it never gets better. And you never stop falling."
Jane closed her eyes.
"Were they all older than you?" She asked in a husky, quieter voice.